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random-emo-trash · 6 years ago

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Confessions

It was the beginning of their third year when Momo began to notice that Shouto had been gaining a lot of attention from the more popular females of the hero school. It was honestly irritating, especially given her own feelings towards the fire and ice user.

What had started out as a small crush at the end of their first year, had somehow turned into love over the course of their second year. And now here they were in their third year, that much closer to graduating, and she hadn’t even told him how she felt. Of course, their hero training had gotten in the way of any possible confessions, it just wasn’t a priority.

But as she sits at the lunch table with the girls who had become her best friends, Momo can’t help but think maybe she lost her chance. There is a rumor going around that a girl was going to confess her love for the red and white-haired male. But then, weren’t all of them trying to do that.

Shaking her head, she rested her head in her hand just as Shouto walked by with Midoriya babbling on about a new comic book he had found at the shop over the weekend.

Shouto turned and smiled at her in a way of greeting and she had to fight the urge to blush, which she failed in suppressing, and smiled shyly back at him as they sat at a table with Iida, Shoji and Tokoyami.

Momo sighed not realizing that Mina, Jirou, Asui and Uraraka gave confused looks to each other as they waited for Hagakure who had been the last to get her lunch.

“Hey Yaomomo, are you alright?” Mina inquired curiously.

“Oh. Yeah, I’m fine.”

“No she’s not, she has Todoroki fever,” Jirou quipped teasingly.

The creation hero turned bright red at her friend’s comment and refused to say anything on the matter.

“See? The silence speaks for itself!” Jirou laughed as Asui smiled at the raven-haired woman.

“You don’t have to be so shy about it Momo,” Uraraka stated as she wiped her hands on her napkin, “I mean we all k ow how you feel about him.”

Sighing, Momo nodded and slumped forward, a very unladylike position but at this point, she couldn’t care.

“I know,” she replied sadly, “but what should I do? What if he doesn’t feel the same?”

“Confess obviously,” Jirou offered, as she raised her chopsticks at her friend, “you won’t know how he feels if you don’t ask, besides I think it pretty obvious that he has some sort of feelings for you.”

“Girls!” Hangakure interrupted as she slammed her food tray onto the table, the five females looking at her incredulously as the invisible woman sat down. “You won’t believe what I just overheard!”

“What is it?” Asui placed her finger on her chin in thought as she tried to understand their friend’s outburst.

“Someone is going to confess to Todoroki!”

There was silence before Mina spoke up in a confused tone.

“Don’t a few of them confess to him daily?”

“Yeah but this girl is actually sort of friends with him,” the invisible girl explained, “she ended up on his team for their work studies a few times and supposedly they keep in touch.”

This caught Momo’s attention and for some reason, a sense of dread filled her. She let out a shaky exhale as her heart began to ache and tears stung her eyes. How could have let it get this far? Could she be so selfish? To wish Shouto turned her down?

Had she missed her chance? Would Todoroki accept this girl’s confession?

“Momo, you have to get to him before she does!” Mina yelled.

The bell rang, signaling the end of their lunch period and as she looked in Shouto’s direction, she couldn’t help the pang of jealousy that shot through her at the sight of the blond-haired female as she caught up to the male, her smile is so beautiful that Momo feared she may lose him forever to it.

Quickly pulling out her phone she sent him a quick text, hoping he would meet up with her after school.

His quick text back almost made her sigh in relief until she saw his words.

Sure, I just have to meet up with someone real quick, then I’m all yours.

She would have blushed at that last statement until she realized he would be meeting up with someone else besides her. Smiling sadly, she quickly excused herself from the girls and sprinted into the bathroom. None of the other five females being able to stop her.

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Shouto slid his books into his bag and glanced up when Momo made a hasty exit. Something was obviously wrong, she hadn’t spoken to him in their last three classes together. After the first, he blamed it on her focusing on her studies but then the pattern followed the next two classes.

In his worry, he sent a quick text to her, asking her if she was okay, before tucking the phone into his pocket and heading to the back area of the school to meet up with the blond girl from earlier.

Erina had been assigned to his work-study team several times, thinking her earth elemental quirk would pair well with him. After an awkward first meeting, they had hit it off and sort of became friends. It surprised him that she had asked to meet outside of school today but he shrugged it off thinking maybe she had some questions on some of the classes.

“Todoroki!”

The blond came running with a wave, her lips spread wide in a grin.

“Erina.” He nodded his head in greeting. “What was it that you needed to talk to me about.”

The blush that worked itself across her face made Shouto raise a brow in curiosity.

“Well, I…”

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Sighing, Momo pressed send on the text she just sent Shouto. She apologized for her weird behavior and asked him to meet her behind the school whenever he was done with what he had to do.

“I shouldn’t have even asked him to meet me.”

Clutching her hands together over her chest, she squeezed her eyes shut and forced herself to take a deep breath and letting out a shaky exhale before continuing on her way.

A feminine voice caught her attention and she stopped herself before pressing herself against the wall and slowly peered around the corner.

Erina had Shouto’s hand in hers as she confessed her feelings for him. Shouto looked like a deer caught in the headlights, with wide eyes and his mouth slightly agape.

“I can’t seem to stop thinking about you, and I know you probably get this a lot from all of those other girls, but I do genuinely care about you,” Erina paused for a breath before continuing, “and I know we haven’t known each other for long, and I hope you return my feelings, so yeah.”

Erina’s smile never faded as Shouto cleared his throat and Momo had to hold her breath, waiting for his reaction. She felt a tad ashamed of herself as she listened to a conversation that she was sure she wasn’t supposed to hear, but she couldn’t bring herself to walk away.

“I appreciate your kind words Erina, but I’m afraid I’m going to have to decline.”

Erina’s smile faltered as she dropped his hand and stepped away from him. Her eye watered as she stood tall and stared at the fire and ice user.

“And why do you have to decline?” She forced herself to ask.

“Well, for one, I don’t see you that way, your a friend and that’s all we can ever be,” He said with a sigh, “two, I’m not sure I’m looking for a relationship at this time.”

The blond immediately knew he was lying.

“Liar,” she huffed, “there’s another girl isn’t there?”

Shouto refused to say anything and that only seemed to anger Erina even more.

“Are you seriously denying me?”

Having had enough of this conversation, Shouto stepped away from her and pocketed his hands in his pockets.

“I’m sorry, but I already told you how I see you.”

That wasn’t good enough for Erina so she marched up to him and slapped him across the face. Momo who had glanced around the wall at the time, stifled a gasp before she ducked away when Erina came marching passed her. Thankfully the girl seemed too angry to notice she was there and continued on her way back to her class dorms.

Momo followed the girl as she rounded the corner of another building and when she spun around towards the direction Shouto was in, she was surprised to bump straight into the chest of the one she had asked to meet here.

“Eek!!” She flew back a bit and Shouto stared questioningly at her.

“Momo?”

“U-uh, hi?” She raised her hand in greeting before he raised an accusing brow.

“What are you doing here?”

“Well this was the place I had asked you to meet me at,” she replied as she toed the ground with her shoe.

“Oh, I guess I hadn’t gotten that text.” He pulled out his phone to see her message.

“So…she really did a number on you didn’t she?” Momo pointed at the red mark that was forming on the fire and ice user’s face.

“I guess, I don’t know why she took it so badly.”

“Some girls don’t handle rejection well.” Momo sighed and had to take another deep breath.

“I guess not.” Shouto slipped his phone back into his pocket.

“Can I ask you something?”

The red and white-haired male nodded for her to go ahead.

“What’s the real reason you wouldn’t give her a chance?”

He huffed out a laugh. “I really don’t see her that way,” he stated earnestly.

“And why not?”

“Because she’s not you.”

Momo was about to retort but had to back peddle her thoughts at his last words.

“What did you say?”

“I said, ‘because she’s not you’.”

Her eyes widened, crimson coated her cheeks as she covered her face with her hands and let out a whine that wasn’t normally part of her personality.

“Shouto! How can you just be so blunt like that?!”

When she started crying, he freaked out a little and immediately apologized for his sudden statement.

“You’re such a dummy,” she murmured into her hands before wiping her eyes and then meeting his gaze.

“How long?”

“What?”

“How long have you had these feelings for me?”

“Awhile now,” he confessed, “part of me thought that you already knew.”

“Why would you say that?”

“Because Jirou knew.”

“What?!” Momo grabbed Shouto’s face in her hands, shock far outweighing her embarrassment. “How did she find out?”

“She overheard Midoriya and I talking about it.” Shouto placed his hands over hers as she finally started to relax. “I just didn’t know how to tell you.”

Their faces were inches away from each other when she asked her final question.

“What made you do it now?”

“I was in the moment, I guess.”

The raven-haired beauty giggled at his deadpan expression before she pulled him in for a kiss, all her confidence that she had built up over the years finally allowing her to follow through with at least one of her desires. And that being to finally taste his lips while inhaling his scent.

When she pulled away, he had an extremely dazed expression on his face and she couldn’t help but feel a bit smug at being the one that put it there.

After composing themselves, Shouto finally got around to asking her what she had wanted to speak about.

“So what was it that you needed to talk about?”

Momo flushed red for a moment and laughed at his confused expression. “It’s nothing now, I already have my answer.”

She grabbed his hand and dragged him towards the dorm building, having one problem solved, now she had another.

Jirou owed her an explanation.

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I don’t even know where this came from lol I hope you enjoy :D

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School Days.

(Commissions are open!)

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I refuse to allow anyone to forget that jk…

Sits like this sometimes

Has this phone case

Smiles like this when he tries to stifle a laugh

Always wears oversized hoodies/shirts (and then walks like a cartoon character with his arms like that)

Puts his shoulders up when he gets excited, laughs, finds something cute, etc.

Checks his abs after he eats

Gets Jungshook

Had his hair like a sprout outta his head like this once

Pouts his little lips out

Is a baby :)

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Come What May | Yukhei

PLAYLIST | SPINOFF summary: i will love you until my dying day

words: 15.8k

category: seasons au, prince!yukhei, angst, fluff

warning(s): mentions of emotional abuse (not from yukhei)

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witch!mark

cue smrookies halloween video w the dreamies lol

mark has been practicing magic for as long as he can remember??

like as soon as his parents realized he had the ability to harness magic,, they put him in the closest magic school

which is lowkey just some shady tutor witch who teaches children down in her basement-turned-classroom

but mark loved it!

he learned how to use a magic wand and ride a broom and brew potions,,,, and he was so happy to meet other kids who had the same powers as him

but unfortunately the witch woman only taught kids through first grade :(

so mark had to move to human school

and elementary school was filled w bullies who knew abt marks abnormalities just bc sometime mark can’t control his powers

so he rlly didn’t have any friends

except you!!

in fourth grade you transferred to mark’s school, and as soon as you heard the rumors you were like!!!! magic!!!!!

you’ve read all the books all you know is that mark could bc the key to having a magical fantasy life and you’re ready for it

so you find him in the library and you’re rlly excited like “one time i heard you set the lab on fire by simply touching the table how cool is that pls tell me it’s real”

and mark is like ,,,,,unfortunately,,,, all the rumors are true,,,,,,

he thinks you’re going to like push him away or smth but actually you come back full force w all the excitement your seven year old body could handle “can’t you turn those mean guys into frogs? or make them trip over their own shoelaces???”

mark is like “lol don’t you think i’ve though of that,, but the number one rule of a witch is to never use magic for evil or you could turn into a bad person”

this convo is basically the start of your friendship w mark,,, and you guys end up going to the same highschool together as well

mark moved into the nct house a bit after the start of senior year, just to be around people a bit more like him

he knows haechan from highschool and got introduced to everyone as soon as he figured out haechan’s secret

you’re invited to the house all the time like everyone knows you by name and thinks you’re the funniest thing bc you love mark so much??? and it’s so obvious to everyone but him??

they can all tell (esp taeil, jaehyun, and yuta,, who have been dead alive a long time) that you are in love w him

mostly bc of the way your eyes light up whenever he’s around and how you always encourage him when he gets a spell wrong

see mark’s dream is to become an extremely powerful witch,,, and then start up a school for other kids of magic

like he knows there are a lot who have no idea how to harness their magic just bc,,, they’re scared of what might happen or who might find out

but mark wants to prove that he can teach others by becoming a good enough witch himself first

he’s always experimenting w magic

when he comes to school he smells like smoke and unidentified chemicals

his room is always a warzone, and even sicheng moved out into another room after awhile, since his werewolf senses couldn’t take it

but you love his room,, mostly bc it smells like him,,,,,, it smells like him

and the strange potions he always has brewing excite you to know end bc you’re always wondering what he’s mixing up now

so anyway you confess to mark under,,, peculiar,,, circumstances

he can to school wearing a beanie, which would be normal, except for the fact that out of all the years you’ve known him, mark has never worn a beanie

as soon as he realizes you notice, he pulls you into an empty classroom and pulls off his beanie

mark has,,,, puppy ears,,, peaking out of his hair,,, like lil golden retriever ears that flop over his black hair

you giggle “you’re so cute!!”

mark is like seriously y/n this isn’t funny i was working on this shapeshifting potion and it turned out wrong and only shifted half of me so now i have ears and a tail!!!!!!!!!!!

but his eyes are already puppy-like and he’s just,,, so cute,,, that you have to bite back another squeal “fine i’ll come over after school and we’ll figure out an antidote”

so you find yourself back in mark’s bedroom, homework discarded somewhere on the floor

the two of you had both physical books and the internet opened to try and find a way to reverse the potion’s effects

jaemin interrupts w his own pair of pointy brown ears and a grin “mark i’m just letting you know that you now qualify for me and sicheng’s club for canines”

mark throws a book at him as he leaves, giggling

you turn to mark, “have you got canines like him?”

“what?”

“like dog fangs,,, incisors,,”

mark’s like idk dude i don’t pay attention to my teeth

now you’re curious and aren’t going to get anything done until you know, so ofc you scoot over until you’re sitting right in front of mark like open your mouth and lemme see

mark grimaces but bares his teeth anyways so you can check them

“you do!! they look sharp!!”

you try to touch his teeth but mark holds your wrist back like what the heck are you doing???

but the two of you are super close

and mark is like lowkey sweating bc he’s never been this close to you physically and he lowkey wants to kiss you rn

like,,, a lot

bc he’s always sort of liked you and your curious nature and how you always encourage him to be the best he could be but he has no idea if you like him back

bc he can read tarot cards but he’s terrible at reading people

you aren’t tho thank goodness,,, and you know by the way mark is looking at you that he likes you too

so you lean in rlly close…

and press a kiss against his cheek before pulling back so quick it’s almost like it didn’t even happen

but mark is blushing so it most definitely did happen

and the both of you are flustered and neither of you wanna mention it so you’re just “okay, lets looks for this antidote!!!1!1!1!1!”

you two eventually find a potion that brews overnight

so you wouldn’t find out until the next morning if mark was back to normal or not

but you have to get home lol you have a curfew ofc

the next day at school tho,,,,, mark walks into the halls w no hat and no ears and he runs up and hugs you,,, in front of everyone!!!

and when he lets go of you he grabs your hand and blushes like extra red,,,, and he can’t look you in the eye so he just focuses on your entertained fingers

“hey,,, i rlly like you,,, and i was wondering if you would let me be your boyfriend???”

you don’t answer out of surprise so he frets nervous like “i promise it won’t be as bad as you think!!!”

and you kind of giggle and squeeze his hand back like “i would love too mark”

and as the two of you walk towards your first class you bump his shoulder with your own “I guess you could say this relationship is going to be magical”

“i can’t believe you just said that”

“regretting asking me out already, mark?”

he just shakes his head with a fond smile “never”

that is witch!mark!! i rlly like how this one turned out lol. part of my collab w @trickortaeil

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Seasons | Mark Lee

summary: seasons may change, winter to spring, but i love you. words: 7.9k category: royalty au, fluff, angst, jealous!mark, soft!mark, mark is A Mess a/n: good thing i never run out prince aus lol

The thing about palaces was that you never thought you’d live in one.

Thanks to the worst dragon attack your village had ever received, you had been on your own since you were six. And struggling to make ends meet by mending clothes at your local market wasn’t the easiest life to live. You were living in rural poverty with other kids whose parents couldn’t support them any more, or whose parents were gone completely.

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everyone shut up about the mcu and talk about the cmu (cozy media universe):

ghibli movies

over the garden wall

moomin

hilda

animal crossing

stardew valley

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—MAP OF THE SOUL: Persona—

+ Translation Credits: @doyou_bangtan

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blues & yellows. | lee felix

- best friends to lovers!

- college au

genre: all fluff!

pairing: skz felix & reader

song: hello tutorial - zion t. ft. red velvet seulgi

word count: 4k+

author’s note: this is my first ever imagine ahhhh so i’m rly excited for this and i just hope u guys like it !!!!!

“blue used to be my favourite, until you brought yellow and suddenly everything reminded me of you.”

felix’s favourite colour was blue. every shade he could think of was his favourite. it was always around him, whether it’d be the sky or the river by the bridge, it was there. so many different memories and feelings were attached to it. but he was never blue around you.

“are you busy later?”

“yeah, i am. i have to practice with minho hyung and hyunjin in a few minutes.” felix trailed off on the phone, already sounding busy. you sighed quietly. “why? did you need something?”

“nothing. it’s just our hangout day and i’m guessing you forgot.” you put the phone on speaker and leaned back on your chair. again? you asked yourself, mentally. at this point, you weren’t even surprised anymore.

felix was rarely ever forgetful, especially when it came to you. but these days, all he’s been doing is blowing you off for who knows what. practice, hanging out with his other friends and other stupid stuff.

“oh my gosh. i am so sorry y/n. i really can’t go today. you know the showcase is coming up.” by the sound of his voice, you can hear his sincerity even though he’s been doing this for weeks now. in the background, you hear minho’s voice.

“felix. come on!! the sooner you get off your phone, the sooner we can finish practicing.”

“listen, i’m really sorry y/n. i’ll talk to you later.” he dropped the call without you even saying anything. sighing loudly, you scroll through your contacts and call someone. the phone rang at least 3 times before someone picked up.

“hey y/n, what’s up?” you held the phone and sat up straight.

“hey chan! are you busy today?” you said in a small voice, in hopes he would say no. you set your phone on the study table and put it on speaker. you fiddled with your fingers, hearing a rustling sound of papers through the other end of the call.

“um i only have to finish recording the last verse of this song and i guess i’m done for the day.” he replied slowly, sounding very focused. “did felix cancel on you again?”

“kinda, he just forgot. like always.” your voice sounded smaller and sadder. you heard chan giggle at what you said. “it’s not even funny anymore.”

“don’t be so blue, y/n. but guess what, i’ll be done in 30 minutes at the most and i’ll be over at your house with pizza and chicken,” he proposed with a teasing tone. “or if it’s okay with you, i can do my work there while you give me ideas?”

“whichever is completely okay, i just really need some good company right now.” you stood up from your seat and started to pick an outfit. although chan was coming over to your apartment, you still wanted to look decent. your eyes landed on a yellow hoodie. holding it up, you noticed that it was felix’s. “i’ll leave you to get ready so you can come over quick, okay?”

“alright. i’ll see you later.” you said your goodbyes and he ended the call. your eyes were still fixated on the hoodie. you picked it and just decided to wear it. it was one of the many clothes that he left whenever he came over. he must’ve forgotten that he left it, you thought to yourself.

you slipped it on and immediately, you smelt his perfume on it. it reminded you of the times when he would come over which you guys barely did these days due to his busy schedule. looking at the mirror, you had the yellow hoodie on with matching socks and grey sweats. seems presentable enough for chan.

you exited your bedroom and headed straight to the living room. some of the pillows were displaced from last night when you were having a movie marathon alone; all because felix ditched you again. you put some of them aside to have some room for yourself and plopped down on the couch. turning on the tv, you tried to find a movie that you and chan could watch.

not more than 25 minutes later, your phone buzzed beside you. it was a text from chan and instantly, you opened it and read it.

bang chan

today 4:38pm

— buzz me in

you quickly got up and buzzed chan in. a few minutes later, a knock came to your door and you opened it. revealing chan jumbling two boxes of pizza and paper bags. you get the the boxes from his hand and set it down on the table while he closed the door and locked it. he put down the food and his backpack.

“so how are you?” he asked, dragging out the words as he laid down on the carpeted part of the floor. you groaned as you sat back down on the couch. he looks at you, waiting for a reply. “what’s on your mind?”

“i don’t even know where to start. college is really kicking my ass and i really wanted to hang with felix today, you know? he’s always blowing me off now,” you ranted, disappointment was lingering in your voice. being a sound and design technology major was definitely challenging while having to juggle a lot of thesis and work to do. the only thing that could get your mind off of that was felix. but it seems these days, he’s the only thing that’s been running through it. chan was one of the only people that knew about your ‘small’ liking on the other aussie. “i just wanna let this all out and get him out of my head.”

“that’s exactly what i’m here for!” he rolled to his side to face you and pointed his finger. he grabbed his backpack and pulled out his macbook, headphones and his journal. “don’t we have a project for music compo?”

“yeah? mr. jeon said it’s due in 2 months.” you said in a confused tone, an eyebrow raising from curiosity. what is he up to now? you got off the couch and sat down beside him with a pillow on your lap.

“and i remember him saying that partners or groups are allowed. so i’m thinking, what if we write a song?” the thought was riveting but you were unsure if you should agree. there was no reason to deny his idea, chan was a very talented composer and knows how to deliver variant messages ranging from rap songs to ballads. each of the songs he writes ends up getting better than the last.

“i would’ve expected you to partner up with the rest of 3racha.” you laughed to yourself as he opened a document on his laptop. “you know i can manage, right?”

“yes, i know but i actually wanna do this with you. i want you to feature in one of my songs. and besides, jisung and changbin are going to be fine.” he persisted on it, already typing away and opening up a software. “do you mind?” he points towards your homemade recording studio. you nodded and lead the way to the room, while carrying in the things that he brought. he put down his belongings at the side of the table and turned on the midi keyboard as well. you opened one of the pizza boxes, observing everything he was doing as you leaned your back against the wall. he picked up one of the guitars by him, plugged in an amplifier cord laying around and started messing around with some chords.

“are you sure you wanna do this? like i don’t wanna burden you with more work,” you started to reason out with him but he was so sure of himself.

“yes and you say so yourself that you wanted to let your feelings out right? i’m just here to help you get those emotions of yours into something that’s actually out there.” he didn’t glance at you and continued playing the keyboard. just as he said those words, a notification showed up on your phone. felix texted you, saying that he was free in the next 2 hours and was wondering if you were still down to hang out. you breathed deeply and it’s like chan read your mind. “he texted you, didn’t he? i’m telling you. it’s a sign, y/n.”

“okay, where do i help?” many hours passed as you and chan began writing the song; finding the right chords, words the sound good together, rhythm that flows smoothly. you almost forgot that you were writing about felix as you let your heart take over your mind and write it out. the pizza and chicken that chan bought was finished. numerous papers were left around the floor of the room. both of your laptops had files on top of files. by the time you guys were done writing the second verse, it was already past 12am and you realized that chan was over at 3pm. you finally check your phone again after having putting it on ‘do not disturb’ mode to focus, seeing that you have 12 missed calls and more than 40 messages from felix.

“i should head out now, y/n. try to sleep now, alright?” he said, packing up his stuff and starts going out the door. he gave you a comforting hug before he left and then, you were alone once again.

lee felix

yesterday 11:23pm

— hey, i’m done practice. are u still down to hang??

— hello ?????

— i’m sorry i cancelled:((((((

— y/NnNnNn

— blueeeee

— sToP iGnOrInG mE

43 more messages

you stared at the messages for a little while, wanting to just go to sleep and get some rest but you didn’t want to seem rude. you quickly type your reply and headed off to your bedroom.

y/n y/l/n

today 12:42am

— ig i’m free tmrw, if u’re still down

you lay down on your bed and looked up at the ceiling. the yellow hoodie was hugging you as wishingit was actually felix doing so. gosh why can’t i get him out of my head? you groaned and at the same time, your phone buzzed. it was felix.

lee felix

today 12:44am

— that is great !!!!!

— let’s meet at the park tmrw at 1:30

with that said, you only looked at it from the notification bar and didn’t bother replying back. you wondered what would happen tomorrow. should i tell him about my project? about the song? so many thoughts flew to your mind but from the tiredness of today, your eyes drifted off and sleep overcame. letting blues and yellows flow to your dreams.

•••

“hey, y/n. wake up!” a deep voice said, stirring you awake from your slumber. hands were holding your shoulders, shaking you to wake up. “you dumbass. it’s already 12pm.”

“what are you doing here, felix?” you question him, already recognizing his cave-like voice, yet it sounded pleasing to the ears, almost like cool honey. he stood in front of you wearing his favourite colour; blue. the look was simple—just a light washed denim jacket, a stripped black, yellow, white long sleeve and black jeans—yet he made it look more than attractive. “how’d you even get inside?”

“did you forget that you gave me a key? just like how you probably forgot that you made plans with me?” he picked up one of your pillows and started playfully hitting you. your groaned, trying to shield yourself and ended up standing. “get your slow ass ready! and don’t bother taking hours to pick an outfit because i already picked yours.” he hurriedly pushed you to your bathroom whilst you dragging your own feet to get there.

as you get ready for god knows how long, felix wandered around your apartment. although he has been there multiple times, he knows for sure that you definitely hide some stuff around. as he was walking back from the kitchen, he noticed one of the rooms beside your own was open. the studio, she wouldn’t mind having me there, right? i’ve been inside before, felix thought to himself. he peaks in quietly and closes the door behind him. there were countless papers scattered on the floor including music sheets, ripped and crumpled up pieces of paper. he noticed that her mac was still on and a window was open. his hands travelled to the computer mouse as he sat down on the chair. there was recording shown on the screen and curiously he played it.

i practiced up until hello

there was no problem till then

but when i stand in front of you, why do i just smile like a fool?

i just need to act like i always do

like now, so natural

i pretended to run my fingers through my hair

because my extended hand felt awkward

my facial acting was ha jung woo level

not happy to see you at all

the rhythm was strangely addictive and catchy. it’s just her style, he thought to himself, smiling. he then recognized the voice to be chan’s. “when was this?” he murmured to himself. listening to the rest of the recording, he heard your own voice.

i already know

it’s written on your face

you’re awkward but so cute

you didn’t even say the right movie title

actually, i’ve been waiting

actually, i’ve been waiting for a while

for you to say it first

that you like me, or whatever else

felix loved listening to your voice; it made him feel all emotions he didn’t think he could imagine and gives him those butterflies in his stomach. whenever he hears it, he feels blue and not the sad, sappy kind of blue; it makes him feel calm and at ease. but now, when he sees you or even thinks of you, he feels yellow—happy and bright. it reminds him of summer even though his favourite season is winter. from the lyrics, he remembered when you had asked if he still wanted to watch that kid movie.

“ you still wanna watch that movie? like right now?” you asked awkwardly as you guys walked through the park.

“oh today? which one do you want to watch?” he asked back, kicking the rocks to the side with his hands in his pockets. he looked up at you and you could have sworn you felt your heart flutter.

“i don’t know. that kid movie you wanted. uhh parker the rabbit!” you faced him with a confident look to which he only covered his mouth and laughed. you gave him a confused look this time. he said in between his giggles, “y/n it’s peter the rabbit.”

he smiled at the thought and shook his head. was this for me? he thought but he tried pushing it away because he didn’t want to assume things. maybe it wasn’t even for him. but events he remembered connected to the song. but maybe that’s just a coincidence.

as he was still looking through your mac, he saw another recording from yesterday night. he looked at it curiously and played it. he heard your’s and chan’s voice talking through the speaker. he tried lowering down the volume so you wouldn’t hear.

“how about a bit more nasal sound?” it was chan.

“make the pitch a bit lower.”

“how about with this note?” there was your own voice.

“yup that’s good. ok, think of felix while singing.”

“he doesn’t even like me!”

“are you sure about that?”

he was stunned from what he heard. think of felix? what could that have meant? he stood up from the chair quickly as he heard the water from the shower stopped running. he ran back to the kitchen and pretended as if he was there the whole time, waiting for you. but he couldn’t get your conversation with chan out of his head. he swears on his life that he likes you. but what could that mean to you?

it didn’t take more than 30 minutes for you to finish getting ready. you stepped out of the room and gave him a pout. felix felt his heart skip a beat but only a small giggle came out from his mouth.

“what’s with the pout?” he tilted his head. you gestured towards him and back to yourself, saying “look at our outfits!” when he said he picked out your outfit, you didn’t think it was a lot similar to what he was wearing; a denim jacket, a yellow shirt with thin black stripes and black jeans.

“put your shoes and let’s go!” he got up from the stool and skipped to the door, putting on his shoes, just as you did. you didn’t really mind the whole similar outfit, in fact, you loved it.

•••

“so where exactly are we off to?” you asked him, swinging your arms around. felix found it adorable, especially since you had sweater paws. you guys walked across the park that you always go to; it was your getaway from everything else. you were scanning the whole area until you see a yellow car. “yellow car safety!” you both yelled out, playfully hit his arm while he hit you back just as quick.

looking around, your eyes landed on a nearby newly opened ice cream shoppe. “let’s go there!” you pointed to the store and pulled felix’s hand, running to it without even waiting for his answer. but to him, it was fine as long as you were happy.

the two of you entered the shoppe, making the bell ring, indicating that there were customers. your eyes lit up from the numerous choices shown on the menu, not knowing that felix was looking at you whilst smiling. “so what flavor do you want?” he asked, putting his hands in his pockets.

“um i might get fudge brownie.” you mumbled still looking at the menu but he heard you clearly. you turned to your right to where he was standing, already saying your orders.

“i’ll have one 2 scoops of fudge brownie and another 2 scoops of cookies n’ cream.” he pulled out his credit card to which you tried to stop him but he already gave it to the cashier. you wanted to get mad at him for paying for you but he smiled at you and how could you ever get mad at that?

“you two are a cute couple.” the cashier said handing back felix’s card and a pager for your order. you quickly shook your head, “we’re not a couple.” but at the same time, felix put his arm around your shoulder saying “thank you.”

he practically dragged you to a near table while you waiting for your ice cream. he took out his phone but you slapped his hand to get his attention. he winced at the sudden pain and gave you a pout. “ouch. what was that for, y/n?”

“that’s for lying about us being a couple.” you rolled your eyes at him and started looking around the shoppe. it felt nostalgic even though it was newly opened. pastel colours filled the walls. it reminded you of felix; soft and spring feelings.

“i mean i wouldn’t mind.” just then, the pager buzzed which meant your order was ready. you sat there in shock with your eyes wide open while felix stood up to get your ice cream. you can’t deny that you didn’t agree with him. you collect yourself as if he said nothing. in felix’s mind, he thought about confident he just got. where did i even get the nerve to say that? he thinks to himself as he sets down both of your ice creams. you both took a spoon to taste it and instantly, it melts in your mouth.

“this tastes so good!” you stomped your feet excitedly which felix found to be the most adorable thing ever. he observed you as he ate his ice cream as well; how the sun hits your eyes perfectly and ends up looking like the stars, how your hair covers some parts of your face but you still managed to look breathtaking. “why are you looking at me like that?” you laughed nervously, looking down back at your cup.

he blinked twice before clearing his throat. “nothing. you just look beautiful.” he said as if it was something he always says, before going back to eating his ice cream. you felt your face flush to a shade of red, shaking your head. he grinned at your reaction and started playing random games on his own phone. unknowingly, he started humming a familiar tune to which you furrowed your eyebrows at. you began singing to match the lyrics in your mind to what he was humming.

i practiced up until hello

there was no problem till then

but when i stand in front of you, why do i just smile like a fool?

i just need to act like i always do

like now, so natural

hello, hello (hello)

hello, hello

hello, hello (hello)

i know how to be cool and say hello

but when i see you

woo baby baby

your eyes widened but maybe it was just a coincidence. still, you chose to ask him. “what’s that song you’re humming?” you stopped eating your ice cream to look at him and he copied you. he slowly swallowed the food in his mouth. “oh um it’s sample song that chan hyung showed me this morning.” he stuttered a bit as he said those words—something he did every time he lied, or at least, attempted to lie.

“okay ..” you mumbled, trying to forget what just happened although you still didn’t believe him. felix felt his heart drop and guilt washed over him. he contemplated in his head whether he should tell you the truth or not. but like he said before, just a little braver. “the beat sounds pretty good.”

“okay maybe he didn’t actually let me listen to anything—heck, i didn’t even talk to him at all today. i just kinda happened to stumble upon your mac earlier while you were showering and yeah.” he gave you a sheepish smile, hoping you weren’t mad but for every word he said, your eyes grew like saucers. “i’m really sorry, y/n! i was really curious, okay? and don’t worry you have an amazing voice.”

you wanted to be mad but again, you couldn’t. you closed your eyes and breathed. “it’s fine, felix. what do you think of it though?” you asked him, fiddling with the spoon in your hand.

“it sounds good! who’s it for though? a special guy hmm?” he questioned, wiggling his eyebrows in a weird way making your heart speed up a little. felix hated to admit but he wanted it to be about him. “chan and i are partners for this project in music compo. and who knows? maybe there is a special guy.”

again, he felt his heart drop but he continued to ask you more things about this ‘special guy’. “what’s his name? age? course? any pets?” you chucked at all the questions, shaking your head at him, “you’re so clueless, aren’t you?” he titled his head to the side, confused at what you said, almost looking like a small puppy. it was now or never. “i guess this is the perfect time to tell you that the song is about you.”

“no shit it is. i mean who wouldn’t like me?” he said cockily, finishing the last bit of his treat. you playfully slapped him again and replied, “who said i liked you?” he gave you a look that he always gave. “really? it’s literally in the lyrics, y/n.”

“well so what if i do? it’s not like you like me back right. and it’s totally fine if you don’t cause i completely understand but i don’t want our friendship to be ruined because of my stup—” your words were suddenly cut off by his lips pressing down onto yours and his hands going to both sides of your face. almost instantly, you melt into the kiss but you couldn’t let him overpower you. he pulled away leaving you in awe but his hands were still holding you; gently, feeling like if he held you a little tighter, you would break.

“you are so beautiful. i love your voice, your eyes, your hair, everything about you. you complete me. and if i have to be honest, i can’t look at things the same. blue used to be my favorite, until you brought yellow and suddenly everything reminded me of you. the sun, the flowers, yellow car safety, just everything.” he didn’t take his gaze off of you and on god, your heart was beating more than it should. “i like you so much, y/n. like i said earlier, i wouldn’t us being a couple.”

just when you thought your cheeks wouldn’t get any redder, it did. “you really mean it?” you broke his gaze, looking down. he let go of your face, only to hold your hands this time. “yes, of course y/n. i wouldn’t want anything else in the world.”

i guess you can say all it took was felix’s nosiness and your forgetfulness to get you two together—but like blues and yellows, you matched perfectly.

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