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heyy... how yall doin....

i hope everyone is okay! i'm sorry for leaving for a bit school's been getting hectic once again but i did NAWT forget about this account oh no no how could i ever

have an amazing day <3 (new fic coming soon!)

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it’s so cute when i get likes and reblogs from the same person on multiple posts like do u wanna kiss

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yes i used the same picture 3 times for the banner

why?

yushi’s smile

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cuddling with the wishies

pairings: ALL wishies x reader (ryo & sakuya's one can be read platonically as well)

warnings: physical touch AAAAAUHHHH, established relationship, yushi putting his hands into ur shirt lol

wc: 933

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oh sion

cuddling with sion is nice because he holds you very compassionately and rubs small circles into your skin so you fall asleep easier

but there's just one downside

this man has an IRON GRIP you literally have no idea how he's so goddamn strong

like unHANd me right now you gremlin

refuses to let go of you even though you know damn well your boss will kill u if you're late

"sion, babe, i have to gO!"

"mm, no, it can wait. jus' needa hold you."

"it actually can't wait-"

he says it's because he loves physical touch and he loves being close to you because he can smell your perfume and it feels very domestic

which to that you're like awww that's cute baby but LET ME GO

gold-star cuddling position: sion on his back as you lay over him and rest your head on his chest

+ you can hear his heartbeat

+ he can place kisses to the crown of your head

— gives him the capacity to squeeze you until your soul exits your body

maeda riku

do not cuddle with him or else he will force you to scratch at his scalp while he purrs softly

well really it's YOUR fault because of one night when you two were watching disney+ in your apartment

riku had his head on your lap and you mindlessly reached your hand in his hair and scratched

ever since then, he has REFUSED to cuddle with you if he doesn't receive any

"honey what should we watch?"

"hm, i'm not sure."

"can u check our watch list real quick" you nod and take your hand off his head and he whines

ur like WHAT

"nooo keep doing it NOW"

"you're the one that told me to check???"

"NOW."

gold-star cuddling position: you sitting on the couch with his head resting on your lap (as you scratch his scalp of course)

+ gives him a good view of your face

+ you get to squish his face all you want

— you are legally required to have your hand glued to his scalp or else he will cry and sob

tokuno yushi

i feel like yushi doesn't ever ask to cuddle, it just happens in the moment

he's a silent lover but he loves loud

unfortunately he has ice cold hands so please stay away from him if you hate chilly things

and it's even worse that he just cuddles with you because you get no warning whatsoever

you're on the couch watching tv and he comes home and ur like oh hi sweetie you're home :)

he doesn't say anything but just joins you on the couch and rests his head on your shoulder

"how was your day, love?" he asks

"good! i didn't have work today, so i stayed home- AAAAAHH OH MY GOD BABE WHAT THE HELL-" you're suddenly hit with cold shocks when yushi snakes his hands up and into your shirt and holds your waist

"what" he's genuinely so confused as if he didn't just electrify you with his antarctican hands

gold-star cuddling position: yushi as big spoon and you as little spoon

+ lets him talk to you at a comfortable volume because he's right next to your ear

+ very intimate but easy-to-get-into position

— he can put his hands up your shirt and you can't escape so u have no choice but to suffer

kim jaehee

u genuinely love ur bf but you can't cuddle with him for CRAP because he falls asleep so easily

whenever you ask him about it he says it's just because he's super comfortable w you

which is sweet but hello can you at least TRY to fight your eyelids from closing??

"and then this character is like the popular guy that gets all the girls, he's really cocky and the other guys don't like him- baby, are you listening?"

"..."

"babe? you still with me??"

"hhhOONnnkk ssHHOoooo"

"jesus"

whenever you two watch movies together you have to sit upright on the couch like you're being interviewed

otherwise he WILL fall asleep

gold-star cuddling position: n/a

hirose ryo

i feel like ryo would be hesitant to ask you to cuddle in the first place

AND he'd probably be really stiff at first because he's just a little nervous

like you have to initiate the cuddling and wait for him to warm up then he's all good

"y/n."

"yes, ryo?"

".........."

"do you wanna cuddl-" "yes"

you laugh

once you two are cuddling, he's just kinda laying there and you're all like ??? hello??? didn't you want this???

"ryo, relax-" you giggle

"i am relaxed." he says

"right."

gold-star cuddling position: you two laying down facing each other, legs entangled

+ you get to look into each other's eyes fondly

+ u can have domestically deep conversations in the quiet of the night

— literally won't move unless you move his limbs for him

fujinaga sakuya

ykw don't even bother cuddling w him he cannot stop moving around

and even if you do somehow manage to get him to stay still he's still SOMEHOW moving

yk how you rest your head on someone's shoulder but they're laughing and their shoulder shakes so your head shakes too

that's exactly what happens with you and sakuya

"HAHAHA oh my god y/n look at this video-"

"sTOp moving!!"

even worse because sakuya actually likes cuddling with you too but he just can't seem to do it right /j

don't worry there are times where he locks in and takes it seriously

those times are rare but they do happen

*very rare

gold-star cuddling position: him laying on the couch, you on top resting your head on his shoulder

+ can show each other tiktoks within a close vicinity

+ comfy. very comfy

— your head is constantly moving because your pillow can't stop laughing at his fyp

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author's note: the way i rushed to finish this before going to bed LOL!! AYYY FINALLY A FULL OT6 MEMBER FIC AGAIN i finally kept my promise to write more for the maknae line!!! i need to update my masterlist but guys school has been so chaotic i forget that i have hobbies AXWIUDHC anyway i hope you all enjoy this and i love u all so much thank u for the support <333 have a good day or night!!!

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js realized i said or not twice BYE

why am i so conflicted whether or not to write in all lowercase or not???? it's just a size of a letter but it feels like such a big dilemma AXUIECHWIUW

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why am i so conflicted whether or not to write in all lowercase or not???? it's just a size of a letter but it feels like such a big dilemma AXUIECHWIUW

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this ho got two left feet

synopsis: jaehee swears he's never met someone as clumsy as u

pairings: jaehee x f!reader, medicalstudent!jaehee x clumsy!reader

warnings: nctu means nct university yes i know it's a bad joke i'm SORRY, i don't know anything about medical practices, mentions of hives, me projecting my medical lore mwuahaha, mentions of cutting urself accidentally with a knife, mentions of a scar on the knee

wc: 2k

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Jaehee first encountered you on his first day of working at NCTU's urgent care clinic. He had grown sick of his old job at an outpatient clinic, both literally and figuratively. He's never caught so many colds from the same place. Plus, a new location would be a nice change. More experience, he supposed. Jaehee was speaking to one of the higher-ups, Jihyo, regarding his role when the doors to the clinic swung open, a disheveled girl panting heavily at the entrance. He looked to his mentor for a cue on what the hell to do, to which she patted him on the back and smiled, gesturing towards you. "Perfect! Your first patient. Her name's Y/N! She's one of my closest friends. Also my roommate. Sweet girl. Now go on, champ." With a shove to his shoulder, Jaehee finds himself shuffling towards your figure, a clipboard pressed against his chest. He gulps.

"Good afternoon, ma'am. My name is Jaehee. How may I help you?" He asks. Your eyes meet his, orbs sparkling under the white ceiling lights. A shy smile grows on your face. "Hello," you say with a chuckle, "I'm sorry for barging in. I have these horrendous hives all over my body, let me just show you-" You pull the sleeves to your hoodie up, revealing the red rashes covering your arms and fingers. Jaehee squints, humming as he examines your skin whilst listening to your explanation.

"I don't know what happened, they just showed up and now my skin feels like it's peeling off and I'm worried because I have a photoshoot on Tuesday but I look like a cow that had its black spots skinned off- Oh god, I'm getting itchy again-" He grabs your wrist just before your hand can reach to scratch.

"Hey, hey- It's okay, alright? Try to relax. Stress can cause flare-ups, and scratching doesn't make it any better. How about I take you to one of the rooms so we can figure out how to treat this?" He looks into your eyes comfortingly. You realize you've never seen this guy at the clinic before. Whoever he is, he's got the roundest puppy eyes and the sweetest smile. You nod, letting him lead you further inside. As you two pass by the front desk, you smile, waving. "Hi Hyo!"

"Hi baby girl, what are you in here for now?" She asks, a teasing tone to her voice. Jaehee turns around and freezes. This isn't your first time here? He breaks into a cold sweat. If he provides you with the wrong information, he could get a complaint from you. Your voice snaps him out of his mind. "Hives," you say with a sigh, "I look so fugly." You whine. Jihyo laughs, putting her hands into the pockets of her scrubs.

"Oh please, you look good regardless. Stop worrying. The stress makes it worse, y'know?"

"Thanks, pookie- Hey! That's what Jaehee said too!" You laugh, jutting your thumb out to point to him. He smiles slightly. Jihyo purses her lips and nods in approval, clearly impressed. "Is that so? Pretty good for a newbie." Your eyes light up.

"I knew it! I was thinking he looked unfamiliar."

"Don't keep him for long, I still need to train him."

"Yes, Dr. Jihyo."

Jaehee faces forward to continue leading you to the room. With his back turned, you and Jihyo mouth to each other as you trail behind him.

'He's hot!' You mouth, fanning your face for extra exaggeration.

Jihyo covers her mouth to suppress her giggles, mouthing back, 'Not my type,' making an X with her hands, 'He reminds me of my brother,' she gags. You silently laugh, sending her a flying kiss before heading deeper into the clinic.

As you and Jaehee discuss your condition a little more, he prescribes you with a medication as well as an EpiPen if the hives flare up again. With a thankful wave, you leave the clinic, but not his mind. Jihyo walks behind him, smiling to herself as she watches you leave. “Not too bad, right?” She says. He nods with a smile. “Yeah, she’s sweet,” he responds. The brunette laughs. “Won’t be the last you see of her.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You’ll see.”

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The second time Jaehee meets you is the following week. This time, your entrance is casual, almost like you belong in the clinic. He’s the only one at the front desk this time, typing away on the computer. You step up to the desk, tapping your finger on the counter.

“Hey, Ryo! Just need to get a prescription refilled, please.” Jaehee looks up, meeting your eyes once more. You slightly jolt back. You smack the middle of your forehead with your palm, cackling to yourself. “Oh my gosh! Sorry, Jaehee. I thought you were Ryo! It’s harder to distinguish him since he dyed his hair back. I’m not used to seeing him without ginger hair.”

“It’s okay- Wait, you remember my name?”

“Of course! How could I not?” You say, almost offended.

He grins sweetly, chuckling. “Well, Miss Y/N, what are you in for?”

“So basically, I have this scar on my knee that I got yesterday because I was walking with like four inch heels on and lost my balance, and I need the ointment for it." You pull your pants up and lift your leg to show Jaehee, and he winces at the scar. "I get it prescribed here and pick them up at the CVS next to that yakiniku place. Last name L/N, first name- Well, you already know,” you say with a smile. Jaehee’s feels heat creep up his neck. Why is he so nervous?

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Jaehee decides to ask Ryo about you. Little did you know that they live together. He brings you up for the first time and certainly not the last during dinner. Him and Ryo ordered takeout, both guys chowing down on the food after a long day. With sauce still around his mouth, Jaehee coughs.

“Do you know Y/N?”

Ryo nods, stuffing his face with rice. “Mhm, she’s a regular.”

“Regular?!” He says, voice muffled.

The younger nods again. “Yeah, she- Pass me more of the kimchi, please- She gets hurt a lot, so she comes to the clinic often. She knows everyone there, it’s kinda funny.”

Jaehee shoves the bowl of kimchi towards Ryo, humming. “She’s just clumsy like that? She’s not doing it on purpose?” He shakes his head, laughing.

“Trust me, if you hang out with Y/N, you’ll realize that she literally has two left feet. I went out with her and Jihyo this one time to watch the new Superman movie and she missed a step on the stairs. That was the hardest I’ve ever laughed. Anyway, why are you asking? You like her or something?”

Jaehee chokes on his food. Ryo watches as he struggles to breathe. He pats his back hard until he stops coughing. Ryo is laughing so hard he can't catch his breath. “No, I don’t like her! I was just curious because I’m new there!”

“Sure.”

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Over the course of the next few months, Jaehee finds himself growing even more intrigued yet endeared by you. He realizes you always look down when walking as to not trip, he notices that you can’t handle loud noises because it makes your ears ring like crazy, and he takes note of how many medical aspects you have to keep track of. One day, you invite Jaehee to a newly opened restaurant because Hyo was working the nightshift. You had reserved for two, so you couldn’t just go by yourself. He reluctantly agreed. Jaehee had the best time with you, laughing until his ribs hurt and eating the best house-made food. Ryo was right, he realizes, when you trip over your own feet, Jaehee grabbing you by the waist to stop you from falling. He felt his cheeks heat up like crazy.

Before you two know it, you’ve fallen into a routine of you visiting the clinic, Jaehee helping you with your medications, and you both hanging out every Saturday. From the nearby Taco Bell to the ice cream place 2 hours away, you find yourself enjoying his company more as the days pass. Jaehee finds himself finding more about you than he intends. He finds out you're a psychology major, he finds out that you hate sour foods but have an intense sweet tooth, and he finds out that you can't fall asleep unless you have a pillow between your legs. Jaehee thinks he's falling for you, but he doesn't want to ruin a good thing. You think you're falling for him, but you think he's seen too much of you to ever admire you the same way.

Things change one fated night when you and Jaehee are in his dorm attempting to make shaking beef. He's marinating the beef as you chop the vegetables, accidentally slicing too close to your finger and cutting it. You hiss softly, Jaehee immediately looking back, instincts kicking in.

"You cut yourself, didn't you?" He says from behind.

"No."

"I know you better than that. C'mere." Jaehee tugs on your sleeve and you turn around, holding your finger with your other hand. He chuckles, opening a drawer to find a first-aid kit inside. You roll your eyes, smiling nonetheless. He pats the counter with his hand, signaling you to get up.

"I'm not a kid, Jae. I can do it myself."

He laughs. "I know that. But I want to do it anyway. Just let me take care of you, please."

You scoff, hoisting yourself up on the counter. With Jaehee in between your legs, he carefully tends to your cut. His hands are careful as he wipes your finger with an alcohol wipe, smiling to himself when you hiss at the sting.

"You are so incredibly clumsy, it's insane."

A laugh leaves your lips, Jaehee looking up at you to catch your expression. "At least I have you to patch me up, right?"

"Always."

He continues tending to your wound, wrapping a Peppa Pig bandaid over the cut. With a proud smile, he announces, "All done!" He looks back up at you and your eyes meet. The two of you freeze, the realization that you're only inches away sinking in. Jaehee places his hand dangerously close to your thigh, just barely brushing against it. You exhale with a laugh.

"So..."

"So?"

"If you want to kiss me, just say that, Kim Jaehee." He laughs, dropping his head down. Then, without a word, he places his hands on your waist and leans in. You wrap your hands around his neck, pulling him closer. Right before your lips meet, he pulls away. You look at him, confused.

"Sorry, I just- I feel like it's better for me to explain my feelings first before I kiss you." You laugh at his ridiculous reason, allowing him to continue.

"I've liked you for a bit now. I think I realized it about two months ago. Maybe it's because you're so spatially unaware, or maybe it's because you make me feel all warm inside, but something about you makes me want to protect you. Whether it's having a mini first-aid kit in my bag each time we go out, or me grabbing your hand before we cross the street, or like right now, patching up even the smallest of cuts. I love you. Wait, was that too much? I'm not trying to force you or anything-"

You shut him up by pressing your lips to his, stopping his ramble. He chuckles muffledly, brushing the hair out of your face and cupping your cheek softly. When you pull away, he has stars in his eyes.

"I love you, too."

"Is that so?"

You shut him up one more time.

Jaehee never would've thought that he'd end up with you, a clumsy patient that just so happened to be his mentor's best friend and a classmate in his university. He never would've thought that your tactics of accidentally always getting hurt would urge him to want to keep you safe. But he's not complaining, because here he is, pressing small kisses to your wounds, vowing to himself that he'll fend off anything that tries to hurt you, even if it's your own self.

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author's note: yk what's so funny.... this isn't even the jaehee fic i was talking about HAHA....... im still stuck on the other one AUGH but this was so fun for me to make !!!! i hope ygs enjoy this one and thank u for being so patient with me ik i've been a little mia but life's been CRAZY she's kicking me in my butt!!!!! pls like or reblog if u liked it and i'll see u next time <333 i love u all SOSOSOO MUCH MWUAH!!

tags!!: @gyubvlin

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ok so random but i csnt decide if i like writing in all lowercase or not...... im way more worried about that than i should be

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hi everyone! so sorry i lowk lied HAHAHAS the past few days have been so hectic like there was a tsunami warning ??? what the freakadoodle but AnyWAYS IM STILLMWORKING ON THAT JAEHEE FIC JUST A LITTLE STUCK BUT YES I PLAN TO GET SOMETHING OUT OF MY DRAFT DUNGEON THIS NEXT WEEK!!

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hi beauties! thank u so much for 300+ notes on my post where u fight w the wishie hyungs 🥹🥹🥹 i love u all so much!!!! new fics out soon <3333

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he's right behind me, isn't he?

synopsis: cliche moments with the wishies

pairings: nct wish hyungs x f!reader

warnings: mentions of nightmares

genre: fluff

wc: 2.6k

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oh sion — one bed, someone has a nightmare

'Why do I do this to myself?' You say to yourself as you get into your shared bed with your coworker, Oh Sion. You'd like to think it isn't your fault that you ended up here, but the truth is you have no one to blame but yourself. What can you say? Your company had asked you to go on an overseas trip to meet with business partners. The extra pay had you salivating just thinking about it, so you obviously took the offer with no hesitation. How were you supposed to know that there would be problems with the hotel reservation leading to your current situation, stuck in a one bed suite with your annoyingly handsome coworker?

"I'm sorry it ended up like this, Y/N. I can sleep on the couch if you'd prefer," Sion says from behind. You look over your shoulder to find him standing in the doorway, pajama pants on and a small towel around his neck. His raven hair is still damp from his shower, and your eyes slowly trail down to his washboard abs, glistening in the soft light of the nightstand lamp. You feel like a Victorian man seeing a woman's ankles for the first time. Pathetic.

With a wave of your hand, you smile at him. "No, it's fine, really. At least I'm not with Mark. I barely know the dude." He chuckles, shaking his hands through his hair to dry it. This isn't the first time you and Sion were assigned to a business trip together, so you both learned to build a good work ethic that proves irresistible to possible company sponsors. Your friends at work say you two have undeniable chemistry and that he's totally into you, but you say he's just a charming guy. Sion nods and throws a shirt on before settling into the bed with you. And with your backs turned against each other, you and Sion fall asleep, the distance between you growing cold.

You're woken up when you hear shuffling on the other side of the bed. As you turn around to face Sion, you see him still asleep, brows furrowed, uncomfortably shifting. You check the room's temperature. Maybe it's just hot. 65 degrees Fahrenheit. Huh, well maybe he moves around a lot in his sleep. You let sleep take over your eyes as you fall asleep once more.

About an hour later, you hear shuffling again. You're not a light sleeper per say, but it's already hard to sleep somewhere that isn't the comfort of your own bed, so some added movement definitely isn't helping. You turn your back towards Sion for the second time that night to find him sitting on the edge of the bed, shoulders rising and falling heavily.

"Psst. Oh Sion," you say softly. He looks at you, almost startled. An empathetic smile washes over his face. "Sorry. Did I wake you?" He says, only there's something in his voice you can't quite pinpoint. Fear? Sadness? Shame? You're no expert, but there's something wrong.

"No. Did you... did you have a bad dream?"

"You mean a nightmare? Yes, I did." You snort.

"Potato potatoe." He does the same. Without thinking, you scoot a little closer, patting his shoulder gently. "Shh, it's okay. It's not real. Just lay back down, m'kay?" Your slurred words surprise both you and Sion, his glossy eyes widening. It comforts him more than you know, and more than he realizes. He smiles, slowly lowering his body until he's laid down like you asked, facing you with his eyes closed. Your hands seem to move on its own, and they find their way to the side of his neck, fingers lightly scratching at his scalp. He lets out a sigh, one that you think he's been holding for a while. Sion's hand moves to your waist, squeezing the flesh warmly. You chuckle.

"This is very unprofessional."

"Don't ruin the moment," he murmurs. A soft giggle leaves your mouth, and Sion opens his eyes to look into yours.

"You don't know how long I've wanted this to happen."

"What? You getting a nightmare?"

"Me holding you." The corners of your eyes crinkle, smiling at his words. You move even closer, until you and Sion are impossibly close to one another. Tomorrow is uncertain. You both could just pretend this never happened, that you didn't bask in one another's warmth in the cold of the night. But as you look into Sion's eyes while he softly massages your waist, you know that he wants more with you. And as you two fall into a deep slumber tangled in each other's arms, you realize he feels it too. The affection filling the air, the love in each breath, and the endearment with each touch.

maeda riku — angry confession in the rain, uni!au

Riku isn't someone who gets angry easily. He knows that, and so do all his friends. But seeing you talk to Sungho every day is making his blood boil in ways he never imagined. With each laugh that leaves your lips when you two talk during the lecture and each time he touches your shoulder softly during lunch, he feels all his muscles tense and heat creep up his neck. He's not a cold guy, in fact he's the exact opposite. Girls confess their love for him so often, yet why does it leave a bitter taste in his mouth thinking about his developing feelings for you? Why does it feel so hard to admit that he's in love?

You don't know why Riku has been ignoring you these past few weeks. He's the one person you want to talk to after a long day, and while Sungho is a sweet guy, you just don't find yourself to be as comfortable as you are with Riku. But with each passing day, it's like he gradually forgets your presence and slowly stops needing you. The feeling makes your heart ache. You're not horrible at suppressing your feelings, but he makes it so hard when he avoids your gaze and walks the opposite way going home.

It all blows up one day. Earlier that week, your professor announced that you and Riku were paired for the final project. You use this opportunity to talk to him more, but to no avail. Your messages are short, and your study sessions are empty. It feels like nothing is getting done, both in your project and your relationship, if you could even call it that. You're both at the library at 11PM, and Riku makes a lame excuse to leave early. With a fed up groan, you scramble to get all your things and follow him out onto the street.

The concrete sidewalks become soaked in rainwater. The clouds grumble above your heads as you inch closer to him. The sound of thunder fills the sky, and you think this weather is exactly how you feel right now. You want to say so much and ask him so many things, yet when you storm out the library and see him walking away from you, all you manage to yell out is, "Why are you ignoring me?"

Riku freezes. He turns his head to look at you, his hair damp, clothes drenched. "I'm not," he says. You scoff in annoyance, giving him a bitter smile. "Yes the hell you are. What did I do? It's like we're not even friends anymore." Each word sounds more and more desperate, yet you can't find it in yourself to care.

"What is it, Maeda Riku? What's up with you?!" You exclaim. He exhales shakily, closing his eyes.

"I-" He cuts himself off, biting his lip.

"You what? What is it? Why, Riku? Why do you keep pushing me away?"

"Because I love you! Because each passing day that I spend with you, I feel it. I feel myself letting go of anything worrying me, I feel myself smiling at you when you're watching stupid videos on my TV, I feel myself falling deeper in love with you every day. And it scares me-" He says, rushed, yet so passionate, "It scares me so bad. I've never wanted someone around this badly. I've never made steak for someone at 2AM just because they were craving it, nor have I ever dried someone's hair with a blow dryer until I felt like my arms were falling off. I love you so much, it scares me."

A beat passes. Thunder crashes once more. Riku's confession is left hanging in the air, the sound of droplets falling to the ground being the only thing you both hear. He pants heavily, looking into your eyes. His hair and shirt are completely soaked, yet you can see the salty tears escaping his eyes. You take a breath.

"You... you love me?"

He scoffs. "Didn’t you hear me? More than anything."

That's more than enough confirmation for you. So with hurried steps and a newfound determination, you cup the back of Riku's neck and kiss him. His lips are salty from the rain and his tears, but you couldn't care less. He wraps his arms around your waist, savoring the moment like it'll slip away if he opens his eyes.

As the thunder crashes for the hundredth time that night, neither of you find it in yourselves to care. Not when your lips mold together perfectly and when your chests are pressed against each others' like the world will fall apart if you pull away.

tokuno yushi — finding out he's rich, early(ish) relationship

You love your boyfriend with all of your heart, and you know he feels the same. He buys you such thoughtful gifts, like new clothes when he sees your old ones have holes or fraying strings, or simple things like a new shampoo bottle when he comes over and sees that yours are nearly empty. With each new gift, you find yourself growing more and more thankful, but also more and more concerned for his bank account.

Speaking of which, you don’t think Yushi has ever told you straight up what his job was. He said he worked an office job, but you’re starting to doubt his words. What kind of person working at an office from 9-5 is always available to hang out with his girlfriend? You’re not unappreciative, in fact you’re the complete opposite, but it’s just suspicious how he’s always able to provide. Your friends joke that he’s secretly a mafia boss, but by the way he’s acting, you’re starting to question if it’s true.

One day, Yushi calls you and invites you to a family dinner. He tells you to bring your friends as well, so you’re comfortable at the event. “Sounds good, baby!” You say on your side of the phone, “What should I- or we- wear?” He hums.

“Mm, it’s a black tie event.” Your face scrunches up.

“For a family dinner?” He coughs on the other end.

“…Yes.”

“Right. I’ll let the girls know.”

“Okay. See you tonight, sweetheart.” You chuckle softly, hanging up the phone with a smile.

Later that night, you and the girls are getting dressed in your apartment. A beautiful cocktail dress hugs your body perfectly, and your hair is styled in a beautiful blowout, earrings framing your face perfectly. One of your friends turns to look at you, squealing in delight. “Oh my gosh, you look gorgeous!” You smile sheepishly, giving her a little twirl while she continues hyping you up. A ring on your doorbell startles everyone, and you furrow your brows in confusion as you open the door. A man in a suit stands there, an earpiece in place and a box in his hands.

“Hello. Are you Ms. Y/N L/N?” He says. You look behind to your friends, and they shrug.

“Yes, that’s- that’s me.” You respond, hesitantly.

“My name is Haruto, I am a close accomplice of Mr. Tokuno Yushi. He wanted me to deliver these to you personally.” Haruto hands the box to you, before bowing slightly, “Have a good day, miss.” He leaves before you know it, leaving you standing there with the box now in your hands, frozen. You head to your living room and your friends surround you as you open the mystery box. Inside it, you find a stunning pair of white kitten heels. You gasp, and before you can say anything, your friends beat you to it.

“That man is in love with you, I just know.”

“Jesus Christ, I bet those cost a whole leg!“

“That model of heels are so rare, I heard only those with a fat wallet can afford those! Y/N, who the hell are you dating?!"

You wonder the same thing.

Later that night, you and your girls arrive to the location via Uber. As you all step out, you take in the mansion in front of your eyes, illuminated with chandeliers and dozens of highly sophisticated individuals conversing inside. You did not expect this. Is this the right address? One of your friends says something else that has you wondering as well,

“Now what kind of connections does your boyfriend have to be partying like he’s in Crazy Rich Asians?”

You laugh at her remark, making jokes about how Yushi didn’t mention this place would be so fancy. Speak of the devil, you see him step out of the house, handsomely dressed in a crisp suit and tie. Yushi smiles as he walks up to you guys, taking your hand and kissing your knuckles. “Glad you could make it, baby.” You giggle, kissing him on the cheek. You raise an eyebrow. “Yushi, honey, is there something you want to tell me?” You say, gesturing to the insane building behind him. He laughs.

“I suppose there is. You’ll see. Come inside and meet my family.” You nod as he takes you by the hand and leads you to the entrance.

The clacking of your heels echoes the ballroom as you and Yushi, with your friends trailing behind, head inside. It feels like all the eyes are on you, and when you finally look up to glance around the room, you realize they are. His voice is soft but clear. “Just relax for me, okay? Don't be nervous. I'm here." You exhale deeply and he squeezes your hand tighter, turning to face his family. Their piercing gazes make your hands shake.

"Good evening, everyone. I'd like to introduce my girlfriend. This is Y/N. We've been dating for almost 10 months now. Y/N, please meet my family. I will introduce you to them individually. That is all. Thank you for your time." Applauses fill the room, some of his relatives walking right up to you, others patting Yushi on the back for scoring such a 'lovely girl.' Late into the night, you end up on the balcony with a champagne glass with god-knows-what inside. You don't even have to look behind you to recognize your boyfriend's footsteps.

"You didn't tell me you were filthy rich." You laugh. He chuckles, taking his blazer off and placing it on your shoulders. "I'm sorry, I should've told you from the start. I didn't lie to you, but I left some things out. My father owns the business corporation I work for. I'm his secretary. Does that explain all the pricey gifts?" You nod, mouth agape. Yushi lifts your jaw up with his finger, looking into your eyes with stern eyes. "I hope you know that I'm very serious about you. Don't let my status fool you; I'd give all of this up to be with you, for you. Do you understand, love?"

With a loving smile, you press your forehead against Yushi's, signaling that yes, you do understand. You understand that it was never about the money to him. You were the only thing that mattered, and while he snakes his warm hands up your back, he knows you feel the same.

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author's note: hello everyone this is my formal apology for the crap train that is my last fic LOL i was just feeling HORRIBLEEEE but we are so back!!! >:) this was genuinely so fun for me to make hehe i hope u lovelies enjoy it <3 i love u all sooo much, have a good day or night!

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HUY WHAT DO U MEAN I HAVE 110 FOLLOWERS??? HELLOOOO NEW AND OLD SUPPORTERS I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!! <33 new scenario fic coming soon then hopefully the jaehee one >;) hehehe

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am i an unlovable monster or am i just in my luteal phase?

pairings: nct wish jaehee x reader

genre: angst (?), comfort

warnings: me self projecting bc i'm on my period, body insecurities, not proofread

word count: 314

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jaehee noticed. of course he did, by the way you look a little too intently at yourself in the mirror before going out to class or the way you wore baggier clothes that took away from your figure. jaehee knew something was wrong, but he didn't want to confront you. what if you were just changing your style and he was overthinking it? maybe he was dwelling on it too much.

he soon realizes that he was not overthinking it. it happens when you go out on a dinner date and he snaps a selfie, looking back on it to find you covering part of your face with your hand. it happens again when he's cuddling you on the couch of his apartment, hands finding purchase on your stomach. you push them off, making a lame excuse saying you're cold. it's the middle of july, so he knows damn well you're lying. you place the thick blanket over your torso, shielding him from seeing what you feel are the ugliest parts of you.

he decides to ask you one day as you were both sitting on a bench at a park nearby your apartment. class had just ended and he found himself wrapping his arm around your shoulder as you watched the children running around and the other couples having picnics. here goes nothing, jaehee thinks.

"honey?" he quips. you hum in question.

"you're beautiful. the most beautiful i've ever seen," he says simply. not sugarcoating, not like he's just saying that to lift your spirits, but because it's fact. because that's what he truly believes in his eyes. you look back at him, and he has a small smile adorning his face. with your head finding a home on his shoulder, you sigh.

"thank you. i think i needed that more than i thought," you respond, softly, but true.

jaehee chuckles, squeezing your shoulder a little more. "i know."

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author's note: no this isn't the fic i was talking about LOL ugh i don't KNOW i just wrote this because i was bored and feeling really ugly and gross but is it even good enough to post??? like the sion older brother's best friend fic, this was supposed to be a full reaction with all the members but i randomly got another idea and said SCREW THAT so here i am HAHA anyway have a good day everyone, thank you for all the support ilysm !!! <3

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may or may not be working on a jaehee fic that's currently 4k long... pls look forward to it!! i'm a little stuck rn but i'll get it out soon ><

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IM CRYING THANK U FOR 100 FOLLOWERS ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

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so i can make my own banners for my fics on google slides, learn how to do custom colors and gradient text, write 2k+ fics, but i don't know how to make a masterlist??? got it

+ i in fact do NOT have too little fics for a masterlist, it's not an insane list but i'm shocked at how many i posted LOL