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I keep expecting to die terribly. All of my grandparents except my mamaw died of cancer. I keep expecting it to come for me too.

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Well I thought being called princess in bed altered my personality.

Someone calling me kitten in conversation is way worse..

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When the singer of one of your favorite bands.. that some how you have been chatting with on Facebook, calls you and adorable creature.

And says after a haunt commercial clip where I say "sorry I'm loud lol"

And he says good.

I'm gonna throw my phone against the wall

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I hate hate hate trying to date in the deep south as a goth non binary leaning person. Who doesn't like big beards.

You either get fetishized or nothing at all.

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Adriel Genet is still in love with someone and he's willing to fight for it

Noah Sebastian is still in love with someone and he's fuckint pissed about it..

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I just need somewhere to yell about this;

So I added the singer/ guitarist of my current band hyperfixation on Facebook on a whim, that whim being dude following me back on insta, and now we're Facebook friends?

And we've been chit chatting for a couple days on messanger?

And im dumb but even I know he was flirting a lil bit, or at least thinks I'm hot lol

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When you're audacity has you talking to the singer of your current hyperfixation band and he asks to see you back tattoo. And responds to the picture with "DAMN"

Screaming crying kicking my feet and throwing up

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“Ten thousand candles couldn’t light all the darkness in your heart God, it’s crazy how I need your friction My thriller scandal, take a bite, girl, you know my favorite part I’m so desperate for your sweet affliction”

— “Kiss Me You Animal” by Burn the Ballroom

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do his in ears never fit or is that a nervous habit

"I'm nervous"

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Jolly if you don't shut the fuck up and kiss me on the mouth right now

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You know what. Fuck you.

*unhallows your ween*

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*sweating, whole body shaking while I stare at a google doc* would he fucking say that????

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I had a really bad migraine last night, but I've run out of everything except these hungarian pain killers my dad gave me 9 years ago, anyway I don't remember anything and I can't feel my tongue and the only thing in my search history is this

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Cello Ghoulette, because we love and respect the ghoulettes in this house.

[My Socials] | [Prints]

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Hmmm i disagree with you but i could not possibly wade through the cranberry bog of my mind to verbalize why