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✕ sacvio :
THOUGH THE SAME VIOLENCE runs through their blood, there is very little that connect the two boys. they are of the same universe yet different worlds, two different sides of the same coin, and zane knows they cannot exist in the same space.
their very existence is a fight, and romeo proves himself a worthy opponent. still, zane will always believe he is winning.
he returns the grin, though his is careful, calculated, less proud. wiping the blood off against his dark pants, zane does not meet romeo’s eyes quite yet. there is something in this heavy silence that thrills him, the question of who will strike first. they cannot exist in the same space.
« you reckon you’d be a better bouncer than me, » there’s a slight pause as zane reaches for his gloves, « ziyi ? »
✕ ╱ 𝘽𝙊𝙏𝙃 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙈 had similar upbringings, they had similar treatments, they had similar scars. if the world was gentler on both of them, they would see each other differently, they would partake in the same pain and, perhaps, conquer that underworld together. but because they were cut from the same cloth, that perspective didn’t survive enough to become anything more than a brief utopia.
zane knows how to push rome’s buttons hard enough to get a reaction out of him. he knows that at the mention of his name white knuckles would be shown, his neck would tense, his mouth would dry. there were too many memories latched to the name his father gave, the ones that haunted him on good and bad days.
❝ i’d be a better anything than you, that’s a given. ❞ he sneers, trying to keep it controlled, not giving in into zane’s viciousness. ❝ my people paved the way for your type. ❞
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this routine was practiced. the phone call from her father had come when she was one bong rip in with no sign of slowing, still - she’d answered and known the request before he’d even asked. ‘ meet with a zhao rep ’, ‘ of course, daddy ’ . part of the toxicity of her relationship with her parents included being dolled up and presented to potential business partners. the ‘rents argued that it was all part of ‘ grooming olivia to one day sit on the board of byun pharmaceuticals ’ , yeah, yeah, whatever helped her mom sleep at night.
she’d expected the usual : senile, all too interested in her. liv would bat her eyelashes, soft touches to their forearm’s, false promises that taking the deal on the table would be worthwhile for their investors, but seeing someone under the age of sixty sit across from her was far from the usual. olivia gauged her reaction so she wouldn’t seem like her interest was piqued - but it was. he looked familiar, too, and fucking edible, but she couldn’t place the name. “ daddy dearest felt it was paramount i met with you in his place. ” she sounded so bored that a yawn wouldn’t seem out of place, and gazed outside the window to give lake michigan more attention than him, “ can’t imagine why. ” liv hummed, flagging down the waitress,
“ a bottle of pinot grigio, whatever the sommelier recommends. ”
✕ ╱ 𝙈𝘼𝙔𝘽𝙀 𝙄𝙏 𝙒𝘼𝙎 the lack of interest that made her even more interesting. the fact that she didn’t say his name, nor cared to do so -- the way her eyes were focused anywhere, but him. he wasn’t egocentric -- much. but still, it was a comfortable pain to his ego, something he had been craving lately. ❝ it was paramount. ❞ romeo repeated her words, perfectly woven to that place and he watched as she placed her order, ❝ as for me, bring me my bottle of wine -- and as for the chef to surprise me this time, again. ❞
he usually doesn’t do this, meet clients promptedly, outside his office, in a nice restaurant. usually, they came to him, asking for the benefits he had to offer. this time around, they were in a mutual agreement, after something in common. ❝ you father recently caught an eye for my line of work, as you might know. ❞ he smirked, softly. ❝ he gave me some information, and sent you here to negotiate -- since i don’t agree with his requirements. are you aware? ❞
#—— ◦ ◜ɪ.◞ ╱ interactions ◦ ——#idk where i was going w this#but i fell asleep before i could post it
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SHE WANTS SO BADLY to mend this, but certain cracks cannot be covered with even the sweetest of honey. this isn’t supposed to be easy and no one ever told her it would be — and yet no one ever taught her about hardship either. she has been a runner her whole life, an escapist, and she has done it well. she can’t run from this. she can’t run from him.
tamsin reminds herself that she needs to stand tall for no one else can do that for her, and bravery has etched itself onto her skin like a permanent burn mark. she taps into it now as she looks around his living room, the aftermath of a storm littered there for her to see. « jesus, romeo, » she whispers low enough that he won’t hear and she is itching to fix this.
she is itching to fix everything.
she stops there, in the middle of the room, and again she threatens to break. she stands tall though, back towards him because she doesn’t know how to face him yet, and she lets alva’s words of encouragement bleed onto her mind. she can do this — and even if she can’t, she has to.
the words won’t leave her though, and so she finds herself fishing for the test in her bag, hearing romeo’s footsteps nearing her. she turns then, when she is sure he is close enough to see her, and though she still can’t find his gaze out of shame she holds the pregnancy test up with a shaking hand.
« i’m .. » tamsin still can’t say it with words, can’t deal with it being this true yet. « i’m sorry, » she says instead.
she will not cry, she will not cry now, she will not cry yet, but if he turns the other way she will surely bleed.
✕ ╱ 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 𝙁𝙍𝙀𝙀𝙕𝙀𝙎 before your eyes, you start to reconsider all of your life choices. you wonder what led you to the place you are at the moment, and where different choices would take you. you imagine yourself in the shoes of a different version of yourself; and you’re never sure if you’d like it, but then, this is one truth you’d never see truly happening.
when she shows him the test, he finds himself yet in another one of those episodes, where he is mere spectator of the reality that unfolds in front of him and shatters beneath his feet -- the shards, the unhinged edges of the truth grazing against his skin and making realize that this time there were no where to run -- which made him realize an even harder truth --
he was alone, he would ever be alone.
❝ what’s this. ❞ it was a rhetorical question -- like a child who’s testing the waters with those who they love, he asks, not expecting an answer, asking just because he wants to stretch that moment of desperation that makes him freeze in place; makes him undone. ❝ it can’t be... ❞
romeo didn’t doubt her truthfulness and integrity -- of everything in his life, tamsin was still the most wholesome part; even though within her lies the power to destroy him, as she has done before. he doesn’t doubt her, not for one second, and the truth weighs his shoulders, makes his head hang in desperation as he holds the test with the same shaky hands as her own.
he didn’t want this, but that onlooker part of himself whispers in his hear -- the outcome of being with her, with them is something you truly ever wanted.
his mouth is dry, his fingers tangled on his hair as he looks up at her, realizing her had sat at some points, in need of some ground to place himself. maybe, the voice whispers, it’s something you’d like to try.
❝ tamsin, i’m going to be a dad? ❞
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✕ ╱ 𝙃𝙀 𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘼𝙂𝙀𝘿 𝙏𝙊 find a bowl of cereal but no milk in his house -- everything had been either consumed or, strangely, spilled all over the floor. every inch of his body ached, his left eye barely opened, in his mouth the metallic taste still existed; romeo sat, wincing slightly, wishing he couldn’t remember the fight. he didn’t find milk, but instead, he soaked his cereal with the half bottle of whiskey that remained untouched, stuffing his mouth with a spoonful of it. ❝ i only have this portion, and i am not sharing, so fuck off. ❞
#godtier.start#anyone really could be at his house after the part still so#also i swear replies are coming tomorrow
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✕ ╱ 𝙄𝙏 𝙒𝘼𝙎, 𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙎, the most annoying part of his line of work -- if he could consider that the “ serious ” part of it. it wasn’t only stealing, forging, laundering money; it was also investing, planning, finding the best opening for opportunities, and taking it. he owned an art gallery, for what everyone knew of, so sponsors was what he needed.
perhaps, it was honestly the worst part of it all. he didn’t enjoy dressing up -- so that’s why he lousily let his white shirt unbuttoned, the first three buttons, letting his chest tattoo peek from there, that’s why he still wore his earrings and messy hair and the thousands of dollars watch to complement his look. that’s why he also arrived fashionably late. he could’ve arrived on time, but he simply decided not to.
the restaurant already knew of his visit -- he considered buying the establishment once, but then refrained from it, remaining as simply a loyal client, but even though they were used to his manners, the others weren’t; so he walked in, following the waitress, and enjoying the silence that bestowed at every step he took with a smirk on his face.
and he barely reached the table when he recognized -- the way her hair cascaded down her back, those long, crossed legs, how bored she already looked even though he couldn’t see her hazy eyes and forever pout.
❝ only talking to your pops on the phone doesn’t make him justice, liv.❞ he smirked, coming around and slumping on the chair in front of her. he only raised one finger, and the waitress rushed to get his usual order. ❝ and i guess you’re here to represent him, right? ❞
⇒ @lvsxsleep
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sacvio
HE IS NOT THIS way — not this monster he’s been groomed to become, and yet the quiet boy has found actions speak volumes louder than words. he is patient and always waits for the world to sleep, but there are carefully crafted rules a volcano like him must follow: and even then no one could stop it from exploding.
buttons have been pushed. zane’s fist has flown and perhaps cracked a jaw. the man that had attempted to start shit in the bar with him just a few minutes earlier staggers away now, whimpering, tail between his legs. some men are very many words and very little action, and zane takes a bizarre pleasure in putting them in their place — mainly on the dirty concrete. he is not alone though and he feels someone’s gaze resting on him and his bloodied hand.
« enjoying the show ? » he sarcastically mutters as he turns to face them.
✕ ╱ 𝙃𝙀 𝘼𝘿𝙈𝙄𝙏𝙎, 𝙄𝙏 was quite the show. zane wore a façade, even better crafted than his own. controlled and collected, he was owner of hidden temper, some sort of scary shit that romeo could never pull off due his boisterous attitude and his explosive manners. it was really, a show -- watch the man that often manipulated the atmosphere around him, that usually kept him on his toes, blow up.
rome watched from a distance, a smirk growing on his lips at every blow zane threw, and every drop of blood he drew. he laughs, even -- wondering how sad was to live his life, of holding in until he could no longer handle it.
he clapped slowly, walking out of his spot, smirk on his face still. ❝ that was fucking trash. ❞ he would never say the truth -- ever. ❝ thankfully, you’re not a bouncer. you’d be starving. ❞
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SHE DOESN’T HAVE A choice but to seek him out now and she knows it. tamsin has been hiding since finding out — refusing to talk to many others except alva, finding discomfort in anyone else’s presence. she had always been quiet, always enjoyed her own company the most, with the exception of him. things between her and romeo had inevitably changed though — and they are about to once again.
tamsin shifts her weight, waits for him to open up. she would not normally show up like this, unannounced and clearly not with the intention of moving far away from her own apartment. she is wearing an oversized t-shirt, a pair of jeans she didn’t even know she owned, and she looks tired — she IS tired. the past few days have been a blur of desperation and sadness and nervousness all the same and now she has to tackle all of that at the same time, with the man she thinks she fears the most at that moment.
he can turn her away so easily, and she doesn’t know if she can survive that.
the door opens just as her bravery is about to run out and she finds herself face to face to romeo with a secret between them that she doesn’t know how to voice. the pregnancy test is suddenly heavy in her bag, the two lines flashing before her until she clears her throat. « we need to talk. » she pushes past him and into his home before he can protest — and before she can change her mind. it doesn’t matter if none of them wants to be there: this isn’t about only them anymore.
he deserves to know. he HAS to know. she cannot do this on her own.
closed ⤷ @rcmeuz.
✕ ╱ 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙐𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉 𝙒𝘼𝙎 𝘼 a method of consumption. he used of this to escape reality -- and it began from the inside. he had a collection of empty bottles adoring the dinner table, as if it was part of the decoration. he had empty bags of cocaine sprawled all over, as if the fine white powder was just a thin layer of dust, he had cigarette smoke hanging in impossible corners, just because he could.
he wanted to destruct himself, and was counting on it
then, destruction bled into his action. profanities were said at every given time, a string of those to which he hoped get tangled in and never come back. he was aggressive to his finest, from the offensive words, to his movements -- debilitated, slower than the expected, but there.
destruction had made him lethargic -- from what his father had done to him, to what he has done to himself, using trauma as an excuse to kill himself slowly.
but then, he thought he had found salvation, and that was is primal mistake. he didn’t know, he was not raised to be cautious, he was not raised to be loved -- how would he know? to not make house out of people, for when they leave, he would be homeless, to not pour into people, for when they spill, he would drown alone, to not ler people see that the thieving king was only a thieving boy, starved and scared.
and she had seen all of that, and it was his mistake. it was his own mistake to believe he could be good enough, that she wouldn’t find better.
she had destroyed him more than he could destroy himself, and that was something to say.
he opens the door to see the hurricane in the shape of a girl standing in front of him -- defeated; and he can’t hide the desperation on his voice, he can’t hide the desperation crossing his face. ❝ what happened? ❞ he watches as she walks past him, as she enters his apartment and at how starking it was to have her there.
the grip she had around his heart was too tight.
❝ are you okay? ❞ a dumb question, she clearly wasn’t. ❝ did something happen? ❞
#—— ◦ ◜ɪ.◞ ╱ interactions ◦ ——#◜ғᴛ.◞ tamsin.#i'm not using a gif bc fuck that#don't match length i beg u#I AM SORRY#pregnancy tw
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#—— ◦ ◜ɪɪɪ .◞ ╱ musing ◦ ——#this was supposed to go to miso but fuck#its romeo i hate him#even the kawaii pink bear
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ʏ ᴏ ʀ ᴇ ↻ lcvefools
“you know, maybe this won’t be so awful.” she was still clearly getting comfortable in this new body and you know, it wasn’t nearly as bad as being literally chained to someone for a couple of days – that’s what she was mainly happy about out of all of this. “i’m gonna pretend i’m like one of those twins in white chicks. just with less vanessa carlton.”
✕ ╱ 𝙁𝙊𝙍 𝙎𝙊𝙈𝙀 𝙒𝙀𝙄𝙍𝘿 reason, his feelings were completely clouded ( not that they were normally crystal clear, to begin with. ) but still, the soft smile opened on his face as he saw sejun speaking. ❝ you look amazing, i’m telling you. ❞ he had no idea what she was talking about, but nodded, agreeing. ❝ that movie, amazing choice of reference. ❞
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✕ ╱ 𝘼 𝙎𝙄𝙂𝙃 𝙀𝙎𝘾𝘼𝙋𝙀𝘿 his lips as he tried to shift into a more comfortable position to use his ipad having nikita sitting on top of him -- which deemed impossible. he moved again, grunting ❝ you’re so fucking haevy. ❞ he pushed the strands of her hair that was tickling his face away. ❝ besides, you don’t need to sit on my lap. ❞
m!a ⇒ @reigneds
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This Moment: I will be in love with sejun for one day.
❝ ——— fuck, who would've thought... ❞
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‘ you really think that being positive is gonna fucking help your situation ? ’ they gesture between the other two, ‘ you’re both literally the worst people to be tied together, i think it’s some cosmic karma for you both being so fucking annoying. ’
❝ YOU - YOU know WHAT . . . ugh, whatever ! alva i didn’t expect you to be such an a-ass today. fuck you both. ❞ leg is thrown over knee, girl turned completely away from the others.
✕ ╱ 𝙃𝙀 𝙋𝙐𝙇𝙇𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙎 back, away from the discomforta that she had put him into by turning away from him. ❝ be fucking considerate, brat. ❞ but then he smirked at alva, pulling out his wallet. ❝ wanna bet how long it will take her to shed a tear? ❞
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“Oh my god, Nik, me too. Thank god for condoms but you never know if there’s a sneaky hole in there somewhere.” He turned over a bottle warmer in his hands, looking at the machine in confusion. “Even if you’re not parents you could, I don’t know, offer some help?? I’m too fucking young to have a kid – I don’t even know how this fucking thing works!” He tossed it back onto the counter. “Fuck, I hope that didn’t break. Shit is expensive. And anyways, what the fuck is up with you two?”
girl tugs the cloth from rome’s hands, pulling it to wrap tight around her torso. ❝ and your breath s-stinks. ❞ there’s a full smile, thoughts racing of ways she could continue to make romeo’s life miserable. hand is shoved into his perfectly sorted pile, mixing and tossing the colors together. �� it’s fine, you’ll be fine. how hard can it be right ? have you called child services ? – you - you know, you can . . . can find someone to take it in. ❞
✕ ╱ 𝙃𝙄𝙎 𝙀𝙓𝙋𝙍𝙀𝙎𝙎𝙄𝙊𝙉 𝙒𝘼𝙎 pained, watching nikita mess up his entire hard work. ❝ then get out of my fucking face. ❞ he pushed ber face away, glacing at dj before going back to his work. ❝ I am young, you two are fucking rags. ❞ he looked at nikita, ❝ we are fucking chained, that’s what’s up. ❞
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lcvefools
“aw, yeah.” sejun’s half lidded eyes barely paying attention to whatever nikita was saying to him. “grey is definitely your color, it makes you look ten times prettier than you already are.” he was way past fucked up at this point to even notice romeo next to nikita. “rome too, you both look really good.”
✕ ╱ 𝙃𝙀 𝙈𝘼𝙆𝙀𝙎 𝘼 disgusted face at all the things that were being said by sejun. ❝ are you this trashed because of the game? ❞ he shook his head, pulling nikita’s arm to make her stop moving like an octopus. ❝ damn boo, you really live like that. ❞
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✕ ╱ 𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙀𝙏𝘾𝙃𝙀𝘿 𝙊𝙉 the couch, not caring about how comfortable nikita would be or not, but quickly sat up, fixing his hair on the process and putting the cushions back on place. ❝ so, what’s gona be tonight, babe? ❞
⇒ @niiaque
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reigneds
⟨ ⁛ ALVA !
alva looks over to where nikita and rome are literally tied together and barks out a laugh, ‘honey, grey washes you out and makes you look more like a whitey. ’
❝ ALVA ! did you just call me white ? god - i - i was just being positive. ❞
✕ ╱ ❝ 𝙎𝙃𝙀 𝙄𝙎 𝙎𝙊 whitey, honestly. it’s annoying. ❞ he fixed the cuff of his for the tenth time. ❝ nikita, stop fucking screaming. ❞
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