pullingpettlesoffofdaisy
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy
Dear Diary
44 posts
I just want to be thin again 24 | 5’3 | sw: 117 | hw: 134 | cw: 113 | lw: 103 | next gw: 105 | ugw: 100 - 95 |
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
🌼
6K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
Reblog this if you’re anti proana but pro safe space
I want to know how many of us are really just here to vent, not to spread the pain of eating disorders.
8K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media
I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
This post is old, but you are STILL ABLE TO GET AHOLD OF TUMBLR STAFF in an emergency: this just happened to me recently. All you have to do is email [email protected] and they will handle the situation for you. Thanks for passing this along, guys!! xo Kate
2M notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
fasting moods
fuck fuck fuck ow hungrey
YEAH IM DRINKING COFFEE AT 4:30 PM DON’T QUESTION ME
weirdly, I’m ok!
EVERYTHING IS GREAT! I’VE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY! DOPAMINE IS FLOODING MY BRAIN!!!
snzzzz
does smelling food have calories???? does toothpaste have sugar??? which zero cal sodas break fast??? Hey Google-
cold cold cold hhhhhhh cold
see I’m fine! I can even exercise!! It’s like I’m barely doing anything at all!!! *passes out*
sorry I have to pee again
*stares at fridge* *fridge stares back*
frantic thinspo scrolling on every platform you own
feel free to add
19K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
to “newbies” in the ana community:
this is gonna be a long one but if the title applies to you, i IMPLORE you to read the whole thing. if it doesn’t, please reblog. you might save someone from this fucking nightmare.
i found a diary entry on the day that i decided to go on tumblr and search up “thinspo”. i was feeling awful about my body for some time but never really thought about calories or eating less or anything.
i wrote (verbatim): “i don’t want to have an eating disorder or anything, i just want to lose 10lbs”
not even a month later, it was like nothing could stop me from reaching my goal. i kept telling myself i wasn’t in too deep. i ate 500 cals a day and no more. i exercised 300 cals away.
now, the only thing i want is that blissful ignorance. not even thinking twice about my body. not caring what i ate. understanding the boundaries of healthy eating. not feeling faint and dizzy when standing up.
I WISH THAT I HAD SEEN A POST TELLING ME THAT IF YOURE LOOKING AT THINSPO “just to motivate you,” THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A PROBLEM AND THE START OF A CYCLE YOU WILL REGRET EVER BEGINNING AS SOON AS YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOUR ADDICTION TO STARVING. at this time in my life i would listen to NOBODY and NO POST could stop me from slowly crawling into the arms of my developing eating disorder. BUT IM BEGGING YOU, IF YOU ARE BEGINNING THIS STRUGGLE, GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL HAVE CONTROL. you see all these posts telling you that over 1,000 calories is disgusting and so on, DO NOT LISTEN. PLEASE! you have no idea how quickly this shit can get in your head. no matter what your intentions for going on the ana tags are, LEAVE THEM NOW IF YOU STILL CAN. LEAVE AND DONT LOOK BACK. OR ELSE YOU WILL END UP DISORDER RIDDEN AND HATING YOURSELF LIKE ME, because once you’ve been here long enough, it doesn’t matter if you hit your UGW or you’re still at your sw; you will always always always see yourself as fat. that is a promise. and it’s disgusting.
this is a dirty, horrible disease that teaches you to hate yourself. it perpetuates symptoms of anxiety and depression and causes thoughts and feelings that you never believed possible in yourself. it destroys your identity, your relationships, you family life, your grades, your ambitions, and your health. if you have a choice not to fall into it, DONT FUCKING DO IT. don’t fucking do it for the love of god.
5K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
3 months
It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.
61K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
unfortunately for everybody i will keep doing whatever i want
242K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media
32K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
179 notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
One fk day !
176 notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media
@le_xtina
10K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
it’s never too late. for anything: to apologize, to chase a dream, to try again, to forgive, to pick up a hobby, to fall in love, to change. you can do it whenever you want
43K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
6K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
11K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media
6K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media
36K notes · View notes
pullingpettlesoffofdaisy · 4 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
21K notes · View notes