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How do you let go?

Should I stare into the mirror and wrack myself?

Do I have to forget to forgive?

I have given everything.

I changed for everything that made us waver.

Tell me, how do you let go?

Should I rewrite my memories and scrutinize the things I ignored?

Is there healing in humiliation? Should I throw rocks at myself so I can recover?

I have chosen you everyday.

I chose you. I loved you.

Please, how do you let go?

Should I gnaw at the wounds and let rust disgust my tongue?

Is bleeding enough? Would the taste of iron steel my conviction?

I swallowed my pride.

I let myself swallow my grievances.

I beseech you, how do you let go?

Should I plant my knees on solid ground and let the weight of reality crush me?

Is it true that begging for sanctuary grant you a piece of tranquility?

I cried rivers for this love.

I cried. I sobbed. I wailed for this love—for you, my love

Now, tell me how could you let go?

Am I not enough?

Am I irrelevant for your being?

Am I simply easy to lose?

I ask you,

Tell me how to let go because you look like you're best at leaving.

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I see, I grieve, I love

My love, you changed so painfully, I sigh

Your smile is different

Your eyes lack the light I admire

The hearth of your embrace filled with silent cries

My love, you changed so painfully, I deny

The sound of your laugh misses a beat

The rise of your chest mimics of longing

Sleep isnt kind to you it only haunts you every night

My love, you changed so painfully, I cry

Your kindness badly dimmed

Your joy only flickers of candlelight

You werent invincible, You didn't have time

My love, your life changed so painfully, you die

And you continue to regret

And you continue to grieve

As the life you could've lived eats you alive

My love, your life changed so painfully, I standby

I loved you before, and I love you even now

I see you, I grieve you, I love you

I'll stoke my fire for you until it smothers

Because have you really lived life if you cannot be scarred by others

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🔱Magnum Opus | [inc.]🔱

Our love fiery

Our embrace fervent

Then the years came, and over

Our sketches weathered

I stare blankly,

And eye our ancient stencils

Hauntingly carved into the paper

We worshipped a love so sterling

Now, I stand rigid, 

The paint— woefully brittle.

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🔱Elegy of the Seven🔱

My love, the gates I have opened,

The walls I have beaten

Become the very wails I am laden. 

I once gazed upon your eyes,

A reflection of a life I have been dreaming

Now gravely outwritten.

I breathe.

I listen,

For whispers of the life stolen. 

I grieve.

I wither,

Inside this home, you’ve forgotten.

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So I'll say words I don't believe

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

You were bigger than the whole sky You were more than just a short time

And I've got a lot to pine about I've got a lot to live without

I'm never gonna meet What could've been, would've been What should've been you

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Ate sam: Gi unsa nmo pagkabalo andy na love nmo sya?

Me: when i lost him. Charot!! Wla btaw ko kabalo pero he just sank into my system.

Ate sam: Feel nmo, siya na jud sa imong life?

Me: yes.

Ate sam: wow ambilis ha. Hahaha why? What if naay muabot na mas better?

Me: sure ko na siya nah, kay kas.a rka mkakita ug laki na mag huna2 sa future nnyong duha. Usually ang mga laki kay present time rajud na ilang ginahuna2. And about anang mas better, im sure daghan sad muabot na bae na mas better sa ako and yet he stayed. CHAROT hahaha AND dapat inyong relationship should help u grow into a better individual. Charot nasad!

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Me: I’m jealous of my heart because it’s pumping inside me and you’re not...

You: who raised you.

Hades: I’m jealous of your heart, because it’s pumping inside you and I’m not…

Persephone: Who raised you.

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Happy Valentines Laaab!

We are now running for 4 years!! Eeeek! How time flies, it really does fly faster when I’m with you.

Cheers to our 3 years running to 4! I’m happy I chose you and thankful that you chose me. I love you more than you know; more than rain, more than books, more than lumpia, and more than my arte attitude. Please stay and be my better half. Thank you, sex. Hahaha

🍆🥚🥚

To more adventures with you!

And with our friends too 😁

Alabyuuuuu u very muuuch!! Please don’t replace me

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Sun in our eyes, faces plastered with smiles ☀️😁

💥💥💥💥

This what satisfaction looks like

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“True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked.”

—Erich Segal

Hehehehe i likey this quoote, mura atong surprise love storyy

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“Being loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage”

—Lao Tzu

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“We must spoil our women, boy. A happy woman makes a happy home. An unhappy one makes us drink”

-Styxx, Sherrilyn Kenyon

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3 words for our happy 3 years 🥂🍾🍰

Satisfaction

equates

Happiness

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YOU DID IT BABY DARLING! 🎓🗞

You’ve done it! Now you’re off to a new start! Don’t waste your energy by doing sub par results. I KNOW and BELIEVE that you are greater than what you think you are.

“You are braver than you believe, stronger and smarter than you think”

-Winnie the Pooh

My love, your kindness and principles radiates. How do I know? Because ever since we ended up together, I definitely have become kinder.

Now go and be something you have always dreamed of- A doctor that empathizes with his patients.

I will stand beside you and hold your hand tightly; for when the moment arrives where you’ll inevitably fall, you have me and I got you.

I love you laaab. Go, I’m right beside you.

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My laaab, my babyy, my dong, my darliing ❤️🍼🙎🏻‍♂️👫

Happyyy jud kaayo ko nga nagkita uy nag uyab ta laaab, ever since nag uyab ta kay nagka hinay2 ug gakawala akong pagka angsty na person. Hahaha

Dle na nko ideny sa akong self nga nag change for the better sad ko atong nag uyab ta. Char laaang, hahaha kay ako jd gina deny kay murag cliché ra kaayo na storyyy, eeeeew cliché

Pero in truth jud, mas na feel nko akong pagka bae ever since nag uyab ta. Kanang nurturing, understanding, loving & patient; traits na abe kog wla sa ako kay edgy man ko na gorl, hahaha bitchy jud kaayo ko maygerd. So thank you laaab, kay naa koy na discover na wla jud kog hanaw na ga exist sa ako. I hope happy & satisfied with my care kaaa.

Aaand, naa sad ko na learn jd sa imo sad, nga ang mga laki kay gusto jd na sila magpa alagaaa, lies jd nang mga salida na sila taga alaga! Hahaha fine 1/4 lies.

And dafaq! I hate u kay selosa na kaayo ko sa tanan stuff! Hmf! Mawala ra tana ni, baaantay ra juud kaa, your turn na dayun. Oops whaat?

Aaand babyy, kabalo nko ngano nagdugay jud ta maski wla kaayo tay similarities! Hehehe

Everyday, we are explorers discovering new things that both of us never knew.

Pak!

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I want to be your first and last 😢🙁

Kay na inspire man kaayo ko pagkita ani na tweet. I knew I had to grab it and post my version here.

“We may not be each other’s first but we will be each other’s last”

Char laaaaang

We are each other’s first bitaaaw, hehehe pa issue laaang- sooo dapat kani atooo:

I am your first commitment and I to you, let us pray that it’ll also be our last

Labyuuu babyyyy

Pak yabo tanan!! Blblblblbl