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Its happening again.

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As someone with bpd, it is inherently selfish. This disorder demands to heard, it demands to be felt. It demands a reaction or your world could end. It's a constant survival mode with unhealthy coping mechanisms piling on and on and sometimes all you can do is fucking watch.

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my fear of abandonment 🤝 someone’s tone changing

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They should invent an fp that actually cares about you, doesn’t abuse you, and doesn’t abandon you

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you give me all new levels of a high, my darling

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maybe if i reinvent myself enough times, ill find a version of myself i actually like and want to be

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Unconditional loyalty does not exist to non BPD people. They leave. We stay no matter what.

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The bpd urge to disappear to test if anyone would notice lmao 💕✨

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Is this anything lmao

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🖤

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I wish my mother just aborted me

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If you need me, I'll be there in a heartbeat. You don't need anyone else.

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I wasn’t an iPad kid, I was a pink Nintendo DS girl

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cluster b culture is having an entirely different group of friends every year because you can’t maintain any type of relationship

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Sometimes a girl just wants to be bent over and banged like a screen door in a hurricane