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I haven't seen this version anywhere so I made one!

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Me, after finishing Gideon the Ninth: "wow that was so good, I can't wait to start Harrow the Ninth :)"

Harrow the Ninth:

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me when im in a situation

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i hate feeling so insecure all the time even if rationally i know better. i just have a hard time managing emotions, but even when i tell myself something else the feeling doesn't stop. it lurks at the back of my mind and creeps behind my neck and tightens my chest even when i repeat something else. and i just feel like banging my head on the wall and screaming

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girl who finally is going back to reading by finishing one book: now i'm going to read all the books in the world.

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how it feels to be aware of your paranoias btw

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Love that the locked tomb is an in-depth exploration of the complexity of human relationships, love, grief, co-dependency, devotion, identity; all encapsulated in a profoundly queer, eco-feminist narrative, but when I have to explain it to my friends I just go: okay now imagine if nuns were goth and magic

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The thing about women is they are hot

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great minds think of dykes

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Dropping this here for anyone who may not already know about it. paywallreader.com

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Big week for vi Stan’s

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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body hair is not only acceptable but also deeply sexy I hope this helps everyone

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if not strap on harness why strap on harness shaped

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Arcane Season 2 has other characters act as vultures to Vi's character. Arcs that should have logically been Vi's were stolen from her and given to others.

1) Following Vander's footsteps and trying to uphold his legacy and anti-war ideology in opposition to Silco's ideology? Sorry Vi, you don't get that. Jinx is suddenly portrayed as upholding Vander's legacy. The Vander & Vi's centrism vs Silco & Jinx's radicalism parallel set up in Season 1 is discarded.

2) Becoming Jinx's main adversary and arch nemesis, determined to hunt her down? The rivalry that was promised in the game lore and built up by Season 1? Nah, Caitlyn will be the main hunter and nemesis of Jinx for months. Vi can spend that time getting drunk, removed from the plot. Her battle with Jinx happens in episode 3 and ends with a wet fart.

3) Slowly realizing that she has abandoned her roots and given up on the Undercity due to being too attached to an idealized view of it from the past, and deciding to redeem herself by returning to help it in a different way? Which is also foreshadowed by the game dialogue ("Hey, sellout! One day you'll come back to Zaun.")? This arc is given to Ekko.

"I used to dream the undercity could be like this. But somewhere, I got consumed by all the ways it wasn't. I gave up on it. Gave up on you." - Tell me this wouldn't make 10x more sense coming from Vi's mouth.

4) Killing Warwick to set Vander free? Again given to Jinx, whose bond with Vander is suddenly given more attention than her bond with Silco or Vi's bond with Vander.

Vi is robbed of story arcs that fit her like a glove. Other characters get to pick her apart like scavengers until she is left with nothing. Other characters hijack her role as the main character and hijack aspects of her character arc. It's funny that we have Linke saying other characters were given more attention than her because he found them interesting - when the reason they are interesting is because they steal story beats that logically belong to Vi in the first place.

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I need her in ways that would create new sins in the bible