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The anatomy on this isn't great, but I needed the comfort today. Wolfie hug <3

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Chu.cky, I made us friendship bracelets!

🔪I'm not a jewelry kinda guy, you know that, right? I think we're well past friendship.

Trust me! You ready?

🔪.... Yeah, alright.

*handcuffs click*

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I love you self shippers with violent f/os I love you self shippers with murderous f/os I love you self shippers with irredeemable f/os I love you self shippers with scary/unsettling f/os I love you self shippers with monster/demon/alien f/os I love you self shippers with criminal f/os I LOVE YOU SELF SHIPPERS🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

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"What a rude doll..." "Yeah, thanks, I know <3"

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I am the personal defender of (most of) my f/os

I will write novels on why they deserve to be loved, and why I am going to be the one who loves them so much that it changes their narrative. Believe me, I am the first to acknowledge their flaws- The men I fall in love with are usually far from perfect (except for Dick. He's an ANGEL and I won't hear otherwise).

I am just... So passionate about people getting love. I am so full of love to give. I want to give it to them.

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I feel like the first time I call Chu.cky "angel" as a pet name it's an accident. He stops and asks "What the fuck did you just call me?" He laughs his ass off because. Obviously he isn't anything close to a fucking angel. He's quite the opposite actually.

The second time it happens it's when I'm comforting him and it just sort of slips out, something I couldn't stop before it exited my mouth. He doesn't say anything that time, but it does get a mocking smile out of him.

Over time, though, it becomes something that he enjoys because it's just so me to do that. Who the hell looks at a man covered in blood and decides that "angel" is an appropriate name? Maybe over time it becomes a badge of honor. Yeah, he just massacred an entire family in cold blood, and had the time of his life while doing it. And yeah, he's gonna come home to someone who tenderly wipes the blood from his face and calls him angel between kisses and fingers running through his hair.

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Again, it goes back to the oldest trick in my selfshipping book - I do not self ship to be loved back. I do it to give love to the characters that I adore across worlds. If I get something in return, that's great! But they're not obligated to adore me in return. That's not why I love them.

I cannot let my low self esteem get in the way of what I was always meant to do - Give love.

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I may be soft and in no way suited for murder but I could "Yes dear 🥰" Chu.cky so hard that it makes him worse

What's more deadly than a pathological narcissist with a foul mouth and bloodlust?

One with a devoted cheerleader who feeds into his ego!

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Sighh. The relationship I have w Chu.cky is so personal to me that like... Publicly saying he loves me back makes me feel like I'm bastardizing his character? Maybe I'm just being too rough on myself but. I don't ever want to change Who He Is. I just want a chance to love him like he's never been loved before - Wholly, completely, without needing anything in return.

Would he take advantage of my devotion? Yes, absolutely. And I am so fine with that because that is him! That is what he would do! And fuck, I love him! I love him so much it makes me stupid.

But I also don't want to imply that he is this monster who's incapable of love. He clearly isn't, he's got Tif.fany, for better or for worse. It just feels silly of me to say that maybe he would love me.... But how much of that is deviating from canon and how much is my low self esteem fkdbsksgsh

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I feel yucky and I want Wolfie to baby me and tell me that I'm still pretty :(

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I can’t stop thinking about him,,,,, the Big Bad Wolf has bewitched me 🥰

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Thinking Abt Wolf seeing me and not being able to stop wagging his tail,,,, omg,,,

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“Well? How does it look?”

“How does it look?! My flesh goddess, my delicate, succulent sweetheart, you are stunning! I lack the words to describe you! All I can say is- Awooooooo!!”

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"Wolf? Do you think that your parents would've liked me?"

"Oh, my mom would've eaten you up!"

"Really? She'd really like me that much?"

"Oh, no, I mean she really would've eaten you up! Mom had a big appetite...."

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Wolf. Oh my God. Wolf.

I miss him! I miss my sweet, wonderful, obsessive Big Bad Wolf Boyfriend,,,,

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How have I been following MULTIPLE PEOPLE who also ship with Chu.cky when I always check first bc I'm not comfortable sharing him???? This is the second time it's happened. Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice!!!

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This was mostly a color experiment,,,, Though a good chunk of it was just. Fenn..... Pretty.......