rock-n-roll-victim

[rock-n-roll-victim]

Girl of sixteen

Whole life ahead of her

Slashed her wrists

Bored with life

Didn't succeed

Thank the Lord

For small mercies

Fighting back the tears

Mother reads the note again

Sixteen candles burn in her mind

She takes the blame

It's always the same

She goes down on her knees

And prays

I don't want to start

Any blasphemous rumors

But I think that God's

Got a sick sense of humor

And when I die

I expect to find Him laughing

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Sitting alone in the dining room

Moping in denial

I mistake myself

For pieces of paper

In various editions

I guess I'm quite complete

Must I hold my breath and turn blue

Moping in denial

Take a look over your shoulder

My face on the wall

Is staring in your window

Be quiet I'm talking

I can't hear what I'm saying

The shape I made

Is the hand that bites me

I mistake myself

I mistake myself

I mistake myself

I mistake myself

Ha ha ha ha

We all fall down

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Is there anyone else here who doesn't know?

We're under fifteen feet of pure white snow

Raise your hands up to the sky

Raise your hands up to the sky

Raise your hands up to the sky

Is it any wonder?

Oh my Lord, oh my Lord

Oh my Lord, oh my Lord

Save Yourself, save yourself

Help Yourself, save yourself

Save Yourself, save yourself

Help Yourself, help yourself

Save yourself, help yourself

Help yourself, yeah-yeah-yeah

[rock-n-roll-victim]

Strange, life is strange

Life is strange

Oh, life is strange

Oh, God, life is strange

People come and people go

Some move fast and some move slow

No, no, no, no, no

…

Oh, God, life is strange

Some are fast and some are slow

Some believe, me don't even know

No, no, no, no, no

Strange, life is strange

Life is strange

Oh, my life is strange

[rock-n-roll-victim]

It's awfully considerate of you to think of me here

And I'm most obliged to you for making it clear

That I'm not here.

And I never knew the moon could be so big

And I never knew the moon could be so blue

~

And what exactly is a dream

And what exactly is a joke

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I love her much, times might be hard, but atleast I know I got her by my side 🐧🖤

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If I told you things I did before

Told you how I used to be

Would you go along with someone like me?

If you knew my story word for word

Had all of my history

Would you go along with someone like me?

I did before and had my share

It didn't lead nowhere

I would go along with someone like you

It doesn't matter what you did

Who you were hanging with

We could stick around and see this night through

.

Usually when things has gone this far

People tend to disappear

No one will surprise me unless you do

I can tell there's something goin' on

Hours seems to disappear

Everyone is leaving I'm still with you

It doesn't matter what we do

Where we are going to

We can stick around and see this night through

.

Talking only me and you

Talking only me and you

Talking only me and you

[rock-n-roll-victim]

I often ask myself the question

What it means to be a man

Is it to be tall? Masculine? Dominant? Squared-chin good looking??

I often not sure what it is

I see elements of it myself, but not really fully realized

I not tall, at times I feel emotionally unstable, and depressed

I couldn't possibly feel like a man at times

And I try to ignore the common traits

But, when I see another guys, I just question myself

What do I got show for as a man?

[rock-n-roll-victim]

My mind is confident right now

Everytime I come home after visiting SF,

Home didn't feel like home sometimes

But that usually that goes away bu the next day because I realize how stupid it would be

To move out was an idea I have been playing with in my head but never had the guts to actually do it

Mostly because it comfortable, its safe to here at home

But I feel like I got too comfortable, and that's the problem in my mind

I want new start, and where else to start other than with Nelly,

We can start something together

But my fears are still there from leaving something comfortable, but that's no way to live without earning it

I just need to conform my feelings with some people, to make sure this is 100% what I want to do

But knowing myself, I already decided, just hope my family feels the same about me leaving

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Why I'm I limited to the power I have now, i just want to spend as much as time as i can as i drift into sleep 😔

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A great week 🖤🖤

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Going to see my babygirl for valentine valentine's day 🥰🥰

[rock-n-roll-victim]

Not a day goes by I dont think about her

Always in my mind, she never left the moment I met her

I love her with all my heart 🖤

Can't wait to see her next week 🥰

[rock-n-roll-victim]

I think I just have high expectations sometimes,

I wanted today to mean something, I wanted to to stuff today, I wanted some to do for the hourly comic,

An ideal day would have been met up with a friend, hanged out, go to amoeba, hopefully got the job, go home, talk to my friends, then end the night perfectly with facetiming Nelly.

That would have been a good day, but of course it went to shit, not sure what honestly expected,

Everyone I know, that I love being with, from Nelly to Andy are all far way,

I think it’s stupid sometimes that I think it’s a sign, to leave LA, now that I think about it, my plans always end leaving home, I and know I know were my feelings about it now, the fact that I don’t want to be here anymore, I want to be with Nelly and all my friends

That’s all I ever wanted, but I’m just alone in my room, and every second, I’m hating this isolation.

If I can’t get a job by next week, I will still visit Nelly for Valentine’s Day, for me, that’s an important day, and I want to be there with her

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She telling me that its stupid idea to drop everything, and go up there, to be with her

And I honestly believe it's not, because that's what I want

Impulsive, yes

But not stupid

I want nothing more to be with her

There isn't a day that goes by without thinking about her

Its soo temping, I think about it everyday

Time will tell, maybe once I get my car, I might as well go up there, that's the only thing I really need honestly

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Sometimes I wish I could kiss her goodnight, as we lay together to sleep

I want nothing more than just to be on her side

Holding her

I miss her so much

Soon I'll get to see her again

But I can't wait for our time

Me and her, time and space, together forever

[rock-n-roll-victim]

I'm tired of having no money

It kinda pisses me off sometimes

I need a job, now