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it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

IT MAY TAKE ME A MONTH TO PUT OUT A CHAPTER BUT AT LEAST IM NOT USING AI TO WRITE IT

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but what if i read one of your fanfics and then went to your ao3 accounts and read all of your fanfics and left a comment on every single chapter of every single one and you got spam emails from all of my kudos and comments and it made you smile, what then? what if i brighten your day with my words like you did mine, what then???

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"Listen to me, clotpole. I don't care if you die, there are plenty of other princes. You're not the only pompous, supercilious, condescending, royal imbecile I could work for. The world is full of them. But... I'm going to give you one more chance."

Merlin & Arthur | 3.05 "The Crystal Cave"

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“You are more than the son of your father. You are son of the earth, the sea, the sky. Magic is the fabric of this world, and you were born of that magic. You are magic itself."

or, my take on the apple core trend

I think I might’ve missed the point a bit but that’s not important

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1 hrs of my life

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seasons

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Thinking about the children that Merlin and Arthur once were. Only days away from one another, but it felt more like years; the differences between their upbringings being night and day.

Despite those differences, the circumstances that differentiated their lives, there was still that small golden line of fate that held up a mirror to eachother. Arthur, bound to isolation due to the weight that the title of prince held. He had no peers that he could call friend, and more importantly no mother to cry to when the loneliness became apparent. He grew up stoic and spoiled, but only in earthly matters. He never knew the love of a mother, the pride of a father. He knew the fear and inferiority instilled by a man he called King. A man who would never accept what Arthur gave him, always expecting more, more, more from someone so young, so pliant. The perfect soldier.

Merlin had love, he had softness. He had a mother who held him through growing pains and would kiss tears off of his cheeks. She could not heal the cruelty from his peers, though. She could not protect him from the loneliness that crawled up his spine when the other children told him ‘no’ when he had asked to be friends. He had no father to teach him how to defend himself, no father to train him on the sword or how a man carries himself. He had nobody could could ease the pain and burden that something so small as a secret could inflict.

Yet, that golden string pulled and pulled until Merlin made his way into the shining, noble city of Camelot. He was a young man at that point; but the scared, lonely child still sat right under the skin, yearning to reach out, to connect. He met Arthur, a boastful and arrogant young man, not much older than him. Behind his eyes, though, there was also a small boy who only wanted to make his father proud. Who wanted nothing more than to confide honestly in someone, to bond in a way that mattered.

- anyways. you guys ever think of kid merlin and arthur? yeah me too.

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once and future boyfriends

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Use my inbox as a way to ask the universe for Merlin fics. (I’m in a writers slump and need some ideas)

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historical footage of the courtship dance of british men in ye olden times

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Take your poetry elsewhere

At this point Leon’s running on pure spite

Bonus: they were both later banned from this tavern

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And what would Arthur do the next day? Run at a banshee with a stick that he lit on fire (Merlin confiscated his sword the day prior)

Bonus: he won

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ok so he just said that merlin is very obviously a bottom. much to contemplate

making my bf watch merlin for the first time and why did he already clock that morgana has magic, and merlin has ties to the dragon. we’re on S1ep6 how does he know all of this

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au where Merlin’s magic is revealed by him killing an evil sorcerer. And he’s standing there covered in blood (he exploded them w him mind or smth) while the knights are staring at him in horror. Meanwhile arthur just learned smth new about himself

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Mentally preparing for the fact that he will want to finish season 5. I’ve rewatched this show 8+ times and haven’t ever watched the last episode. oh god

making my bf watch merlin for the first time and why did he already clock that morgana has magic, and merlin has ties to the dragon. we’re on S1ep6 how does he know all of this

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i’ve been so busy with work + bf moved in. this is all the art i’ve done .

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how insane must it have felt to be an actor table reading for bbc merlin. alright anthony this week, you are driven mad by memories of the children you killed in your genocide. next week? bald.