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A long overdue mix for Tanji Kisaki--not in relation to everyone else in her life, but alive and alone, and surrounded by the dead.

1. bachelorette - bjork / 2. warsaw - white sea / 3. fineshrine - purity ring / 4. flaws - bastille / 5. therapy - all time low / 6. coward - hayden calnin / 7. this is gospel (piano) - panic at the disco / 8. campanella - gumi / 9. sad machine - porter robinson / 10. c'mon - panic at the disco (feat. fun) / 11. shake me down - cage the elephant / 12. say something - a great big world

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drawn as a birthday present for ink, and also because i miss these two a lot and probably will for the rest of my life. and also because ouro 2 is going to be a thing which is exciting. i’m really impressed with my improvement lately, actually. clickthrough for less Fuzzy

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burn me alive. burn me alive. just set me on fire

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Shake Me Down - Cage The Elephant Even on a cloudy day I’ll keep my eyes fixed on the sun

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on the death of tanji kisaki

a girl once said we're nothing but our mind and all we are is built upon our past to tear away the rest leaves me resigned to something just my will cannot outlast

i will not be myself without your eyes red under gloss, cracked glass, or spreading scars to lose your voice would not be to revise but ruin, change, lose, like imploding stars

and i won't be me without what i've done the bad things, yes, but still--the touch of hair the written notes, from those who left me one my fault--you forgave still, you didn't care

but soon, you, me, all of that will be gone i will exist, i swear--but not live on.

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on the death of chokichi kurosawa

a square away from me stands our white king my very presence hazardous when near perhaps you'd find your victory in a ring but no, no punches thrown can save you here

counting down protections from a checkmate: block or flee or strike--i wouldn't mind it though cornered there's no distance for debate and no escape if you wanted to find it

and you, who always were too good for this don't strike, don't raise your hand, don't close your eyes your duty is to fall--you're not remiss but buy our survival with your demise

worth measured by a bullet in the back, nothing can justify a win by black.

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on the death of kaiya korei

in retrospect, i guess i should have known in trials and margins, you had always lurked but your betrayal still cut to the bone despite your plan that all too rightly worked

i wonder why the killswitch wasn't you and after death by flames, we still stood there despite all that you'd done and all you knew or was it all just for your sweet despair?

you left a world in ruins, so i've heard a population razed, dazed and confused that, i suppose, will be the final word no explanation comes from the accused

i called you culprit--crushed, your reign was done-- yet i'm convinced you were the lucky one.

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Nakajima: *smirks* Well, I never said the- HOLY SHIT TANJI JUST KISSED SHUN.

Summary of what you missed in the parp

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behold. present for harlay. happy birthday harlay enjoy your meme

(you should drag it but only if you are not a nerd on mobile i guess)

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We spoke in tongues that day, Your fingers trailed my body like a harlot skimming through the bible finding her daily grace. The Sun, her majesty, jealous of the nervous heat that fought for a moment of breath between your satin body and my scarred chest. Did you know that I almost cried? Because your touch was everything I feared the most. Your touch was confidence, maybe love. It hurt. We don’t speak the same language anymore, For your fingers, are too holy for mine.

A, you touched me  (via wistly)