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“I wish you were a girl”

[A/N] hello it’s been awhile❤️‍🩹 I hope you can forgive me, my friend recommended me this show recently and I had to write this out cause I love Destiel to muchh this is my 2nd fanfic officially ever written so please understand this may not be the best✌️though I’m not sure I will continue this like my other one but I write it for fun;)

It was never supposed to happen this way.

Dean Winchester is thinking about Castiel.. his best friend. A man he can rely on, one he can trust when it’s life or death, but something is different lately. He’s thinking about him in ways no man should think about another man. Telling himself to quit it, it’s not right, after all, growing up with an obsessed, selfish, homophobic bastard had its way of seeping into Dean’s life even after John’s death.

His bright blue eyes staring at him as Sam talks about a hunt with a few vampires and their nest, “Dean.” Cas says with a monotone voice Sam looking up at dean with a brow furrowed up glancing at Cas “I know this can’t be that boring for him to be in that small head of his” Dean immediately snaps out of his thoughts clearing his throat “yea.. yeah what’s up Cas” his hand wiping his mouth “is something the matter you have been..” he pauses looking up at him “out of it for a while Dean.” Dean chuckles as he gets up from his chair next to Sam, “nah, man I’m good let’s kill these sons of vamps.” Of course, he’d rather ignore his feelings than talk about them.

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The car ride to the bunker is silent. Tapping his fingers on the steering wheel of baby, his thoughts drifting to Castiel, his hands, his muscular body, and the smell of his trench coat invading his nostrils until Dean clears his throat, alerting everyone that they’ve arrived. Pulling into the bunkers’ driveway Sam steps out of the Impala, grabbing his laptop and sweater, as well cas steps out. “Dean. You are going somewhere I suppose.” Cas tries to find his eyes but Dean avoids eye contact, “just to the bar, nothing special Cas”

“I see. Suppose you don’t mind me coming along?” Dean’s ear twitches as his hand grips his steering wheel biting his lip, “sure man..Sammy you coming?”

“Uh, no thanks I’m tired” Sam walks away waving goodbye as Cas enters the front seat Dean readjusted himself, specifically his pants. Slowly, driving off just as the drive there was quiet.

Parking the impala Dean walks out closing his door “here we are let’s let loose” he smirks Cas closes his door “yes let’s..let loose” he says confused nonetheless happy to be there walking into the bar called the confessional a bright blue neon sign just like Cas’ eyes dean thought to himself feeling shame run down him every time he thought of Cas differently, as they walk into the bar they sit on a barstool Dean waves to the bartender for their order a women walks towards the two men “howdy boys what can I do for both of ya’ll” she says winking at them both her warm southern accent peeking through “two beers please” dean says winking back at her as she smiles walking away giving Dean a ‘let’s fuck later’ look watching her and her ass walk away

Then Dean has to face Cas. The man he’s been having weird obsessively dirty thoughts of that aren’t right for a man to have of his best friend.

Suddenly, Cas talks “Dean.” His voice troubled “I don’t mean to ‘pry’ but I sense there is something wrong, you have been acting rather.. strange” Dean gives a half chuckle “I..I don’t know man stress maybe?” Pinching the bridge of his nose as he leans in towards cas “I’ve been thinking and I..” he lets out a soft chuckle as the waitress returns with their beers he immediately sits backs embarrassed “here you fine gentlemen go” her southern accent making Dean feel disgusted this time as she places the beer down her hand touches deans shoulder “thank you” Cas says immediately looking back at dean

“Tell me what it is Dean.” His voice full of emotion “.. man you know you’re my best friend cas” letting out a suppressed laugh as he grabs the beer gulping it down Cas’ eyes look at him desirously “yes I’m aware we do share a more profound bound” he sips his savory beer tasting every molecule, ignoring it just for Dean.

As time went along, so did deans’ worry unravel, not caring about right and wrong.

“Dean you’re slurring your words. Please let us go to the bunker now.” Cas says but Dean just cackles at him putting one hand on his shoulder “I..wishh youu were a girl Casz” Cas glares at him looking at his beautiful green tear stained eyes “I can..” he gulps pulling Dean’s chin closer to his mouth “I can be anything you want.” Their hot breath mixing with one other both the look in their eyes filled with lust and longing, without warning Dean kisses Cas hungrily for an uncertain time the kiss became gentle, slowly pulling away a small string of saliva formed Dean pulled back looking at him, the way they both looked at each other the aching and craving was so intense. “Cas..” his voice swell eyes full of tears “you’re my best friend why do I feel this way about you a..about a man it’s not acceptable” he wipes away his tears getting up from the barstool walking out the bar as Cas sits there thinking for a moment his fists clenching, jaw sets hard, muscle ticking with tension he mindlessly paces to Dean outside the bar finding him stumbling to open his car “Dean!” Cas shouts walking towards him as he looks up staring at the 6’1 Angel in a trench coat walking infront of him looking in disbelief something rose in him wether it’d been in his pants or the confident that rose “yeah Cas?” Sobering up a bit. “This vessel..Jimmy Novak my true angelic nature it’s genderless Dean I can be anything you want for you..” he gently spoke face to face touching his lips affectionately caressing them staring into each other.

“I’m not supposed to, but I want you..” voice full of sincerity leaning into Cas’ hand “why do you say that dean, you are allowed to love men and women my father intended for i-“ dean cuts him off looking up at his bright blue eyes “Cas my father. I grew up thinking it’s wrong to like men BECAUSE of what he taught me now I’m a freak for liking a..a genderless angel” pulling back from his touch as he opens his door, immediately driving off to the bunker.

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Tinder mark

Pair: mark Grayson x F!reader

Warning & tags: corny words used?? Slow burn kinda, marks powers lwk cockblocking, nerdy flirtatious mark, fluff

Summary: your love life has been quite lonely awhile trying to look for the right man until you see him.. Mark, 19 on tinder swiping right on him at 2am.

Taglist: @augustsblossom

[A/N] first ever published written work, testing out the waters, nervous but constructive criticism will be accepted🥲. Tried my best into making mark seem like mark I hope you like and enjoy this, debating if I should continue this😭

It was late at night mindlessly swiping on tinder face on the side planted into the pillow one eye barely open until you see him. Photo of his big goofy smile and his brown dreamy eyes holding a mug of some sort of coffee maybe??

Feeling flustered at his appearance unlike other men on here trying to act tough or intimidating no, no, no he’s.. different..kinda nerdy in a absolute cute way

looking down at his name and introduction mark, 19 comic book lover especially seance dog🐶❤️. Without looking further into his introduction scrolling back up inhaling a deep breath smiling your heart absolutely fluttering into your stomach deciding to swipe right as you do dropping the phone to the side shrieking into a ball screaming into the pillow body heat rising as your tired self disappeared calming down minutes later.

Leaving the bedroom, phone on the covers walking downstairs grabbing a cup of water unbeknownst to you mark had messaged.

Mark: what’s a lovely girl like yourself up so late?

Sent 2 minutes ago.

As you finally reach the bedroom rubbing your eyes about to climb into bed sitting on the edge grabbing your phone as your heart skips a beat mark?!? oh god oh GODDD!! Unlocking your phone opening immediately to tinder opening marks message.

You: i can ask you the same thing handsome stranger, ya looking for an adventure? Because if you are you looked in the right place LOL

Smiling at your phone as you lay back in bed waiting for marks response suddenly time seems to be going by slowly when your waiting for something exciting.. thinking deep into thoughts suddenly hearing a commotion down in your apartment near the alley way getting up to check it out as you look scanning suddenly seeing I..invincible carrying the elephant by his..trunk?!?? Your eyes looking in utterly disbelief and confusion but letting out a little laugh then looking at invincible really looking at him in his goggles something about him makes you shudder like you know him but from where?

Finally laying back into bed as you sigh seeing the delivered 8 minutes ago.

Must have fallen asleep.. muttering to yourself placing the phone onto the nightstand closing my eyes drifting away slowly into the abyss until.. TING.. your eyes shooting wide open as you yawn grabbing your phone lazily starring at his message

Mark: I'm not usually one to seek out adventures at this hour but for you then.. yes.

your mouth opens as if you were gonna say something but no words came out a smirk filled your lips as you chuckled at his dummy idiotic response you quickly open your phone typing and responding back

You: well if it isn’t the comic book nerd making a move.. I like that.

Marks pov

Late at night in bed starring at the ceiling both arms behind his head thinking in the moment until he hears a BZZZ his hand immediately grabbing his phone unlocking it pressing the tinder notification starring at your profile his heart sinks at your beauty.. the way you pose in every selfie, breathtaking, stunning, mark feels the heat creeping into his cheeks as he smiles without even knowing.

As they were both a match in arts, mainly arts and crafts for mark some comics the two liked mark gulps hesitantly typing you a message.. as mark messaged you Cecil immediately called him in about the elephant in a sketchy alley.. mark putting on his suit and flying out immediately reaching the destination of the sketchy alley with the elephant.

After dealing with the elephant mark flys home as Cecil on the other line of the earpiece good job kid I’ll keep you updated. Mark finally taking off his suit putting back on boxers from before mumbling to himself good job kid.. I’m not a kid.. sighing as he rolls back into bed groaning grabbing his phone starring at your message his smile immediately pops up opening to tinder messaging you back seeing your response making his lips quiver in excitement

Mark: it’s not everyday you get to see a beauty like you with common interests haha

As you lay down in bed cuddled up in your warm blankets smiling at your screen seeing his message half asleep

You: well thank you it’s nice to know someone finally admires my beauty

Mark: your welcome [Y/N] I adore a girl who knows her beauty

Shrieking In excitement as you let out little giggles about to type back until you see

Typing…

Mark: how about a coffee date this friday by the one near dahlia ave? I’ll be free and we get to know each other more.

Your eyes widen at his message mouth fully smiling as you get startled by something clattering on your balcony deciding to not investigate it (must be a cat) as you thought to yourself

You: this Friday? Heck I can absolutely do it your lucky I’m free haha

Mark let’s out a chuckle as he stares at your message smiling hands hovering over the keyboard deciding what to type

Mark: great don’t be late! it’s nice to go out with a pretty girl comic lover at that to

You: that goes for you to you know mark? LOL

As the night wears on you and mark have talked about each other’s interest where he fully geeked out on seance dog, villains, and traveling as you geeked out on music, art, and paintings etc.

Suddenly looking up at your balcony through the curtains sunlight peeking out damn.. mumbling to yourself as you check the time on your nightstand

5:30

You: well it was fun talking mark but you know I gotta head to bed thank god I have work off..

Mark feels a pang in his chest as he stares at your message frowning but hiding it sighing as he relaxes in his bed his body sinking into his covers

Mark: of course [Y/N] pleasure was all mine honestly. Goodnight and as for work.. I have to work dreadfully if I say so myself..

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i’m gooning

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My face when I refreshed Ao3 for the 109274th that day to see if my favorite fanfics updated only to see the same old number of chapters

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first time doing something like this 💔 it’s so choppy and messy since i lost motivation after like 4 hours lmao

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