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MaxNat as boyfriends ♡

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Mmaxmax ig post 06.26

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Then had to show off 🤭

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Your timing on this is hilarious because Nat was just on twt yesterday asking for fic recommendations 💀

On live afterwards:

I believe it was mainly Thai fans posting links to a Thai site so AO3 may still be safe (I hope)....

Re: Nat asking about fanfic (since I just saw ur rb!), a fan told them about how her and her friends write fic about them as support and he asked where he could read them. The fan denied but mentioned their AO3 profile at the end of the video they posted so cue the fic authors scrambling to private their crazier fics XD (hope this link works)

(I didn't know this was in my inbox, sorry)

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That's a wild thing to admit to, oh my lord.

I've seen their name in the tag. They're a far beaver soul than I. (I still haven't privated my fic actually)

Omg. Nat is looking far too innocent politely asking where he can read about himself getting it good.

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Tutor Sun, there's always a way to hack around the rules.

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Nat as Khru P'Sun 🔥

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Nat is wild lately 👏✨️

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So how do I get a show about just them as actually these roles and the characters implied here? Like... I want this. I want this show. Not as a body swap but as just a full on 'masc shorter guy meets femme tall top'. Like... hi. Please and thank you.

This is my ideal pairing why must it only be brought to me like this?

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I am thinking a lot about the Sun and Nuea sex scene we started with, tying up Sun in Nuea's body while Nuea tries to seduce Sun in his body and how many aspects of their broken relationship are reflected in that. But also how much of their love keeps being reflected in all the ways they try (or tie, lol).

Because one of the biggest problems in this relationship is that Sun does not love himself. Sun doesn't even like himself. And he is made very, very uncomfortable by the idea of loving himself or taking care of himself. He doesn't want to take care of himself. Sometimes he seeks comfort for his own insecurity but he's so, so quick to insult himself and to reject himself.

But because the two of them have such poor communication despite their love for each other... Sun rejecting himself is also constantly coming across as him rejecting Nuea.

(Look, we don't have any good moments of Nuea's internal monologue at this point! All we have is Sun's deep insecurities and fear of his own insecurity and the way he always reacts ends up leaving Nuea rejected because Sun rejecting himself necessitates rejecting, in some ways, the love Nuea has for him.)

Sun stares at Nuea and he loves Nuea so much he cannot handle Nuea's love for him. It's the most love-broken relationship in the world because it's broken by their love for each other and how much they each hurt because they don't love themselves. And that's part of what's so broken in their relationship. They love the other person but without also loving themselves... they just keep hurting each other. And it's happened both ways now, from Sun's deepseated insecurity and from Nuea's fear of his family.

But neither of them ever talks about it. They just bury it under their love for each other as if loving the other person will be enough no matter how much they hate themselves.

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❤️🤍

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This is gold

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the way Nuea just meellltttsss at being called Sun's baby

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Same Nat. Same.

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My puppy coded Sun would do anything Nuea asked of him 🥹

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The way my jaw dropped

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I'm obsessed.