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They said that sometimes they do not recognise me and I don't know how to feel. Was all of this just an acting? Is it even a big deal?

The more they know about me only leads to the fact that they know me less. Or maybe it is God's bless. Lemme guess.

I'm tired of not being myself, but I realised I do not even know who I am. Was this just a stupid scam?

Nevermind

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the fact that so many people have seen dead poets society and it wasn’t pivotal and life changing for every single one of them is insane

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I hope you realise that...

Take a deep breath, hold the air in your lungs. Feel your heart beat speed up, your lungs increasing their actuall size. Now breathe out and relax.

And now, I believe, you've finally realized:

You are still surviving these difficult days

You are a living person, still worthy this life

You are the same as all the people around you, no matter what

Because without one single thing we are nothing. Not living people, just an useless mass of atoms unable to create a world.

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“Avoid using the word ‘very’ because it’s lazy. A man is not very tired, he is exhausted. Don’t use very sad, use morose. Language was invented for one reason, boys - to woo women - and, in that endeavor, laziness will not do.”

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Because when I tried to do something, I was stopped by my fear...

And when I had overcome my fear, I was judged by people all around me...

I hate living,

Because I will never be myself

But how could you live and have no story to tell?

— Fyodor Dostoevsky

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Do I ask for too much?

As a child I wanted to become an adult: I wanted it so much that I didn't notice that it had already happened. Now I'm stuck and I cannot go back. I want to feel again the inner beauty of life, because I have forgotten how to breathe in this world.

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Be an explorer of your life and turn it into something that you will not regret in your grave. Being buried deep down there will not give you a second chance

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I miss your touch but I believe that somewhere in the other universe we are still together

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You are too scared that they will abandon you. You feel worthless. Why would they care?

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You're too scared of love...

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Do you feel nostalgic? All that lost memories?

Find them. Find them in the corners of your soul, that you've lost

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You are never alone...

Find beauty in it. Not fear, fear destroys you and leaves just an empty spot in your soul.