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Followers,

I hope you can bear with me though all this text. I apologize that it isn't going under a cut, but this needs to be here on the front of my blog. I want people to understand that this is me saying goodbye to this blog and going elsewhere.

Some of you already follow me on my new blog. I am not expecting or asking for you to continue to follow me elsewhere. Some of us have moved on to different fandoms. I myself have moved somewhere that I feel is better for me. Where I can enjoy all the fandoms I'm in and where I can feel much more at ease.

It does occur to me that I've gained a reputation among the ygo-tumblr fandom, good or bad I'm not really sure. Here I am with all of you, with nearly 17,000 posts, 13,000 likes, and 440 messages. You've all been with me through good times and bad. When things were easy and when things were hard. You were there when I fell hard and you were there when I stood to brush myself off.

But the fact is that this blog hasn't felt like home in a long time. I feel that I stopped be here for my own enjoyment. I'm not really sure why. Well. No, I know why. I grew to distrust and feel upset with people after the events of the gossip blog last winter. I felt that I couldn't trust my followers, my friends; I felt like to so many I was just a waste of space and that beyond blogging about yugioh, who I was didn't matter.

I know it's not true (or so I hope), but I suppose when I log onto this blog I don't feel safe. I'm not happy. I don't feel it's me.

I shouldn't feel obligated to be on here, absently scrolling though a dash that doesn't feel like it's right for me, and asking myself 'well what does everyone else want from me?'. When I made this strictly a yugioh blog I lost a big part of what made me love Tumblr. I had pulled away from the fandoms that I liked and from other things that made me happy.

Do I love the series? With all my heart! But can I take it all the time? No. I like to have a break. I like to reblog and talk about things that interest me in all fields. I want to be able to talk about my day and share my joys and fears and frustrations. I want to give updates on my myself and thinks around me. I can't do that here. I can no longer be myself. I've stopped running this blog for me and I focused so much on making it 'good' for everyone else.

That's not how it should be. Right?

My breaks to escape to my other blog have made me happier. I've felt much more at ease. I feel I can talk to everyone and enjoy other interests apart form yugioh and mess. I can be someone I thought I lost a while ago.

Anyway... I'm keeping my ask open but I have turned off anons, as I will not be answering anything publicly. I'm keeping this blog open but inactive until I've gone through the tags I want to transfer certain things over to my new blog (bless queues!). Once I'm satisfied I will mostly likely purge this blog of all posts and simply leave it as a redirect to where I'll be staying now.

I'm rambling and I don't want to make this post too long, so I've left a personal message here as a final farewell. (which I may add to over time, as I'm still sorting my thoughts) You will see that I've removed my other links from my layout, keeping only the link to my new blog, my tags, my contact info, and my last message for all of you.

I'd like to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart. I hope to see some of you as I move, but for those who I am truly parting from I have this to say:

Thank you for making me happy here. Thank you for your time and your love and your friendship. Thank you for making this a home for me, and giving me the hope and the strength that I needed to feel confident in myself again. It means so much to me.

Thank you. All of you.

I love you all so much.

Reach out your hand and grab a hold of that bright tomorrow! I hope to see you there. 

With Love, Reveneration 

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My new kitten is tiny

just so... so little

She's been occupying all my time as of late!

THE KURIBOH PLUSHIE IS BIGGER THAN HER

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下降水流 | アール@twitter在住 [pixiv]

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Placido expressions. 

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btw for those of you who don't know I'm naming the kitten Kite.

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My excitement over a potential new job and getting a kitten soon has me running all over the place and up late making budgets and tweaking letters and getting everything ready and asdkfjhs

Oh man I'm excited, though!!

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中邑フエコ

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ラララララクガキまとめ | yellow rabbit [pixiv]

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NAILED IT

New job, here I come.

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みかぜ

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