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ex friends sooo obsessed they make fun of me as a person, but they cant make fun of “things i did to them” because they know i did nothing 😛😛😛

imagine hating somebody and constantly talking about them— no, SHITTALKING because you couldn’t bring yourself to be more mature and close a friendship professionally

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i think the red became porpol but but guess what my fav color is (get the ref pls)

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dear, i know it’s been a long time since i’ve been involved in writing or the community, but i hope you’re doing well. 🫂 you were one of my first mutuals and i could never have been more grateful for your presence

Hello, this is Lolita, formerly known as Aphrodites-letters, and (sighs) strawberrymilkmami. It’s been a few years since I left, and I am back to properly speak up for myself about the drama that happened between Cupid (now going by Devosin) and I. I will be referring to Devosin as Cupid, however because that’s the name they used to go by during this drama. In this post, I will take accountability for my actions, however I will also explain some parts of the story that I should’ve exposed a long time ago. 

Why now you may ask? Because I feel so much better now. I have matured and up to this day, what has happened still affects me a lot mentally. People may say this is old, or tell me to move on. You can’t move on when there are people out there still thinking you’re a complete bastard not knowing your true reasonings or thinking you’re just finding excuses— its been years, there’s no point in lying, im not even in the fandom anymore, what do I gain lying? You could say I “deserved” it and that “that’s what I get for being jealous” etc. Yet those are simply accusations and assumptions people made, you can’t take people’s/make assumptions and think it’s the truth.

I have finally developed the courage to speak about this topic again and explain properly my side of the story.

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Faulty Link

I want to clear up the biggest misunderstanding. I never sent anyone anon hate and I can prove it.

Pinpix has stated that she “can track an anon's identity” by using this link. I found this fact very interesting considering it’s been outdated for years at the time Pinpix did this ‘callout.’ 

Pinpix gave out false information about me, then Cupid reblogged it without checking the sources. Not only Cupid, but many of my former mutuals did so without checking the sources. This link hasn’t been working since 2017, yet they managed to ‘track’ my IP in 2023. Anyone is welcome to check the tracking link themselves to see even more comments proving that it no longer works. 

I’d like to mention Cupid had stated this before. 

I’ve never been in Cupid’s server before. So, I clearly couldn’t have been the one sent the hate. With all these facts coming to light, I’d like this to be a lesson to everyone to not jump on hate trains without checking what the ‘proof’ is.

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Anon Hate

To everyone affected by the anon hate, I’m really truly sorry you’ve had such rude and demeaning people in your inbox. I believe anon hate is such a low act to do and I understand it affected you immensely. 

However, I want everyone to understand that I have never sent anon hate and will never in the future.  —

Copying

Not only did Pinpix accuse me of sending anon hate, they also made some claims about me copying Cupid (most of the post was them talking about this). I’d like to address these.

I’ve never copied anyone. A lot of what I did was take inspiration from trends at that time. Just because some of my posts came after Cupid doesn’t mean I copied her. I did things that were popular at that time, not things that Cupid did. If Cupid did popular things too, cool! But please don’t come after me for also following trends. Fade outs and social media themes were popular then, and many of former mutuals as well as people from other fandoms had similar themes.

First thing out of the way, Cupids are from Roman mythology and Aphrodite is from Greek mythology, so no I didn’t see Cupid’s url and decided to steal it lol, that is so silly. She and I were friends back then and wanted to match names. I also fail to see how our themes and writing styles are similar. To my knowledge, Cupid went for regal themes, while I stuck to coquette, there was a time where I did more simple clean themes because again- it was trending, especially in blogs from big Fandoms such as Genshin. Just because we both used shades of pink doesn’t mean it was plagiarism. 

I’ve never deleted anything off my page after this incident, so I think you’re misremembering. 

My writing format has changed as a progress of maturing. Personal observations are not proof. Not to mention my writings are still up, so if you had proof that our fics are similar, you could have proved it. You have not. 

This says a lot. 

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Vent

I will take accountability for my venting. I did vent personal things and I regret that immensely. I’m sorry to anyone affected by them. However, please understand I was going through a difficult situation both online and irl, and as an immature 13 year old kid, I didn’t know how to handle it. I didn’t have the help I needed, I didn’t know what to do to make myself feel better. Sadly, I chose a path that not only didn’t help me, but also harmed the people around me. I regret it, and if I could I would have taken a few months offline.

None of my vents named or attacked anyone. If you made correlations from my vents to people, that is your assumption. These are all subjective opinions made by you without any proof. 

Some of my posts were indeed targeted towards Cupid, I wasn’t healed from the first drama we had and seeing them interact with my friends hurt me really bad. I just wanted the whole drama out of my life, seeing Cupid on my dashboard didn’t help me forget at all. I had blocked her, however when she interacted with my mutuals, I saw her on my page. However, the majority of my vents were from real life issues.  —

Sign Out

First and foremost, I’m sorry to anyone hurt by actions caused by me. However, the anon hate, the spam into former mutuals’ inboxes, accused plagiarism and this supposed obsession isn’t me. You’ve crafted this whole story based on assumptions and false proof, and I don’t want to take the hate in my inbox anymore. It’s been years and I’m not sure why people are still so obsessed with this situation.

Though this section confuses me, since when you said I did the ‘same thing,’ it implies that Cupid has also neglected to credit the art they used.

I have used art without credits only if I couldn’t find the original source. I found a lot of my inspiration on Pinterest, so when I found the source, I could credit them. However, sometimes I couldn’t find it, and wouldn’t have anything to cite. I now know that I should have looked harder or have used another image for my blog, however I was not as mature then. In my mind, I had looked for the source and couldn't find it. Going forward in any future fandoms I join to make content, I will cite everything I can.

As a final message, don’t harass people online, especially if you don’t do your research on the topic or know the full story of both people. In my case I was anxious. I didn’t know what to do or say, I was panicked and was unable to collect my thoughts and come with a proper response. Now, I hope this was enough to explain my side of the story and clear up some things said about me.

Thank you for listening and have a good day.

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i just hopped on to reblog but wth is house doing as your banner LMAO

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pepoyo transparent renders!

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eww WHY ARE ALL THE PFPS CIRCLE NOW 😭😭😭

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i fear the tweakinghas gotten to me,sm….. AHSHJHBRJN:OTHNLR{PABGYAHAdjkpfg

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ALSO i hate the fact you’d be like “i have dick and balls” whenever it came to pronouns. jesus christ just because you’re queer and enby but male aligned doesn’t mean you get to not be serious when it comes to pronouns. you’re just reinforcing the fact that genitals = pronouns which i hated but couldn’t bear to tell you. also the amount of lies over the years you’ve been telling me, i don’t think you’re even as cis as you claim to be. Like no it’s not my main issue with you, but i don’t see a point in being friends with somebody who can’t even be open about their identity with me even though you were more open to it when we FIRST MET.

Like you genuinely had your own identity when we first met, now you just take on identities of fictional characters and revolve your life around them. like i barely even know you anymore despite the fact i told you so much about me

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✙ I go by Jakurai / Terra / Iori

I am a boy Irl, and I am nonbinary .

Wasian // Bisexual / Asexual . ✙

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◜ I am a tumblr artist, I do not write.

I draw mostly boys, characters, and animals.

I do also post nsfw / gore. sometimes.. ◝

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i fear the hating has gotten to me :P

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i know he hasn’t been on tumblr for a year, but this damn guy i’m reblogging is so damn immature and i have nowhere to take it out on because he blocked me.

you have the audacity to try and talk about yourself during our friendship like you were more mature than others, only to BLOCK ME after ignoring me for SEVERAL DAYS when I just wanted to talk to you to make sure you acknowledged the things you did wrong in our friendship. I just wanted one last conversation or acknowledgement from you to know you knew what you did wrong, and then I wanted to go off my peaceful ways.

also, why the hell do you have the fact you post nsfw sometimes on your tumblr on your intro. you’re only an 08 and you’re not even 17 yet.

seriously, all you did was make me stress during our friendship. sometimes i felt like i was on eggshells. i honestly thought you’d change but the way you treated pan was insane the week before you dated DICE, the PERSON WHO HATED ALL YOUR FRIENDS FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON. and the way you blocked me yesterday was so immature, I honestly don’t think you changed at all. like god damn sorry for coddling your ass

also i hate the way every time we’d tell you how we felt when you did something, you’d take it as a “you sound like you’re being mean” or “you sound like you don’t want to be friends with me” or “i fear the tweaking has gotten to you” WORD FOR WORD ON THAT LAST ONE. why can’t you take criticism when we tell you you’re doing something that hurts our feelings. you always told us (or ignored us, which is worse) and we never did that to you. why are you so immune to critique.

ATP you’re no more mature than Dice, you guys are one and the same. You’re not emmett-level bad but you’re just as bad as Dice, no wonder you chose to date the guy over your friends.

૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ — ★ Welcome to my clinic.. ☆

✙ I go by Jakurai / Terra / Iori

I am a boy Irl, and I am nonbinary .

Wasian // Bisexual / Asexual . ✙

꒰ঌᐢ.ˬ.ᐢ໒꒱

◜ I am a tumblr artist, I do not write.

I draw mostly boys, characters, and animals.

I do also post nsfw / gore. sometimes.. ◝

꒰ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ꒱

pls be nice to me i am just a baby kitty...

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Arupek Layout

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