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61/∞ times bobby makes me weak ➡ boyfriend material 101  

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#rkchococon event ft. jiwon’s older brother, kim jaewon location: coex convention centre

when jaewon had first invited him to some chocolate-themed, seemingly strictly-lovers valentine’s event, jiwon had burst out in a poorly contained, dramatic chorus of complete and utter disbelief. for such was his laughter, that he would scrunch his nose as machine-gun chuckles flew past his lips in breathless huffs, each exhale laced with mild disgust, as he good-naturedly raised a routine question challenging his brother’s intelligence.

what – you got a special someone to go with? no, but— —so we’re both still losers then. hey!

it flows in the kim blood, mother says; that is, the seemingly awkward way in which the siblings converse, or even show their affection for one another. mother blames it on their hands, says they’re too large and too clumsy, and it’s bled inwardly to deface the very core of their being.

whatever. i’ll be leaving tomorrow at six. no one’s too good for chocolate, dipshit. yeah, yeah.

so here they stand now, quarter to eight on a fine saturday evening, as they snack on identical chocolate ice cream cones at the tail-end of winter’s chill. the way in which they tread is identical, it appears, with left hand buried deep within their jeans pocket as they bounce more than walk. in between generous licks, jaewon glances secretly at his younger brother, but he’s a kim and he’s clumsy and so, it would be unjust to attribute sneakiness to his character. so jiwon glances back, brows knitting in confusion as he swallows the bit of melted ice cream chocolate balanced on his tongue.

“what?”

the attention of both kim brothers are quickly stolen before jaewon can answer, and a unanimous whoa leaves their lips as they gravitate towards the display of chocolate shoes, each more impressive than the last. what mother doesn’t say: it’s also in their blood, their stupidity—or as she kindly calls it, their innocence—and she keeps this hidden in her heart because she thinks it’s adorable, and she’d loathe to see them outgrow it due to their own insecurity. ( another kim trait, mother points out. this one, she wouldn’t mind seeing gone. )

with the way in which they stare, it’s no different from pressing one’s nose up against the glass. it’s why it takes jiwon a whole minute before realising his brother’s staring at him again.

“what?”

jaewon chuckles, and his shrug is equal parts gloating and obnoxious.

“told you it’d be fun.”

“so? you want a kiss?”

“yeah, fuck off.”

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QUE SERA SERA /ˈkeɪ sərɑː sərɑː/ “used to convey a fatalistic recognition that future events are out of the speaker's control.”

01. FAMILY by chance the rapper feat. vic mensa and sulaiman

let’s land in the land where the famo stay grind all day til the fam okay it still warm my heart to hear my grandma pray

although jiwon’s dream to pursue a career in music is greatly hampered by his conformist nature, he inherently believes that he’s doing his family a great service by choosing a future that they have set out for him: that is, his future in running the family’s teppanyaki restaurant with his older brother. despite this, he doesn’t harbour any ill feelings towards them, and is sincerely grateful for the opportunities he’s been given by bearing his family’s name. like all families, they have their own battles, but there is little jiwon is not willing to sacrifice for his beloved family.

02. GUCCI GANG ( REMIX ) by joyner lucas

gucci gang, louis gang, fendi gang, dolce gang ‘sace gang, prada gang, lots of gangs ( woo ) i don’t really fuck with no brand names ( whoa ) joyner ‘bout to go on a rampage ( ooh )

jiwon’s rising popularity in the underground rap scene comes solely from his talent, and he accepts little outside help in order to boost his popularity. this can be attributed to the pride he feels when it comes to said talent. in fact, it is said that he harbours mild distaste for those who parade themselves as skilled rappers, but lack the ability to rap.

03. SPICE GIRL by aminé

what i really, really want is a spice girl zig-a-zig-ah, fuck up my whole world

though he’s had his fair share of romance, jiwon is still quite immature when it comes to relationships. particularly due to his conformist nature, he often struggles when it comes to natural conflicts that accompany relationships, and as such, will avoid it altogether. regardless, the ideal woman he describes is often deemed impractical, simply because he hasn’t developed a realistic view towards relationships.

04. ELEMENT by kendrick lamar

i'm willin' to die for this shit i done cried for this shit, might take a life for this shit put the bible down and go eye for an eye for this shit

since the discovery of his passion for music, jiwon has gone through leaps and bounds to keep it an integral part of his life. though he falls short in pursuing a career in the field, his love for music still shines in the way he has isolated most of his time spent on hobbies to making mixtapes and writing rap remixes, and even through the years, music remains within the top five things in his life that defines who kim jiwon is.

05. BATMAN by jaden smith

batman, batman, batman please put me on new fashion huh, i ain't learn nothing since last year you got the renegade fabrics

perhaps an ode to all the rappers that he looks up to, jiwon is nothing but appropriately respectful of his seniors. it was previously said that he often disliked individuals who claimed to be rappers but lacked the skill, but jiwon sees it almost as a self-righteous contempt, as he believes that they are butchering the genre and the seniors who have worked hard to popularise it. he is more than happy to take advice from those who have been in the field for longer than he has, and will humbly admit to being inferior to them.

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High Cut Digital Magazine » Bobby

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BOBBY’S 1ST SOLO ALBUM, “YOUTH” POSTED ON 15 FEBRUARY,

“bobby gets up close and personal in his new solo album, YOUTH, just in time for fall! the long-awaited album consists of a variety of musical genres to showcase his talents in both rap and vocals. DREAM and RUNAWAY carry nostalgic vibes as he reflects on his youth, while HOLUP! is jam-packed with his signature hip hop beats that has helped him garner his large fanbase thus far. though he is known to be primarily a rapper, bobby decides to serenade his fans with his raspy, growly vocals in the love song, I LOVE YOU. he also talks about his deepest regrets and thoughts in his rap solo, BEDSIDE. importantly, upholding his promise to his fans on vlive, bobby has finally released the studio version of the monster collaboration, FREESTYLE, which features other prominent rappers from his label, San-E and AI. it is clear that every song in this album was carefully hand-picked, as no one song is lacking from the other. no matter your taste, bobby’s YOUTH is sure to suit your palate.

buy the album on itunes now!”

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kimchimoney    happy new year 🐶🐶

❤  💬 82 likes

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THE BARTER SYSTEM.

@rksomi​

of the seven deadly sins to exist, mother often tells him that it is pride that will be his downfall.

see here, the way he expertly juggles sharpened knives in his calloused hands. the crowd waits with bated breaths, and though every one of them edges further from his stage, still they stare, utterly fascinated with his performance. from the corners of his gaze, he catches sight of their fearful expressions, and his lips pull cockily back to reveal a stunning smile.

so ends his performance, fingers intact and customers unharmed. he takes a playful bow amidst their cheers.

( do not be mistaken: as of yet, there is not an evil bone in jiwon’s body. but as mother has said, perhaps it is his pride that will cause him to fall. )

enter a familiar face, with a kind of brightness that rivals the sun.

jiwon pauses when he sees her, and he points subtly to an empty booth and gestures for her to wait a moment. then, he bows to his customers once more, the smile he wears on his lips a little more innocent this time round.

“i hope you enjoy your meal,” he wishes cordially, before addressing the children teasingly, “don’t try what i did at home, kids.”

and he’s off, rolling his cart towards the booth in which somi occupies.

“it’s valentine’s,” he deadpans, boyish features void of expression. but jiwon is nothing if not kind, non-confrontational, and so it takes him a mere second of reflection before he’s clearing his throat to give way for a myriad of justifications to roll off his tongue, “not that i don’t enjoy your company, but i didn’t think you’d want to spend this special day with your jiwon oppa.”

his own name is said mockingly, in the tone she typically uses; that is, saccharine and girlish to its very core.

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PEPPER & SPICE.

@rkxiao​​

the nth day of the rest of his life starts like this:

here he stands, in the heart of his very own chef’s booth. it is muscle memory that works to expertly slice the sizzling meat on the grill plate, for his mind’s activity has succumbed to a low hum. just like every other day, today is uneventful and entirely forgettable, its significance going as far as to blend with the rest of his days to make up the humdrum of his life.

perhaps its mundanity has bled into his performance, for here, he leans against the counter with shoulders slumped as he awaits for the meat the cook.

( were it to be any other customer, perhaps they would’ve protested his lacklustre presentation. )

he pulls his phone out as he awaits for the meat to cook, and he’s scrolling through youtube when he picks up on the scent of burnt meat. hands quickly reach for metal tongs and he flips the meat, only to find its surface slightly charred.

“ah, shit.”

it’s muttered under his breath, not nearly loud enough for her to pick it up through the meat’s sizzle. still, he lifts his gaze and studies her expression briefly, before tentatively deciding that she probably couldn’t tell the difference.

so resumes his unrepentant scrolling through youtube, before he finally decides on feeldog’s ‘you got some nerve’.

head bops in tune with the beat as soon as the video starts playing, and an impressed chuckle rolls off his tongue.

“man, this guy’s got some nice flow.”

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                                                                                                             ↬ FREESTYLE RAP.                                                                                          ( composed by yours truly, bobby! )

the abandonment of one’s childhood dreams is often accompanied by the fingerprints of heartbreak. that is, tear-stained pillows, expelling sighs collected from the bated breaths of yesteryears, and staring all too emptily into cold cups of coffee.

as for jiwon, there is only a smile.

oh, it is as bright as the day he first learnt how to, with mother cooing in delight before she shrieked excitedly for father to come watch. there is little time to mourn a dream he was never meant to have, when the absence of his toothy grin is sure to bring about mother’s haunting nightmares.

so here he stands, behind a grill plate as he smiles and performs for the group of students that have afforded a spot at his table. thankfully, the smile he wears is far from forced, his joy experienced vicariously from the delight they wear so readily on their features. he notes that they’re as loud and as boisterous as he once was, back when he was their age, and he prays that growing up would not ruin them the way it did him.

“hey, hyung. you used to rap in high school, didn’t you?”

fingers pause in their movement, and the smile he wears grows brighter as the time-worn brown and sunrise yellow of his memories reel in his mind. he was happiest then, when after hours were spent in the school’s band room with his best friends. fists grip his utensils tighter, and he continues cooking.

“eh, a lil bit,” a shrug. he lifts his gaze momentarily, and a confident smirk pulls at the corner of his lips, “i wasn’t too bad.”

“could you rap for us, then?”

“what? now?”

junse reaches into his backpack to pull a camera out. his friend—a new one, jiwon notices—tugs at his collar in discomfort. he’s the first to cave from the silence, an explanation falling quickly from his lips in nervous stutters.

“y-yeah, it’s for a school project. it’s supposed to be entertaining and—”

“rap is an art form. my teacher’s old school and doesn’t believe it, so i’m gonna show her,” junse answers as he readies the camera.

“…you mean i’m gonna show her.”

the students’ cheeky smiles turn sheepish.

jiwon rolls his eyes, but his shoulders slump in defeat.

“alright, roll it,” fingers twirl midair in a gesture, “give me a beat.”

listen,

they call me bobby on the streets kim jiwon in the sheets does it matter though? they all call me god when we meet

hear my name, you enter a bout lookin’ like the creatures straight outta fallout when junse and i are out and about y’all act like you know us, tryna get clout

( nah )

the tips of his fingers wave over his neck as he signals for the end.

“that’s all i got, kids,” he shakes his head amidst their cheers. hands rush quickly back to his utensils, and as he begins to slice the meat, a question falls from his cocky grin, “so how’d you like your beef, newbie? raw?”

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hello and thank you so much for the welcomes ( i’ll get to them tonight since it’s the lunar new year eve today :~) )!!! anw it’s ya bitch dree bringing u my cute as a button teppanyaki chef, kim jiwon!! it’s my first ever time here at rookies so im a lil shy but i’d hella love to plot w all of you and your amazing ( & very established ) muses!!! if u’d like to deal w my headassery pls hit that like button and i’ll show u my appreciation in ur ims :~) alternatively, if u find twitter or discord easier, i have those too!! find me on twt @ kkwngs or on discord @ emflesque#2870 !! for ur ease i’ve also listed some generic plots under the cut if u’d like to have a peek at that!! thanks fam and ilu all already xoxo

↬ teppanyaki regulars: my boy is the very boisterous chef in that One p popular, p affordable teppanyaki place in mapo-gu!! if your muse loves teppanyaki and would like some good company w someone who’s a lil awkward but means well, hmu yall

↬ the banana brothers: the one where he got involved in some dumb band consisting of his high school friends!! if your muse studied high school in seoul too and would like to be involved in this dumbassery, hmu

↬ ex-girlfriend: help him he’s awkward :o i'm not averse to the idea of an ex-girlfriend in high school or even after, but i should prob add a disclaimer: if you’re looking for explosive past romances, then he’s prob not your guy. p much an average joe, the kind whose angst stretches as far as pining from afar and sleepless nights, but mostly 0 confrontation ja feel. but if that’s exactly what ur looking for then hop right in my good dude

↬ unlikely fans: maybe your muse heard of this one bobby ““soundcloud””” rapper and was p into his flow!! hit him up for a collab or to show ur appreciation!!

↬ teppanyaki blacklist: look-- if your muse is a troublemaker and stirred up some shit in the teppanyaki place when u got a lil too drunk, he probably had to escort you out except he’s just a giant teddy bear, so rlly he lowkey hates u cause he’s protective of his family, but at the same time he’s rlly just not confrontational so it’s awkward all round what’s new

↬ the first push: he’s not actively seeking for the idol life rn, and he’s on the verge of giving up his dreams of pursuing a career in music. if someone could do him a solid and steer him back on the right path, maybe introduce him to the trainee life, that would be hella good!!

↬ haters: maybe u hated how conceited he seemed when he was a) cooking or b) rapping and u got annoyed at him since then ( u know when ur not feeling it but the teppanyaki chef makes u open ur mouth wide to throw some dumbass tofu in ur mouth and completely miss like 5 times and make u look like an idiot, u know what im talking abt don’t be lying ). then u find out he’s rlly not proud at all and he’s actually rlly like that one awkward kid in high school that sat in front and still failed all his classes. wyd

↬ friends: if u get past the awkward phase he’s actually p chill to hang w. i mean he has a lot of cringe moments but if u look past that he’s a friend for life so hop on it and grab the deets rn

↬ deflowerer: prob could be added to the ex-girlfriend thing or it could be smth else, but i’m rlly tryna milk this “u don’t understand when i say he’s awkward he’s awkward” angle ( if u haven’t already gathered that from the title of this plot ) but... no explanations necessary just some 15-16 y/os being stupid

↬ brother’s friends:  he’s got an older brother and they have a good relationship but he’s not super close w the dude, so maybe u heard smth abt him from ur friend & his older bro??

↬ trashcan/blackhole: ur hungry, he cooks for a living and he’s good enough for people to actually Look for him as a chef. make use of his non-confrontational, compliant personality ;~)

↬ collabs: self-explanatory!! anyone looking for a male rapper on their track, he’s ur guy ( also if we could tackle that collabsolo event that’s a plus )

↬ military bros: my boy served right after high school from 2k14 & 2k15 so if ur muses served then too, hmu!!!

...that’s all for now folks i suck at this!!! what’s new!!! anw hmu pls i beg

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#he’s feeling it

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