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{` hyuk was fine with all of this. whether they went further or not, it didn't really matter because there simply was no rush. he felt no need to hurry things along because he was so confident in this relationship, a feeling he hadn't realized that he had been missing before until he had it now. it was nice, to feel so secure with min, and as she nibbled his ear lobe, all he could do was to lay there, laughing silently like an idiot while he let her do it.} yeah? i could go and take care of that trash now. {` he stated, propping himself up on his elbows and disrupting the little nibble fest that had been going on against his skin. part of him actually thought about getting all the way up, just to mess with her a bit. it was simply part of who they were, of their dynamic as a couple.} you know, i really think i should get it because then i will be thinking about it the entire time we have sex and it will ruin it.

( * she gave out a small hum of recognition — teasing arrogance as if to say ‘yeah, i’m the best’. a chuckle escapes her lips and she rolls her eyes ; ) but you started it. i’m only playing along. ( * she whispered, leaning in to press her lips against his cheek. min didn’t move back. she instead moved to nibble on his ear a bit playfully just to mess with him further, allowing her breath to fan across the shell in his ear as she spoke in a hushed tone ; ) yeah. that means you should get a move on. ( * she pulls back sharply then, sitting upright now, a mischievous smirk on her features ; ) i still need you to take out the trash. ( * a laugh bubbles out of her. humour was always an important part of their relationship — and min loved ruining moments just for the hell of it. mostly because she knew it wouldn’t faze hyuk in the slightest ; )

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{` hyuk faked another yawn. he really wasn't all that tired anymore, as much as he'd like to remain in bed. sleep was not the reasons keeping him there. he stretched, purposefully overstretching so that his shirt lifted a bit against his lower abdomen.} i have the best girlfriend. waking me up with games {` he grinned at her, still that shadow of sleep on his face. he ran his hands along her thigh, rubbing her softly} time is ticking away, isn't it? {` he questioned, tilting his head at her playfully. he loved not being the one to give in first, but if it came down to it, he would gladly drop the game to make sure that they both got in what they wanted before she had to leave.}

really now? ( * min asked, eyebrows raised. she already saw the teasing coming from a mile away — she wasn’t surprised at all. but she grinned, the laughter silently dancing between her eyes as she stared back down at him ; ) hm, everything’s good. i think i have everything up to par but — ( * her grin widens into a smirk, her fingers reaching up to play with his hair lightly. her actions seemed innocent. just like her casual simple gestures of affection. she leaned closer to him, whispering ; ) i do have something else i want you to do. ( * if he wanted to play this game, she’d play along with him. albeit if she played, she was sure she was going to rise a different reaction than he ; )

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all of my questions are serious questions. {` he teased back. of course he knew what she wanted, but like she said, she had a couple of hours and he didn't want to rush into anything. he liked games. why not make this into one? besides, he was still waking up so he didn't entirely trust himself to be able to deliver to the best of his abilities just yet.} well? is it to take out the trash or clean up? {` he asked, wrinkling his nose at the thought of having to do housework. normally, he could clean up just fine, but he hated the thought of doing it when he had just gotten some free time. maybe later on in the week.} - {` he readjusted himself beneath min, getting comfortable and staring up, never looking away.}

( * she hummed, biting her lip. she appreciated the attention he was giving her at that moment ; ) i know you did. ( * she mentions cheekily. though it would be adorable if he ever tried to prepare a meal for her, she was fine with being the only one of them both that knows how to cook ; ) hmm … ( * she hummed, reaching for his chin so he would finally look at her ; ) is that a serious question, han sanghyuk? ( * she shot back in a low whisper, leaning in to tease her lips against his ; ) i do have something else i want you to do. ( * as if she needed to state it more blatantly for the other to put two and two together ; )

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i can think of a few things i'd rather be doing than getting take away pizza {` he sighed, going back to kissing her neck. his hand began slowly stroking her side. his fingers began to peek under her shirt, tracing his fingers against her skin.} i've tried to cook, you know that. {` he retorted. he just didn't have the patience nor the skill to go about it the right way. he was always in too much of a rush or guesstimated poorly when it came to measuring ingredients because he didn't have the right tools for doing so properly.} are you telling me that all you want me to do for you today is to provide food?

( * her eyes flutter shut, relishing in the familiar feeling of his lips against her skin. she hums happily, a small trail of giggles exiting her lips. she missed this. not just being physical, no. but she missed being with him. speaking to him and teasing each other ; ) sounds perfect then, no? ( * she hums, turning her head to look at him with a small smile ; ) so at least you’ll be a little busy when i’m at training. even if you can’t really cook yourself. ( * min laughs, thinking back to the time he tried to make pancakes. they still tasted pretty good. but he was still learning ; )

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hmm {` he hummed into her neck, thinking for a moment about the kind of day that she had just spelled out for him. it sounded nice, but the whole ruse of thought began to slip away as he started kissing her neck softly, peppering it with pecks and nips while he lost his train of thought} hmm {` he hummed again} i could get take out and have it waiting {` he wasn't even going to pretend to be good at cooking. he could make the effort since he had the time to right now, but they would most likely end up ordering out in the end anyway}

( * she lets out a laugh, her arms wrapping around his neck as he took his position on top of her ; ) of course you would take it that way. ( * she teases though she’s not opposed of the idea. she would love to have a quickie before work. it’d make her day. ; ) maybe. or maybe you can take the day for yourself, play some video games. get some food and greet me when i get home like the wonderful boyfriend you are?

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"hey, even if i complain about my ankle hurting, it was going to hurt anyway. now, at least, it can hurt and i can have some good food in my belly." hyuk patted his stomach quite proudly, like he was a genius led to ingenuity by his trusty tummy. he shrugged. sometimes he forgot that people didn't expect him to be polite and wait, so he chowed down on the food happily while the woman came by with some waters, her entire face like one big smile, so big was she grinning at them. hyuk smiled back as best he could with noodles filling up his mouth and then, when she was gone and out of ear shot, he leaned closer to yerin. "why is she looking at us so lovingly? i'm not her secret grandson or something am i? and you've come and brought me here for a reunion?"

guilty practice ☓ hyuk, yerin

all yerin felt she could do was sit across from him, listening to him denying the pain in his ankle. even if she worried she knew that he was stubborn, that much she had learned about the male since they had gotten to know each other. the thought made her smile a little, then a soft chuckle slipped past her lips. “if you say so then,” she nodded her head at the male, “don’t come here and complain later—that your ankle hurts, i won’t sympathize with you.” of course she didn’t mean what she said, the fact that he was hurting she wouldn’t forget that. watching him was funny enough for her right now, he was like a dog waiting to be fed and to her that was a little amusing. “what are you a dog?” she asked him playfully, “you don’t have to ask for my permission to eat you know that right?” yerin nodded her head at the male, hinting that it was fine for him to eat.

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take advantage? {` he asks, raising a brow, remembering what had happened pretty much the second he had stepped into her doorway after returning from the tour} take advannnntaaage? {` he drew it out as he rolled on top of her, breathing his words into her ear.} you think i'm going to stay in bed all day while you're gone? like i don't have anything better to do? {` he lifted his face to look at her}

( * she had to agree. it didn’t feel like their time was always limited, like there was always a ticking clock that would ring and end their moments together ; ) well then, if i have to go and you’re going to stay, just take advantage of the time we have now. i’ll be home after training. i’ll be ready to snuggle up with you and sleep. okay?

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hyuk had his face down against the pillow, his eyes turned towards the camera so that he could watch her and smile at her as she talked. sometimes he couldn't quite make out what she said because of the connection, but it didn't matter. he was happy just seeing her face. "i do promise" he murmured, holding his pinky out to the camera lens built into his laptop. "see? i'm even doing the pinky promise thing." he told her with a sleepy but charming smile. it definitely was getting, well, early he should say. it wasn't late at night, but late morning was quickly arriving and before he knew it, he was going to have to go practice and get ready for their next concert performance. "i love you too." he whispered, his pinky that had been out fell against the blankets and just his eyes remained on the camera, watching her. he just wanted to go back there. as much as he liked dancing, he was just completely exhausted from being a trainee in general. he had no idea how anyone could continue doing this for so long. he just wanted to be there, where she was. "i miss you too." he replied quietly, eyes feeling heavy and aching with sleep. of course, min was right. he should have gone to sleep earlier and she was typically right when it came to decisions he would later regret, but at least he got to see her face for a bit. "i'll be back soon, before you know it." he replied, giving her another smile. "you need to get some sleep too, okay? not long now.." he murmured. "not long.."

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min hummed, returning to playing with her lighter blonde hair. she hoped it did suit her. though it wasn’t hair she wasn’t dying for, she would like the quick switch up. though she wasn’t sure how well it’d turn out. even if she did it professionally. in fact, she’d stick out more like a sore thumb. she shrugged, laughing slightly at the thought and the looks she’d get soon from others. but she found herself shaking her head an tutting softly at hyuk. though jokingly, it was a bit of a reminisce of their childhood. as if it were really any different now (other than the time between them). “you can’t do that, babe.” she frowns, watching his features and reactions through the Skype call. it lags somewhat before returning to normal. the audio lagged, causing min to sigh (though it did apply to hyuk as well). “you can’t be lazy here. you know better than that.” but at least when she’s there, he’d have no real excuse to slack off. min would be on his ass if she needed to. if there was one thing she knew hyuk tended to need every once in a while, it was encouragement. it seemed to be doubly effective if it came from her lips. min found herself fighting another yawn, even though hyuk already caught the first one. “yeah, i guess? i don’t feel tired mentally…” though a glance at the clock really put into perspective how long she’s actually stayed up on the call with her boyfriend. “do you promise to really try to sleep?” she asked, turning to rest her cheek against the pillow. her eyes were already half lidded, as if ready to sleep right then and there curled up next to the laptop. “i love you so much….” she whispered, smiling as she did so. “come to me soon, okay? i miss sleeping with you next to me.” though they didn’t have a real chance to sleep together since they got together, they had slept together previously. even if it didn’t happen often, min had to admit she slept far better in his arms. it was just a known fact. “i miss you.”

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hyuk nodded because he understood exactly how she felt. he was burnt out, there was no other word for it. he thought that he could handle all of this, but the truth of the matter was, he couldn't. it was harder than anything he could have imagined. he had been foolish to think that getting in would be the hardest part. He hated being controlled. It was completely stifling to his personality and who he was. "exactly." he sighed again. "you're making complete sense." he said, leaning forward, eager to put in his own two cents. "like, for me, yes, i know that i am learning a lot, but i can't do anything else at all, nothing. it takes all of my time from me and i just go home thinking 'is this what i really want?'?

he sighed, yet again, something he had been doing a lot of lately. he might be able to pretend that everything is okay, but when it came down to it, he wasn't as happy as he thought he would be. "i'm just trying to get through it all." he didn't like having no one around, he didn't like losing touch with his friends, he didn't like having to force time to see the people that he cared about, even if they were in the same company as he was. "what were we thinking?" he asked softly, his eyes meeting hers, searching for answers. he always would care about yoona. he had once prayed for her to get in here but now that they both were, he wondered if they had made the right choice.

twists and turns ✮ hyuk + yoona

yoona didn’t tell him that they did have time to themselves, but it meant sacrificing a lot of other things. namely sleep and possibly even their health. she could feel her body becoming weaker with each passing day. she wasn’t eating as much, seeing the hawk eyes that seemed to watch her in the cafeteria as she ate. and though she didn’t like to admit it, she just might have been losing some weight. she knew hyuk would kill her if he knew the truth about that though.

her eyes looked up to meet his. the word ‘quit’ made things seem so final and scary. “i … ” she shrugged. maybe it would mean quitting. maybe it just meant asking for a break. she didn’t know what was allowed and what wasn’t. “i don’t really know, to be honest. i mean, i like nova and all. don’t get me wrong.” she scratched her head with a loud sigh. “i just don’t know when enough is enough, you know? like at what point should we tell ourselves, no, i can’t go beyond this.” she didn’t even know if she was making sense. “i’m not even making sense anymore,” she finally admitted, her head rolling back with another exasperated sigh.

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Hyuk couldn't help but laugh. Lizzy was good at this. He almost completely forgot that he was on a plane as the typical first date scenario that she was playing out filled his head. It was much easier this way, to pretend rather than to focus on the present reality. He was not in a plane, he was in a theater, and as he closed his eyes, he could almost believe that, if it wasn't for the sound of the roaring plane engine outside. "I bet you'd like that." He grinned. "And then I would move my hand and you would move yours, and we'd gesture for each other to go ahead." He mused, chuckling at the sheer ridiculousness of it. He had been out with plenty of girls, although the majority of date time had been devoted to Yoona, but he never remembered anything like this occurring.

He opened one of his eyes, peering at her through it and smiling softly to himself. He forgot how nice it felt to have a girl beg him for something. "Are you trying to be cute?" He asked, even though she definitely was, which was obvious, and it was definitely working. He couldn't stop chuckling as she went on and on about everything that she wanted to try and wanted to see and eat and drink. It was actually making him hungry so he opened his eyes, already looking up the halls to see if snacks or anything would be coming soon. "There is all kinds of things we gotta try there." American food might be offered in Korea, but it just wasn't the same. "How much longer now?" He asked sarcastically, peeking at the screen in front of Lizzy to see where they were on the map. Their plan icon hadn't even moved all that far from where they had started and he sighed.

Travel Buddy || MyName Tour || Hyuk & Lizzy

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"i'm good! really!" he laughed, waving his hand in the air. honestly, walking about on a twisted ankle hurt, yes, but that didn't mean he didn't want to come out. food was what he needed and if it meant he had to hobble a bit to get there, then that was the price he was going to have to pay. besides, it would have hurt at the company anyway because he had to walk between lessons and would still have to do so when he got back there after they finished eating. he looked up, seeing the food arriving and his face completely lit up. all signs of tiredness and aches had completely disappeared and was replaced with a brilliant grin. "oh this looks amazing." he nearly drooled, eyes on the ddukkbokki, completely missing the interaction between yerin and the elderly woman. "can we start?" he asked, after nodding yes to the question of water. water, food, good company, hte afternoon really couldn't get better.

guilty practice ☓ hyuk, yerin

she was worried about how the male was doing, so when he had showed signs of not looking good— immediately she had regretted the choice of taken him out. yerin didn’t want to cause his ankle to hurt more than it already did, that would really be the iceing on top. “are you sure you are alright?” she tilted her head, sitting on the seat across from the male, giving a quick glance to the wounded ankle. “ah yes food..” she turned around and smiled as she saw the elderly woman coming wit the food she had ordered. there was ddukkbokki, kimchi and also fishcakes on different plates. she also left a plate of raw beef and yerin looked at the woman, “i didn’t order this,” the woman just smiled and gave her a thumbs up and the realization that elderly might have misunderstood their relationship, “do you want anything to drink hyuk? or is water ok?”

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hyuk was gazing at her. really, he was looking at her as if she were right there with him, across from him, that he could reach out and run his fingers through her hair, feel how long it had gotten, maybe even close his eyes and just bury his face in her neck, where he could breathe in the scent of it. that was probably what he missed the most. "that would suit you, i think." hyuk replied with a nod, trying to picture her hair the way she was describing it. it sounded like a really good idea if he was to be honest, and he hoped that she would do it. what good was life if you couldn't do something daring with your hair, right? he chuckled, rolling over a bit to get more comfortable on his side. "i am sure they tell me, i just never remember. so yeah, i guess i don't really pay attention." he chuckled, rolling his eyes. "i don't know, sometimes it's just.. it's too much and i just kind of tune everything out, including my instructors." he sighed a bit. "i've definitely been given a talking to for it a few times. nothing too serious but i shouldn't probably start listening and not be so lazy." he stifled another yawn. maybe, just maybe, with min there, he would be more motivated to work. after getting into nova and then things with yoona already unraveling and his general attention span already being so short, his work performance was starting to suffer. he went to his lessons and he worked out, but there was little to no improvement the past few months. he watched her yawn and he smiled softly. "hey. you look tired." he knew he had just told her that he wasn't going to sleep, but she needed it too. "i'll take a nap if you get some sleep too." he told her, trying to bargain with her. besides, he felt relaxed enough now, talking with her, that he could probably actually get some shut eye, even if it wasn't going to last very long.

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bringing up their time as children really brought things into perspective. time really does change. when they were much younger, min had assumed the dominant role as the elder and usually teased him when she got the chance to. but even so, she made it painfully clear that she was the only one to tease hyuk. anyone who thought otherwise would have to go through her first. as time passed and she moved away, their interactions were severely limited to her visits every few months. they matured by then, yes, but their relationship was now filled with little competitions to one up each other. and now? they were dating. min found her thoughts filled with him and mostly him. thinking back on it, it really was funny how things changed. and with that thought in mind, she giggled. look at them now. “yeah,” she said, turning to pull at her longer blonde hair. it was brushing past her shoulders now. just enough that she could tie a part of it up and away from her face. the blonde colour was paler now, somewhere in between yellow and white. “just temporary though. i want it multicolour. like a rainbow.” but not quite a rainbow, per se. “just with pink purple and turquoise though. in layers.” she was going to go to one of her good friends who was a hair stylist to do it for her. if she did this herself, she was going to mess up. min knew this as a fact. her eyes fell on her boyfriend once more, shaking her head and smiling. “so they never tell you or do you just not pay attention?” she laughed, finding the latter suggestion more plausible than the first. it was expected. hyuk needed to be monitored closely or he’d just stray from what he was supposed to do originally. that, min learned after years of being his friend. she yawned, eyeing the clock on her computer for a second. ‘whoops’ was all she can think. “i’m just here. with you. waiting for the sun to come up,” she joked. but at this point, it seemed to be true. it was only a few hours before she had to start actually moving for the day. though she was aware of how dead she was going to be, she figured she could always sneak away during the day and catch up on sleep anyways. she didn’t want to leave hyuk’s side. not yet.

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hyuk had a camera in his hands, following yezi around in paris. she had expressed a desire to take some funny photographs and he didn't mind helping out. they were roommates but hardly ever saw each other. it was as if they didn't live together at all. it was nice to spend some of this time with her. "i am trying to get the right angle! don't rush me." he chimed back, one eye shut as he tried to aim.

"okay, i think i got it." he lifted a hand to signal her. "ready? you better look hungry." he called out, using his fingers to count down. "three, two.... one." he called out before snapping a few frames. "okay, come on." he motioned for her to come back and take a look at her pictures.

❁ i see london i see france。yezi and hyuk

yezi didn’t even notice hyuk was a good twenty feet behind her, until she turned around to see his figure turn into a little pod in the distance. she stopped walking, turned around, put her arms on the sides of her petite frame and waited for the male to catch up. “hyuk seriously hurry up,” she yelled to him. “but not too close!”

she turns around and tries to measure the right angle. “can you open up your camera and walk? until it looks like i’m eating the eiffel tower,” she asked him. yezi always wanted to do something with optical illusions and national monuments. in her opinion, the leaning tower of pisa was a better option, but the eiffel tower would have to do for now.

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hyuk smiled sleepily. min had a funny way of saying she took care of him all the time. when they were younger, they were constantly playing outside, teasing each other too, though back then, he took their age difference quite seriously, never stepping over the line and accepting all of the teasing she had for him with grace. that was what they were expected to do when they were younger, but now, things were different. they were involved. they slept together. thinking of her made him feel like he was at home. it wasn't the same as when they were kids. his eyes scanned the screen, watching min's smile for a moment. if he could just preserve that in his brain forever, he would have no complaints. "you're gonna dye your hair?" min always seemed to have some kind of color in her hair and to be honest, hyuk really liked it. it was different, special, unique, like her. of course he didn't want to say that out loud because he had already been cheesy enough. if he layered anymore on, they might both become lactose intolerant. so he grinned, looking excited. "what are you gonna dye it?" he asked eagerly. knowing min, though, she would keep it a surprise until he got back from his final show after the 28th. he couldn't wait. he liked being on tour, he did, but he was tired and had started complaining too much for it to be completely enjoyable. he just wanted to go back to min. asking her to be his, confessing, right before leaving had made the whole being apart thing ten times more difficult, but he wouldn't have changed that for the world. "i don't know, they usually come knock and tell me to go so i just wait for that." hyuk laughed. he wasn't very good at keeping track of his schedule. like at the company, he needed strict guidelines to follow or he would just end up doing nothing. if he could, he wold curl up and sleep right now and continue sleeping for the rest of the day. "what about you? what are you doing?" he asked, time ticking away from him.

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min could tell that he was becoming more and more tired with each passing moment. it was cute. he was like a child that refused to sleep because they were stubborn. she looked at him with a softness in her eyes. the only passing thought in her mind was something similar to ‘i don’t know what to do with him,’ but at the same time, she knew she wouldn’t know what to do without him, either. she pulled her laptop to her so she could lay down like he was. for a second, it almost was like they were together in the bed. but becoming aware of that sanghyuk was only visible through the video screen and wasn’t tangible made min’s heart ache. what she wouldn’t do to be able to be with him right now… “but i’ve taken care of you your entire life,” she pointed out with a small, tired grin. it was min who stepped up as his protector whenever she was around in school, or when she came to visit. she was his noona above all else. it was a bit hard to let go of that protective role she had for so long. but she smiled regardless, enjoying the idea that he felt responsible for caring for her. the blonde blinked, however, caught off guard by being called “babe”. it was the first time he had called her that. she smiled. “i dunno,” she replied, vying for a topic to bring up. “oh! i’m dying my hair again soon.” it wasn’t anything too permanent. just some fun colours for the holidays, she figured. min pursed her lips in thought. “thirteen days? but who is really counting anymore?” she was. but that was besides the point. all she knew was the soon. hyuk was going to be home and she could spend every moment she could with him. she gave a yawn. “what time are you guys leaving?” she asked in the midsts of it. she stretched, letting out a soft sigh. her hands reached for her blankets to pull over herself. she was practically cozy and ready to sleep. except she was still wide awake.

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hyuk did as he was told. he wasn't going to risk hurting his ankle more by remaining on it when he could be sitting and resting it. he plopped down with a happy sigh and scooted himself closer to the table. he didn't mind letting yerin take over. this was her restaurant, really, she was the one that had been here plenty of times before so he just relaxed as the other ordered their water. "hm?" he looked up when yerin appeared to be speaking to him. "oh, no, it's okay. it was starting to twinge a bit from the walk but i think resting it here will be fine." hyuk replied. he didn't want to seem like he was helpless. he definitely had this under control. "let's just get some food!" hyuk announced quite enthusiastically.

guilty practice ☓ hyuk, yerin

yerin mused happily at the elder lady, ever since she had become a trainee at nova she had started to go here to get food. from there it hadn’t taken long for the elder to get used to yerin’s face and because yerin came around so often, she had started to get discounts as well. for some reason yerin viewed the elder woman as a grandma and sometimes after eating she would even help out, cleaning things or serving food. “ahjumma—” she chuckled but quickly turned her head as the male leaned on her, she turned around and pulled out a seat for the male. “sit down,” she told him and waited for him to rest. “can we get some water as well?” she asked politely before sitting down in another seat, furrowing her brows slightly, “does it hurt a lot?” she asked him because she knew it hurt but if it hurt a lot then, “should i ask the ahjumma to get some ice?”

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December 17, 2014

After hunting down whoever she could, she goes around throughout the NOVA building in search of the male to give him a small Christmas gift. It’s early, but at the same time, she figures to give it while she can and isn’t going to forget it. Once she spots him, she calls out his name and approaches with a small Christmas bag in hand. Inside, is a Christmas card providing well wishes for the holiday season and a star keychain with his initials engraved on it. “Merry Christmas!” she greets with a warm smile.

Hyuk was tired. They had a few days back in Seoul but of course those days were going to be spent training, which just made him all the more exhausted after running around the world on tour. He just wanted to sleep, so he was making his way through the halls, looking for a room that was vacant so that he could sleep. His hand was on the handle when someone called his name. He turned around, blinking, the lack of sleep making his reaction time slower than normal. "Hyun..a??" He asked, accepting the present and staring at it and her for a moment before managing a wobbly "Thank you" and "Merry Christmas to you too."