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IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON IN FOREVER THIS IS SO AMAZING I LOVE U AND I LOVE THIS!!!!!!! JUNPEI NEW HAIR DO????? ALSO YUTA IS SO CUTEE WHATTTY I LOVE THEM ALL TOGES OUTFIT LOOKS SO HARD TO DRAE THANK U

I just finished this. It was on my to do list for so long, but I'm finaly crossing it off. I'm very happy. It also was a study on how to render clothes for me, I'm always getting stuck in this deparment and the plaid pattern on Toge made wanna pull my hair, but I have to admit he does look juicy. @quinnyundertow here you have my rendition of these three musketeers. I didn't draw Yuta with his long one bang yet cuz I wanted his hair to still be in the process of growing, he has not yet reached his final form of cinnamon emo, and it also ties in with his line about not wanting to cut his hair ever after y/n complimented it. Lot's of love from my side of the world.

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That one scene in JJK 0

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I need someone to hear me out about this psycho

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quinny, I care about you. I saw your message, and grief is so awful and confusing. There are so words to soften the blow, or make it easier and I wish there was but know that every time I see you talk about yourself I hold it closely to my heart. You are allowed to grieve people you dont like. I hope things get easier love, life has been kickass lately.

Much love, shy anon 💜

Thank you love. “You are allowed to grieve people you don’t like.” Hits home. I’m angry more than anything. Listening to people who barely knew him say what a good christian he was made me feel sick. Only telling good memories when I have way more that are bad.

I had originally wrote a long list of his transgressions but deleted it. I just want to scream.

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I’m going to the wake tonight for an abuser that was in my life longer than he was not. When I found out he succumbed to his alcoholism I felt a little relieved. It doesn’t really feel real and my emotions around it are complicated.

He was someone you walked on eggshells around. Afraid to let him find out if you spilled a drink or broke something. He made sure to ruined every holiday, vacation or birthday.

He was a bad person who did and said terrible things but rarely he could be kind or fun to be around. He was like a sibling I didn’t want and couldn’t get rid of. Since I had to deal with them since I was 15 I just made the best of it at times. That was just who they were, you expected it of them, and I hated him beneath the surface and smiled at his face because I wanted to be in my sister and nieces lives.

I don’t have anything important or inspiring to say. It just is what it is and I was tired of bottling it up.

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New chapter drop. Thanks for your patience.

Desperation & Depression

Special thanks to @marrymenanami & @cloudsong25 & @pnkblueberry and the anon with the forehead kiss. ❤️

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prepare for incoming forehead smooch for being my favorite writer. when I'm sad I pull up your fics and immediately feel better. no matter how many times I read your stuff it never gets old and never fails to make me happy.

🥺 Thank you friend. This was very kind I appreciate you so much. I needed this. (Hugs)

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fammmm

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quinny, you should never feel bad for updating us and not having anything in regards to your fics because yes, we love your writing, but we love you more. Wether it's a silly comment or anything else, we love to hear it. I hope you're doing good, girl. Much love

🥺 Thank you. I don’t even know what to say in response. I’m just grateful I have such kind readers. I appreciate you. ❤️

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You are so missed 😢 happy valentines day

Thank you love. Happy vday to you too. I appreciate your kindness ❤️

To everyone: I’m sorry for the radio silence. I feel awkward talking on here or posting status stuff when I haven’t posted new writing. Everything has been crazy with our new presidents executive orders forcing everyone back to the office. Hasn’t been going well with my back but as long as I have a job I won’t complain. Writing just feels like a lot of brain power I don’t have at the moment. I did start the next Gege chapter the other day though. Other than that I’ve been reading and watching Mashle (Obsessed) and playing Genshin and Phantom Parade (Fucking Gojo is at 229/250 🫥 Of course he’ll play hard to get). Love and miss talking with ya’ll.

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happy geto day🎉

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I can’t keep up with all the socials help, heres some geto doodles hehe ! I will try to keep up with all the platforms I use 😈

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this is random but I've been getting stalked and harassed a lot recently, and my local authorities won't do anything about it, and your fanfictions really help me. It's cathartic to read, so thank you for that. Sorry if this Is like weird or random.

I am so fucking sorry that is happening to you that sounds terrifying. I don’t know how my fics have helped but I’m grateful they have. Sending positive vibes your way.

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Toji redraw bc I love him sm u don't even understand

This is just a lil snippet of the full final sketch >:)

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*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*