rainbowbloodshadow

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This is money cat. He only appears every 1,383,986,917,198,001 posts. If you repost this in 30 seconds he will bring u good wealth and fortune.

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Not finished but...

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Tried to draw

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My first ever complete animation... I know it’s not so good, but I’m a beginner so

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Sorry, I just loved this

Perfect dive

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Animation about being "successful" idk how to spell. Sometimes you get caught up by those who claim to support you. They force you to wear a "crown" you never asked for... And surprise! Too heavy...

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just trying out stuff... trying to improve

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She is sad. Her favorite color is red. She likes dogs and sheep. This is her favorite song. Is it acceptable to show her? I know it's lazy...

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A lazy animation... I guess the song makes it better?

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Do you ever feel like you are dreaming? Time is going too fast or standing still? But you don't care because it feels like a dream? You just kind of exist in all this nothing. You know you are awake, but you don't feel it. You are not quite sure. Playing along is the only thing to do because, what if you are not sleeping? Counting your fingers. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. Listen to music. Drifting away. And all is foggy. Suddenly you are outside of your own body. You feel like air, invisible. You are the only one existing. Alone. Robots, or whatever the people around you are, scare you. But your feelings are dulled, your body feels numb. Cold. Your mind is racing, but you aren't affected, you don’t care. It feels far away. Your mind is empty. You stare, but see nothing. You only listen to the voices in your mind. And they speak another language. One you don't want to know. Going on repeat, what is the meaning of life? Help me?

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Don Choa: Ne te tu pas

The past is dead

But its ghost is chasing us

Ruined, too anxious to shut its eyes at night

Pressure, questions, doubts, stress

Nostalgia, regret when I think of my youth

First I dreamed

Then I saw, then I struggled, I believed

Then I smoked and drank

Then what did I do?

I don't know anymore

Wasteful years, missed opportunities

In my head the obsession of not having done the right thing

Sometimes just not enough, sometimes so much bullshit

Until losing confidence and self-esteem

Little by little I found faith, some days I lost it

Today I regret nothing more than what I do not have anymore

First, my own who are gone, their memories haunt me

And when they come in my dreams when I wake up I miss them

Through me, we must see that their work pays off

When I self-destruct, it's their voices that tell me …

Don’t kill yourself

But I fall I'm dark, I have to get up

Nailed to the ground I feel gently that I die

In this life that hurts me, these nights that end me

I'm on the verge of a coma when the sun rises

Not an hour of truce, I told you it's stress

In my head it's money, money, traitors

I feel stupid when I think they made my heart bleed

Sometimes, I would like to forgive them

More often I would like them to die

I would like them to cry, I wish they would suffer

And all this hate pushes me towards the abyss

I must free myself, I must take a break

I have to breathe, I'm troubling, I'm choking

My brain plays tricks on me

I want to push my limits

But when I go too far, my own tell me …

Don’t kill yourself

We are too true for all these bastards

Honey too true when we laugh or when we have the blues

Too true in the midst of all these fucking hypocrites

Because we are too true, we are too often too lonely and too sad

Too real, that's not why we're too naive

Too true and these fuckers will know the price

So true that the atmosphere turns to high voltage

No fucks given, "revenge" is the name of my mission

Too true to succumb to their confusion

Too true to give up in this world of competition

Too true, rage keeps me in shape

Too true, so we give ourselves the means of our ambitions

Aim for the best if you can not forget the worst

In truth, I have only one thing to tell you …

Don’t kill yourself

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Trying to make a cat walk...