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aventurine doodles but hes a rock

theres a metaphor in there somewhere about how his true self decayed when he joined the IPC and his new persona is all consuming to the point it kills him from the inside out and crystalizes over any piece of authenticity he once had and when the persona is destroyed he's shattered into a million shards but also haha rock man gets cut in half

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I WANT TO SQUISH HIS STUPID LITTLE HEAD LIKE A GRAPE COULD HE STOP THINKING ABOUT RATIO FOR FIVE MINUTES

SVENTUO AVENTUO AVENTIO AVENTIO AVENTIO YES CONTENT YES GENTLE SCHOLAR YES

The fact that when mentioning a gentle scholar the first thing that Aventurine thinks of his Ratio like HELLO YES HE JS A GENRLE SCHOLAR

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anyways I wrote a fic like this bc uhhhh idk i have brain rot and want to clank these two together like barbie dolls that's my only excuse

Do you think Aventurine lowkey likes to be babied bc I kinda do

Like I think he’d be VEHEMENTLY against anybody knowing if he was injured or sick like he’d be the type to insist he’s fine until he is literally on all fours coughing up blood and even THEN he’s like “it’s chill don’t worry about me I’ll just wait for the room to stop spinning real quick then get right back to work” like he’s insufferably annoying and will always without fail make himself x10 worse than he was and it irks ratio to absolutely no end

Ratio is always on it immediately though, he knows him so well he can tell something is wrong just by the way he’s speaking or sitting or if he’s just a bit too quiet ratio clocks it like 🤨 something is wrong w you

And EVERY TIME they play this game of aventurine denying it and ratio pestering him to not push himself too hard bc he’s going to stress himself and everybody around him out and every time aventurine does not listen and makes it worse and he won’t admit anything is wrong until ratio is physically carrying him out of the office like he’s a burlap sack of potatoes and only then, aventurine is like “…ok yeah I don’t feel that good” 💀

But after THAT, once he concedes and throws up the white flag, after he’s done throwing himself a pity party (and only with ratio would he be this comfortable) I think he’s like well I already lost my dignity by letting someone perceive me as weak, might as well lean into it a little bit 😌 and he turns into the biggest baby like draw me a bath and wrap me in a blankie and hold me all night while you play w my hair level baby and ratio lowkey likes it bc it’s like the only time he can be absolutely certain aventurine is actually eating and sleeping like a human being but he pretends to be annoyed (he’s fooling absolutely nobody)

But I just picture him being SO baby like “🥺 ratio I’m soooooo weak I can’t even lift my arm I don’t think I can eat, surely I’ll wither away and decay right here on this very bed, take care of the cakes when I’m gone-” and ratio is like “oh shut up you big baby here eat your food🙄” and he’s muttering under his breath about it the whole time while he also gently feeds him and tucks his hair behind his ear and kisses him on the nose and aventurine is like ^_^ mwahahaha

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Today I mentioned at breakfast how I think Aventurine would get his AA milestone tokens customized to look like his poker chips and I’m still laughing about it btw

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my literal favorite type of character ever is the "u think i actually GIVE A DAMN ?? WELL I DONT" and then they do, more than everybody else, to such a degree, in fact, it is all consuming

bonus points if they're also bad at hiding it but insist nobody can tell

Fakest idgafer CAUGHT

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I actually just said the words “nothing a little Aventio yaoi can’t fix” I’m truly beyond help at this point

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the great pretender

12/100

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something something desperately wanting what you can't have

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thinking about ratio and aventurine being the "best friends in love" type where they just have so much fun together no matter where they are or what theyre doing

picturing them going to a love hotel out of necessity because it was the only place open, they were out in tokyo and needed a place to lay down until morning and they both didnt fully understand what they were getting into they were just like 'oh hey this place has availability'

and they get in there and they just cannot stop laughing the entire time, ratio is kinda lowkey flustered at first but aventurine grabs that fuckass vibrator thats always in the corner of the room with the plastic cover over it and they both just burst out laughing, aven is like chasing him around with it

theyre cuddled up together with a bottle of sake looking through the fucking costumes menu snort laughing, they both surprise pick out a costume for the other to model around, aven 100% gets ratio some fuck ass nurse outfit like "HAH GET IT" and ratio tries to embarrass him even worse but it doesn't work bc whatever he picks aven works it so well and ratio loves him so bad and he looks so handsome in everything they end up bangin

and then they lay there in each others arms looking up at the ceiling like "....fuck we actually used the love hotel for its intended purpose didnt we....even ordered the damn costumes too..."

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Sometimes I just need to remind everybody that I got a cosplay photo as Aventurine on the big bass wheel

Like yeah that’s one of my greatest achievements and what about it he’d LOVE the big bass wheel

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Hey do you think topaz and aventurine do that tiktok challenge where the grown ass siblings take turns saying something louder and louder until their mom comes upstairs to yell at them

There’s just something so funny about mid 20s siblings standing in a corner somewhere yelling “pumpkin :D” louder and louder and then having a silent hysterical laughing fit waiting to hear who’s gonna get their ass kicked (spoiler alert, it’s aventurine EVERY time doesn’t even matter if topaz was louder jade still pulls up like “aventurine wtf are you yelling about”)

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the way this is exactly what it feels like and i imagine it looks about as unsettling irl as it does here

The way Jax's face shifts when he realizes that he was showing too much emotion and that his mask slipped. *chef's kiss*

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is there an award for being the stupidest fucking person on earth bc i need to send in my application literally ASAP

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i havent been able to go to therapy since april bc my insurance is so screwy rn and my therapist is $550 a session so instead ive resorted to pushing my BPD onto aventurine and making memes about it

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i feel like the bpd symptom that would hit aventurine the hardest wouldn’t be the sense of emptiness or the mood swings but rather the fear of abandonment, coupled with his own fear of commitment (anxious avoidant probably)

he rationalises it because it makes sense to him, that he’s afraid of being abandoned because everyone he’s ever loved has only ever died, so to him, that means that if he ever gets into a relationship, they’ll leave him or die and he doesn’t want that to happen. so he’s purposely abrasive, sharp, acidic, sarcastic and cruel, to push people away so they won’t even try to get near him or want anything to do with him

i think aventurine would be painfully self aware and he knows that he’s acting out but he can’t help it and he hates himself for being so difficult when all he wants is for someone to persist on despite him being so difficult (in his head, this is like his trial for them, if they can put up with him then they’ll be able to commit to this volatile relationship with him long term)

(to me, he’s just like a cat that doesn’t want to be put in the bath and hisses at you when you pick them up …>_<…)

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Aventurine honkai star rail was made in a lab with the sole purpose of driving me specifically insane

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my friend told me the other day "i think aventurine would get a DUI and as punishment Jade would drop him off across town at the public park and make him pick change out of the fountain until he had enough to buy a cab home" and i'm still laughing about that btw

aventurine at the coin star machine dripping wet like "HOW DO I ONLY HAVE NINE DOLLARS IVE BEEN OUT THERE FOR AN HOUR"

meanwhile Topaz is there to supervise him and she's actively throwing more coins in

he was also definitely listening to the brat album on full blast when he got pulled over too the cop like “roll your window down” and he’s like “HUH? No it’s Charlie xcx !! You’ve probably never heard of her 🙄”