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you can find me here : https://linktr.ee/cheloelobes

or if you just want my digital art insta its: https://www.instagram.com/cnddigitaal/

hope to see you :)

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still here, i just have better things to do /shrug/

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something for someone

just doing my own thing.

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going into 2019 with a strange feeling.  i haven’t decided if it’s a good one or not but whatever it is, i’m uneasy. i can’t tell if it’s because this will be yet another big year for me or if i’m uneasy because i realize that my life has changed completely and i lost a lot of things that made me, me.  

more than anything right now i’m sad. i see tumblr is so broken it’s a lost cause. i can’t even search old games i use to play. on top of that i can’t seem to get into any games anymore, period.  Aion is dead.  BnS is dead.  Bless is...broken.  are there more out there? surely.  but we can all admit it isn’t the same world it use to be. i miss being able to meet new people every day and while i’m happy my life outside of the internet has taken off, part of me is missing and i don’t know how to get it back.  it’s like a sort of desperate feeling when you long to spend a few free hours on the pc but then when you sit down...there’s nothing there for you.  you don’t talk to the people you use to, you don’t play the things you use to, they aren’t there anymore.  i do still love my OC’s and will continue to draw them but they feel..homeless? does that make sense?

i guess, i’m just trying to say i appreciate what this was for me for the last decade of my life and want to thank the people who stuck around with me for it.  

may the new year be filled with new things to light a fire in us - -

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rebloog

new tumblr theme background ft. Qol

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rebloog some older xmas stuff bc this year i didn’t have time to make much new material QnQ BUT LOOK AT ALL THESE PRETTY CHRISTMAS LADIES

<3

christmas angel @nabiryi   (◡‿◡✿)

commissions still open lurk HERE

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Christmas commission for @falcy ☆(❁‿❁)☆

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Everyone on Tumblr rn

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H A P P Y     H A L L O W E E N

ft @aberratedaberration

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Nym: “Is this a good idea?”

Qol: “*karate chops the air* A B S O L U T E L Y.”

then they died.

that’s how i’ll remember old maps.

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Cool! I’m a returning player and wondering what server is best for asmodians population wise? If you know, thanks!

Well, I’m returning as well :P so I’m probably not the best person to ask.  I do see there are a lot of forum posts about the differences between Dan and Kat.  I see people saying Danaria is slightly larger but I’m not quite sure! 

Sorry i couldn’t give you a better answer! Welcome back and good luck!

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Hey! I was wondering what server you play on Aion?

Hi anonymous, I play on Katalam but do have toons on Danaria - I just neglect them ( ‘ ͡ . ͜ ʖ ͡ . )

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so i got to day 2 of inktober, which is one day more than last year HAHAHAHAHHA

heh

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halloween is a way of life 

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i’m attempting inktober though i know i will always be a few days behind - and that’s ok.

inktober day 1 : HAT

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my boo

Blade&Soul Art// CSP//Huion