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The creator of the lesbian flag, Emily Gwen, is currently unhoused and struggling financially while suffering to chronic and mental illness.

I have already contributed to her Kofi, and now I ask you to help, especially if you have ever used the lesbian flag. Even if you can't donate, I urge you to share her Kofi around to reach more audiences

Lesbians support other lesbians 🧡🤍💗

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the thing about the librarians is that a lot of ppl will tell you its kinda bad but its also SO GOOD and i used to even be one of them. but the thing is its NOT bad. like its cheesy its low budget and its camp. but its all those things on purpose and its doing those things SO well and in fact its actually kind of remarkable to do those so well. and it being those things doesnt inherently make it bad. like to genuinly replicate the feel of classic low brow fantasy/scifi with actual heart to it is honestly kind of an achievement in and of itself.

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making sense of doyle’s timeline has been a challenge, mostly because there are a bunch of inconsistencies offered by canon ( such as being a teacher when he was with harriet considering they got ?? married before they were twenty ?? ). which is fine, he’s only been around for nine episodes in season one before dying, and we never knew that much about him. here’s what i came up with based on what we know, after applying general common sense.

1974 - 1992   —   born late january in ireland. he’s never told of his father or his true heritage, and lives out the common working class childhood with a single mother raising him and no knowledge of the supernatural. his family generally consists of a colourful bunch with little money, but tendency to gamble, running questionable affairs, and having an affinity to drink way too much. his mother is a bit of a mess herself, especially in terms of brief and unhappy relationships that consume half her life, causing an independent streak to develop in him at an early age. during this time, he generally goes by allen, but is already called by his last name in certain circles.

1992   /   18 years old    —    right after finishing school, fed up with his life, he drops everything and leaves for a summer charity program that has him working in a soup kitchen in san francisco. it’s there he meets harriet, with whom he falls madly in love. it’s because of her he works out a way to stay in america and enlists into a community college to become a teacher. during that period in time he starts going by francis, because when he first met harriet, he introduced himself with his full name and that’s what she kept calling him for the duration of their relationship.

1993   /   19 years old    —    madly in love and unwilling to follow into his mother’s footsteps of serial failed flings, barely a year into their relationship he and harriet end up getting married. it’s a fairly modest affair with a somewhat hippie vibe, held on a beach during the summer, done not for a green card, but out of love.

1995   /   21 years old    —    putting extra effort to finish college early, he’s into his last semester of a teaching degree, working as a third grade teacher assistant to complete his work experience. not too long after his twenty - first birthday his world shatters completely, and he finds out the truth about his heritage. the transformation is first triggered by a midnight run in with the introductory supernatural monster attack, but he doesn’t see it until he sneezes in his bathroom and finds spikes growing out of his face. it’s only then when his mother tells him about his father, something which he’s had a hard time forgiving her for ever since.

1995 - 1996   /   21 - 22 years old    —    the descent into depression is at first gradual, but then comes all at once. between spending too much time in his bed and barely going a day without at least one drink, it’s nearly a miracle, and the good will of teachers that liked him, that the few last months of his higher education result in a completed degree. after that, he crashes. he good as chains himself to his bed, gets less sober with each passing day. he and harriet keep fighting, but despite her best efforts after the initial shock is gone, he cannot accept this truth about himself, and subconsciously sabotages his own relationship. at some point, harriet can’t take it anymore and leaves, and they don’t see each other for almost four years.

1997   /   23 years old    —    after harriet leaves, he’s barely functioning. if he’s not drunk or high, he’s hangover, and barely ever leaves the shitty place he moved to after money started getting short. it’s around that time lucas of the brachen demon tribe finds him and asks for his help to run from the scourge, which doyle refuses. it’s the first time he ever receives a vision from the powers that be showing him the painful fate of those he refused to help. finding the massacre and confirming what he saw, consumed by guilt he leaves san francisco behind for good.

1997 - 1999   /   23 - 25 years old    —    led by both his guilt and the visions, he starts moving south through california, heading towards los angeles and surrounding areas. though he still indulges in drinking too much and occasional tryst with other things, the painstaking migraines that come with his visions sober him up enough to become functioning. eventually he settles in LA ( though without a permanent place to stay ), where he starts going by simply doyle and decides to live the sort of life worthy of someone who’s less than human. it’s during this time, through either the visions or extracurricular activities, he collects a number of underworld contacts, learns about demons and the supernatural, and seeks to learn some more about his powers, their purpose and what may yet to come. it’s actually lorne who plays a large role in doyle learning these things, as well as finally leading him to angel.

1999   /   25 years old    —    events of first nine episodes of angel occur. doyle sets out to find angel, and through finding cordelia the three of them found angel investigations, where he serves as the link to the powers that be until his death. he dies less than two months before his twenty - sixth birthday, unknowingly passing his visions onto cordelia right before sacrificing himself to save them all.

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Bisexual headcanon: Allen Francis Doyle

First and foremost, in I Fall to Pieces Doyle outright states that he’s attracted to Angel; “He likes playing the hero, walking off into the dark with his long coat flowing behind him in a mysterious and attractive way (…) No, no, I’m not saying I’m attracted (…) Maybe I’m a little attracted.” So Doyle being openly attracted to Angel is canon.

Then we have this exchange in City Of; 

Angel: why would a woman I’ve never met even talk to me?

Doyle: have you looked into a mirror lately?

But that’s not all.

In Birthday, Cordelia is shown an alternate universe wherein which she never joined Angel Investigations. In this universe, she never met Doyle, and as such never inherited his visions. Angel, however, did. 

In the main universe, Cordelia obtained Doyle’s powers after he kissed her. We later find out that this is also how Cordy passed on her visions to Angel. To the best of our knowledge, this is the only way to pass on the power of premonition. 

By that logic, there’s an alternate universe where Doyle gave Angel a goodbye kiss before sacrificing himself.

And of course Doyle was also very explicitly in love with his ex-wife Harriet and grew to adore Cordy.

I put it to you that Allen Francis Doyle is totally bi. And good for him.

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A hookerrrr… with a heart of black charcoal

idk what to post today

uhh

noels lament lyric chain idfk

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BTHB Prompt- Trail of Blood

“For the θυσία- the sacrifice we lay at her feet- goes far beyond any mere heifer or calf. For tonight we grant her yet another meal of the wisest blood, o mystai, to show her that no mortal can ever hope to match her!”

A cheer erupts from the crowd, but Eve's pulse thunders in her ears and drowns it out.

The wisest blood.

OR

Flynn is captured by a cult.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/67550186

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I'm gonna need people (me) to up their game and start writing autistic Flynn Carsen fics. I could not find any on AO3

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he’s there for morale support

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so earlier my dad said that a "lament" was like a "complaint"

noels complaint

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Sooo my dad is about to show my aunt Noel’s lament… wish me luck yall, can’t wait for the “oh!… that’s interesting” 😭😭

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happy “major cultural event” day (7/11) 😉😉 (rtc reference)

Guess what I’ve had stuck in my head all day? “he’ll rob a 7/11 go straight to jail!” And OFC- “we live in a town where every year on July 11th when Seven Eleven gives out free Slurpees it's like seriously the major cultural event of the year.... I'm not even making a joke right now. It's like, a Slurpee Woodstock.”

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Having misophonia is so funny because what the fuck do you mean I was crying in English class because someone was eating crackers slightly too loud 💀💀💀

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happy first Misophonia (and misokinesia) awareness day! 💕 🫶

what is Misophonia? ⬇️ 🎧

“Misophonia [mi-so-FOE-nee-uh] is a disorder of decreased tolerance to specific sounds or stimuli associated with such sounds. These stimuli, known as “triggers,” are experienced as unpleasant or distressing and tend to evoke strong negative emotional, physiological, and behavioral responses that are not seen in most other people.”

“In other words, misophonia causes an overwhelming and involuntary personal reaction to specific everyday sounds and other sensory experiences.” -soquiet.org

this also includes misokinesia, which is basically the same but with visual stimuli instead! some individuals who have misophonia can also have misokinesia.

(Link for more info on July 9th: https://www.instagram.com/p/DCJ8eaxP7jg/?img_index=5)

For my people with miso: I’m sorry, I know it sucks. you are valid, and loved. we’ll get through this.

More info on Misophonia: https://www.soquiet.org

In memory of Michelle Del Valle

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Im trying to prove a point to my mum

Repost if school has caused:

Anxiety Depression Suicidal thoughts Social anxiety Eating disorders Self harm Stress

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LOUD WARNING

goofy video i made because germantown academy rtc has a large ensemble 😭😭

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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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I finally finished the Librarians. I love them so much I'm going to cry. That finale - are you kidding me?! This little show has so much heart.