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THIS!

What the actual fuck is wrong with me? I’m just need to write out all of my thoughts out and have them in one place, so ignore this because I’m just venting.

Ever since I’ve gotten into the mha fandom, it’s been a nightmare. Like, my God, you’d think a show about heroes would have a kind and accepting fan base. But no, this is one of the most toxic fandoms I’ve had the displeasure of being a part of. Especially because Mineta is my favorite.

Yeah, he’s not a saint, but he’s not a s*xually assaulting p*do either. Like, the way people treat him feels so disproportionate to what he’s actually done. He’s not for everyone, I get it, but I don’t get this mass hatred of him. Like, people treat him like the worst character to ever exist.

I tried to give my perspective on events and his character. I thought that if I can give a more positive view of him, then people would prefer to use that interpretation. Of course, I was wrong about that. Some people understood where I was coming from, but a lot just didn’t care. It’s just disappointing to see his character killed off or expelled in fanfics all the time.

On a similar note, I don’t like redemption arcs for him either. Redemptions are for antagonists and Mineta’s never been antagonistic. He’s just a goofy pervert. You can have him mature and be less perverted without it being this whole serious redemption. There are aspects of it that can be more serious, like why he’s a pervert in the first place. But as for the perverted acts themselves, I prefer they just stay jokes. Yeah, I don’t approve of those things in real life, but I’m also not sitting there with my arms crossed with a sour look on my face, I’m laughing when the pervert gets hurt.

I get accused of and called these awful things and then I take it to heart and worry that they’re right. But then I snap myself out of it, they don’t know me. Who are they to tell me what I am? But it doesn’t stop the pain in my chest.

I’ve posted things I wished I never did. Things that were aggressive or just weird. I’ve apologized for things and felt bad immediately after being a bitch, even if they were being a dick first. Like, I don’t wanna be that. I don’t want to be angry or anxious all the time. I don’t want to be the example people use for a bad Mineta fan.

I don’t know why I feel this way, it’s so suffocating. I can’t breathe and can’t eat and throw up sometimes. I feel stupid and cowardly and awful all the time. I tried to get away, but since Mineta is still my hyper-focus, I keep coming back. I’ve been trying to find something else to interest me, but I haven’t found anything yet. I end up circling back and ending up where I was before. God, I fucking hate myself.

I let people get to me and I acted in a way I’m ashamed of. I’m sorry for that. I feel like I wasted a year of my life. I like Mineta because he has everything I love in a character. He’s kind, he’s funny, he’s smart, he’s cheeky, he’s clever. And he has flaws, like any good character should, he’s a pervert, he’s a scaredy-cat, he’s lazy, he’s blunt. His character gave me so much writing material, that I was able to write two long stories for him and actually finish them. Like, his character gave me a passion for writing that I didn’t know I could have. Honestly, I’ve only stuck around with the show for this long because of his character. I don’t have the same interest in the other characters as I do his. I just wanted other people to see what I saw.

But at the end of the day, I just have to call it quits. No fictional character is worth destroying my mental health over. I got enough going on and I don’t need it. I can be grateful for what the show has given me and also never want to see it again.

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I know haven't been posted here in a while but...ATTACK ON TITAN S4 PART 2 TRAILER IS FUCKING HERE, BITCHES! 😆😆😆😆IM SO HAPPY and also happy birthday daddy Erwin 😜

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINETA! 🍇🍇

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This song BUST!

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HAPPY LONELY HALLOWEEN, EVERYBODY!

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Ok, I got a new YouTube account! And I promise to myself that that situation that happened days will never happen again!

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I know I haven't posted in a long time but I got rid of low storage , but I had to sacrifice my YouTube account but I ain't gonna front because I didn't have a YouTube account until August 1st,2020 but that was out of fear tik tok was getting banned at that time but luckily tik tok didn't get banned thank the lord, but I really shouldn't be complaining about it because before covid 19 I didn't have a YouTube account and I mainly watched things like undertale sans fights before I had a YouTube account; so I should be complaining about it, it was my fault I am an idiot!

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I'M BACK BITCHES! 😩

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I'm done and I do simp for sexy dilf goat 😏

The Undertale 2021 Census

Welcome darlings, to today's show!

Undertale was released almost six years ago, and ever since the fan community has spread all across the Internet. The people at Undertale Data wish to look into the fandom as of this year, getting numbers on their presence, engagement and preferences in terms of content.

To take the following survey the only requirement is to consider yourself a part of the fandom, whether you create or only consume content.

Click on the link below to take the survey.

You have until the 10th of September at 23:59 EST

WE WILL BE

MEETING AGAIN

VERY

VERY

SOON

Stay tuned for September 15th for the results!

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NO BECAUSE I AM LAUGHING SO HARD AT THAT FACT THAT THIS IS SO DAMN CANON! 😂😂😂😂

My headcanon is that Reiner cries during sex

No but he does 😐 for the most random reasons too — he might cry because it feels too good, because he loves you so much, or because he thinks you look super pretty. Regardless, it’s not like sobbing crying, more like a few sniffles and a couple tears against your shoulder as he mumbles “I love you so much baby” again and again until he cums 😔 And then he holds you super close after you’re done, kissing your head and caressing your body. It’s a battle to get him out of bed and into the shower because he seriously can’t let you go for a second 🥺

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poor Mineta, he just wanted some dick 🙁🍇💜❤💙

Damnit.

DAMNIT.

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Said this to a dear and much-loved friend today, but I think maybe we all might need to see it:

Long-fic is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.

Fic, full-stop, is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.

Art is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.

Constantly creating is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.

Fandom is a community, not a corporation, your productivity is not a payment you have to make to be here.

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I got my old phone BACK! 😀 and now I know how stupid I can be some times!

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The only ships I like in attack on titan

Eremin (Eren/Armin)

Ererei (Eren x Reiner)

Reibert (Reiner/bertoldt)

Mikannie

Mikasasha

Eruri

Pieck/yelena

Gallrei (porco/Reiner)

Eremika ( in a brother and sister type of way)

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The only ships I like in my hero academia

Deku/Uraraka

Dekuneta (Mineta x Deku)

Bakushin (Bakugou x Shinsou)

Kirishima/sero

Iida/Tokoyami

Shoji/Mineta

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Update on high school: my school is big as hell and I hate walking everywhere! 😭😭😭

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I'm DYING! 😂😂😂

What aot men would be thinking as you're getting ready to pegg them

(Gn!reader) (mostly a joke) ft. Eren, armin

Eren:

Why did I agree to this

I wonder what my ass looks like from their perspective

Freedom freedom freedom

🎵 Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky 🎵

Mikasa come save me

Armin:

Oh God is my ass ugly

I'm a burden

They hate me

Are they backing out what's taking so long

They take no pleasure out of this

mR wHiSkErs nOt nOW

Jean:

Yes mommy

I hope I can walk after this

Really hope no one finds out about this

I'm sexy

I have a horse cock

I wonder where Marco is

Connie:

*Wii music*

Do I have hairy balls, like noticeably hairy?

Should I ask? No I shouldn't.

RIP my ability to walk lol

🎵 shawty like a melody in my head 🎵

Levi:

My God this is rancid

I regret my life decisions

If they call me a sussy baka again I'm gonna kill them

Hope they use enough lube

Am I sexually frustrated?? No. Maybe.

Erwin:

Dedicated my heart now my ass

🎵 sasageyo sasageyo shinzo wo sasageyo 🎵