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i got my grade it's a 3.9 i have to raise it to a 5.5 minimum im 19 and ive cried about one grade three times across two days it's not even funny
#give me two minutes and ill give you guys a 4th one. but no joke it's actually so bad sometimes i get so overwhelmed from the stress i cant#speak irl. i know my friends will get sick of the sorry ive just been insane excuse but ive really never had it so bad.#you know the funniest thing? i was genuinely offered a prescription for anxiety medication by my psychiatrist but i couldn't take it because#the main effect would be sleepiness and im already sleeping so much and remain tired. and i couldnt take the hit on my academic productivity#.#my whole year hangs by this grade. FUCK.
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it's fucking rigged against me if i don't pass this year ill actually kill myself i can't do this. 45 credits needed to pass the year and if i had done everything except this one final thing id still be at 40 credits and you need to pass two bullshit things to get the full final 20 credits you can't pass just one and if i don't pass the year ill have to kill myself. the grades won't fucking come. i just need to know if i have to resit it or not but i cant even do anything i don't have the energy to do anything i hate my hobbies everything is so tiring and im so scared and so insane.
#i don't know what ill have to do to cram if i Need to take the resit. what if i get like a 2/10 and need to take it up to a 5.5 and i can't.#and I can't tell anyone and the last time I told my parents my mother would put so much pressure on me id leave class crying and she just#always acts like im so fucking stupid ever since she's heard of the adhd thing she treats me like a fucking disabled dog and she already#doesn't take me seriously and just thinks im so stupid. i cant fail this year. ive lost so much in so many aspects of my life. moving on my#own has been theworst year ever. it's so fucking stupid. it's a good country. maybe im just really not meant to be on my own. but if i#stayed in romania i wouldve killed myself. i dont know. one second everything is fine the other one nothing is.#im missing out on things im losing things im failing i can't do this anymore. i just need to pass the year please just let me pass the year.
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cool!
#ocs#art#standard ikejime#whatthefuckAsaga yep#girls and the cocoon they retracted into post suittempt#i mean what
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i haven't died (somehow) (it's great) (it's not) but im not alive yet either
#i am one million apologies to my friends who ive been unable to properly talk to it just gives me massive anxiety#and recently ive been trying to be on phone less and less some things just actually make my heart rate pick up and i feel weird .#worry not i do the exact same irl i sit in my room and feel weird and i only see the sun when i go grocery or someone texts me to come out#and have a cigarette. and sometimes i just smoke in the room. i had 5 monster energies Wednesday-Friday to finish a big assignment#and ive been tired ever since.#i should start going to the park or something#i will hit post and go to bed#love you all
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hi guys this is the typewriter animal it was born yesterday on my guy's typewriter while he kept interfering because i don't know how to use it and it gives me performance anxiety to type while people are looking. i see this as a form of poetry.
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i like to think that my permanent eye bags and general worn-down look give me a certain cuteness
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this guy reminds me of my guy this girl reminds me of my guy
#NOW ISN'T THE TIME TO WONDER IF YOU'RE TRANSGENDER🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️#it never is actually. sorry A. okay she's probably not she's got something else going on. probably.#ocs#art#standard ikejime
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day 1 romania my mother has employed psychological warfare tactics (argument in the car where i cant escape)
#you want me to make you a hairdresser appointment?? when im so busy?? don't you know how many health problems i have right now?? you don't#care!! i know you don't care because you don't know!! (she has not told me. im in another country.) you are so selfish so egoistic!! you#don't even care that im so busy!! phone that fucking hairdresser yourself!!#(i pull out my phone to look for the hairdresser) YOU'RE ALWAYS ON YOUR PHONE!!!! (im doing what you told me to do) IF I HADNT THEN YOU'D BE#ON YOUR PHONE FOR STUPID SHIT!!! LIKE BEFORE!!! (i was looking for housing for next year...) HOW SHOULD I KNOW!!!!#😐
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cigarettes are classier because they're made for the outside and the privacy of your own living space while vapes exist almost exclusively to be used in public bathrooms
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really weird strong moment of insight into the self last night now what can i do with it
#i think im just so used to feeling bad or Guilty specifically that if i don't feel it i will feel uneasy and start seeking out things that#will make me feel guilty. back home it was easy to do things that made me happy or were good but brought onwards a sense of guilt of lying#to my parents for example. like going on long walks (good) but not saying where (bad). and here there's no one to feel guilty towards except#myself so i do things that are bad for me instead to chase that feeling.#and when i only have things to feel good about i get uneasy and start seeking reasons to feel bad like overthinking minor social fumbles etc#i don't know... i should probably do something w#with this. i want to.
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man fuck that therapy money😂😂 from today onwards it's gonna be crayyyzy around here
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im fat and im stupid too and it's kind of vital to fully reacknowledge this before i get to romania so my parents don't have a bubble to burst
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sorry, beautiful goth she/they from hinge who ghosted me a month ago and just hit me up on instagram asking how im doing, but the moment you hit sent on the message i was trying to blissfully bury myself into the gently fragrant soft curl cloud of hair of a southern european while watching a movie about scottish heroin addicts so you kinda missed your shot.
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another friend of mine is this really chill guy who's obsessed with saying bruh 30 times a day and what i do is ill present him with a situation for which the proper end question would be "am i being too anxious and overthinking this?" but what i ask is "am i tripping?" and he goes "yeahhh you tripping bruh it's fiiine"
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im a stupid pervert😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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when i was deep in the trenches id be really nauseated by the thought of a future partner touching me and feeling any kind of give of an adipose tissue, assuming they'd either be grossed out or fetishize it. i know now i was insane because after fondling this fuck's sides like i was playing the piano i can't stop thinking about how nice it was
#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#“you're like tickling my sides it's so nice” please please please please please please can i do it sober too please please please please#took a break from tumblr to find love
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fresh asf like a million dollars justfine and dandy
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