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Long time no see tumblr.. I guess my writing skills become rusty right now.. haha

I just want to express my feelings kinda motivate myself to continue living and love myself

It's okay, if you are angry because the mockery you receive. It's totally fine, it's not because you exaggerating something. You don't have to feel ashamed about that.

You're good enough, you're worthy..

Please keep on living.. 😊

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Okay let's try to write again

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light's out https://www.instagram.com/p/BRtW3MQgUJVvmFAsviFq23aEl3TLeOODVULSC80/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Okay while on this adrenaline rush cause of my manic kicked in.. I'll just write all flying thoughts that come to my head.. sorry if you're reading this unimportant writings of mine.

New people, new daily task, new adapt to overcome mechanism.. actually I never thought that I'd still be here.. The one who always nagged by any circumstances that he can't overcome, or simply just make him annoyed.

This person finally can stay to a place that he doesn't feel comfortable with it.

What's his motivation though?

I'll whisper it to you..

He just doesn't want to feel helpless as he used to, if he leave from this place he will stuck at sleeping, play game while crippled by his own depression..

So he thinks that this place feels somewhat better than his "comfort" zone. Does this place really can make him overcome his somewhat undefined happiness? Dunno yet. Let's see for another manic writings...

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Finally I'm here to write something.. many things happen.. sometimes I'm not the protagonist in my own life I mean it seems like I'll be forever supporting character for anyone that come in to my life. I could be wrong. Cause maybe I write this post because I'm envy. I don't have any talent, I'm ugly, I don't have any positive traits that anyone have even it's only one. Can I prove myself wrong? I don't know.

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Just want to write something that I feel today.. I really don't know what happen to me right now. I don't want to live anymore. It's painful to know that I'm worthless.

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Something bother my mind lately will I be successful? Cause I don't have any options if I don't. I wasn't born with a privilege. I guess if I'm not gonna reach my goal I'm just gonna enjoy my life till the I die. Fair enough.

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female idols + purple outfits 

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Something that made my eyes wide open

Hidup emang suatu perjalanan yang tak terduga sama sekali. Kejadian beberapa hari ini buat gue sadar akan sesuatu. Gue bukan siapa-siapa, tapi gue bisa ubah sesuatu sehingga takdir gue sebagai yang bukan siapa-siapa ini sekiranya bisa bermanfaat buat orang lain. Kejadian kemarin buat gue paham kalo it's alright to be alone like wolf rather than swarm like bees. You are gonna be okay just trust in your own feeling and di your best. Godspeed mate.

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Important lesson from a very kind stranger

Today I learn a lot from this nice stranger. I don't know who he was, but he's so nice to me. He taught me what is kindness. Thank you so much stranger, I really hope god bless all of your days till the end of time. Thank you very much.

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This song is magnificent, so hard to believe that this is the last song for EXID promoting themselves with Hani and Jeonghwa. Feels bad man, I hope you guys got what you desired for cause like your group name stands for exceed in dreaming. You really deserve credit for all of your hard work and talents. Good luck further :)

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“Stop allowing the pains of your past to dictate the way you live now. You have to forgive others and yourself. You have to move forward.”

— Unknown

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시간이지나면달라지길기도해

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I really like her voice, well done.

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Everything will be alright

Maybe you don't get what you want, you don't expect something like this happen to your life and it's kinda irritating. I know it's not easy to accept that, but this is how the world work. Be tough dude, stand firm for everything you've been decided. Even it hurts the pain won't last forever.

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This song is a bop, stupendous.