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On this day a year ago, my children were on their way to school and suddenly they heard the sounds of missiles and continuous explosions. They returned home scared and terrified. None of us knew what was happening. We felt like we had lost our lives, and that is what happened. We lost our home and everything we owned in a moment. It was the beginning of the nightmare. The house disappeared with all its details and their dreams. Even their toys turned to ashes. They destroyed their childhood!!

Since that day until now, we don't know how long we haven't had a day of rest. Death follows us all the time. We have escaped death many times, but I fear loss. All I want is your donation, even if it is small, to help save my children's lives. I don't want us to continue our lives in tents without rights.

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Under Cover of Darkness

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2014 is when i posted this…

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Chinese street fashion in 2007 𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

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getting back into hypmic is like losing chess to a dog. i hate everything about this franchise yes i will lay down my life for these idiots

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I read one(1) problematic fanfiction and now I endorse all evil things in this world

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when you give someone a "love bite" you are literally doing apologia for cannibalism

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you can probably go ahead and teach your child that people will freak out really bad when they open up about something they fucked up im sure everything will be o.k. 👍

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🔻 In the name of humanity... Gaza cries for help!

▪️ Oh people!

#Gaza_is_killing_by_hunger Oh people!

▪️ Hunger in Gaza is a deadly killer... An entire people is facing death by starvation, after their stomachs were empty, their eyes were sunken, and their bodies collapsed in their homes and streets from the severity of their weakness and the cruelty of deprivation.

▪️ There is nothing left in the homes... No flour, no lentils, no pasta. Even crumbs have become a wish. Faces are pale, skin has stuck to the bones, and the voices of children have turned into faint, barely audible moans.

▪️ Those you see today in these harsh scenes... Yesterday, they were safe in their homes, in their clean clothes and plentiful food. But they went out to their Lord, only to be let down by humanity, and those closest to them kept silent before those farther away could be blamed.

▪️ Go forth, whether light or heavy... Rise to support Gaza. It is not acceptable for anyone to be content with prayers and tears while he sees children being killed by hunger and bombing and then does nothing.

Please, we are dying of hunger now. Donate to us. Donate and save us immediately.

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URGENT: PLEASE HELP SAVE MY CAT

the dental abcess toast was diagnosed with earlier today has just ruptured out of her eye. i just called the emergency vet and they said i have to take her in as soon as my regular vet opens in 8 hours. she will likely need emergency surgery.

i have an eviction hearing in the afternoon at 1:30 and my landlord refuses to reschedule it. this is really, really bad timing.

here is the invoice estimate, sorry from this afternoon:

(the crossed out parts should still be included, that was a mistake since she will need to switch to rheumocam from prednisolone)

i can't type anymore, i'm recovering from a concussion and my head hurts so bad i can barely see.

PLEASE HELP

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the time to be a mean dyke is now. be a killjoy feminist and take things too seriously, we’ve been too nice about girl math and girl dinner and pink jobs and the general infantilization of women and it’s gotten us nowhere. be a buzzkill now, for our future and our dignity

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recently this ad campaign came up in conversation w a friend n she was like oh i didnt know that was real i thought u just made that moodboard for fun

mark lee tim hortons moodboard because i’ve been waiting for this

sticker pic from here https://www.reddit.com/r/NCT127/comments/1j3nj1p/freebies_127_in_toronto/?rdt=34339

Dolls pic from here, i edited the sweater to say Toronto 1999 https://x.com/dreamytrade/status/1746136122688684495/photo/2

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Ive been employing the east coast version of "let go of what does not serve you" which is something like "well whats this shit doing for me anyway"

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IN PAIN 24/7

Hola, my name is Calli, I'm a mexican nonbinary parent with a fuck ton of health issues and I never planned to end up like this.

Our last post isn't moving at all.

My gallbladder and liver need constant medication to not get further fucked up, I have a bunch of untreated tumor/growths I hope my healthcare will deal with at some point, I have chronic pain which affects my hips, back and left leg and sometimes my leg dislocates at random, just this August I've had two periods in less than 28 days, this is a common occurrence almost every month, and I've been dealing with teeth pain so intense it causes headaches, hurts my jaw, neck and now I have pain inside my right ear I suspect it's related to my teeth pain.

I hoped my healthcare would cover dental procedures but it only covers some basic stuff like cavities and cleaning and not the x-ray and endodontist I need.

I haven't been able to get a tetanus shot for a couple of cuts I got handling rusted metal, it seems less swollen but it healed in a permanently semi-openway.

Plus I get random dizziness and sometimes complete blackouts where I lose my sight for brief periods of time.

You can tell this has hindered my ability to work.

I won't go into all the ailments my partner has but he deals with chronic illness and pain.

Still we're the main providers for our family of 9, since we took in my in-laws after they lost grandma and their house to a house fire.

We have sold and pawn everything we had of value, including our phones and the computer. We can only access when we're able to rent one at the internet café or by exchanging hours of our free labor for a bit of internet time to look for jobs, print CVs and beg for help here.

I try to be as thorough as possible for people to understand we're having a hard time. Like the house has a big humidity problem most of the rooms have black mold growing in them

And I try to always link back to the previous post for transparency's sake.

Before selling our phones we used to offer as much proofs of our situation as we could, same for proofs that the funds were being used properly.

On top of that we care for 4 diabetics in the house, including my in-laws, my MiL needs a hysterectomy and a surgery to ease the pain from her two herniated discs, she had to undergo 4 biopsies this year to discard breast cancer and needs a lot of care for her gastritis. We also hope she will get referred soon to get her eyes checked since she is losing her sight from her right eye and has lost mobility on her left arm from getting it fractured two times years ago.

It doesn't need to be said she has a hard time moving on her own and my partner has taken the task of helping her move around, that's why one of us has to be at home at all times to help her or my FiL move and after my health issues got worse my partner has been doing it full-time.

This has also impacted our time for job hunting.

Right now I'm exhausted, and I know we all are.

With the mold overtaking the house we've lost a lot of stuff including furniture, we have one bed we share and take turns to sleep in. All 9 of us.

It is moldy and as much as we've cleaned it it just isn't the same so we made an improvised cover taping together a bunch of black plastic bags so we at least avoid touching the moldy surface.

We have to clean the walls, doors and furniture with vinegar constantly whenever we notice the mold gaining terrain.

Between having to fundraise for groceries, my healthcare monthly renewal, my medication, transportation to our many appointments, be it interviews or doctor, we're never able to set aside enough to fix the mold and it's gotten so bad at least two doors are warped enough we get trapped in rooms many times a day on a daily basis which is very dangerous for our kids and elderly.

Also we had a kind of bad thunderstorm in recent weeks which caused a lot of vibration on our windows and the glass on our front door cracked which is letting in a lot of cold air. And also exacerbated our roach and ant problems.

Oh yeah, also our very old washing machine finally gave up so we either hand wash our most essential clothes, sometimes having to use it humid since it doesn't dry well with this weather or use the laundromat if we're lucky enough to get a donation for that.

I know I'm probably missing something, like how this had affected our kids school life or how our oven doesn't work anymore and I lost the ability to sell baked goods to earn some coin.

The point is everything got our of hand because everything needs money to get fixed and without money it gets worse and more stuff keeps piling up.

Finally, cause shit keeps getting worse, I've been trying to start the paperwork and court fees to secure my kids will be safe with my partner in case I die, September is the best month to write ones Testament here in México but first I need that paperwork sorted.

Please, help?

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hello kitty animal pins (2007)

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Harajuku street fashion in 2010 ｡⋆ ˚ ｡☆