rottingbrunette

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girly morning: i radiate sweet and positive energy, i am confident and pretty, my day is full of flowers and butterflies

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Hanna Marin ♡₊˚

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i love being my sweet, dolly, girly, pretty, authentic self online and offline

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Sad girl syndrome

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Forever thankful

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Dear Diary,

finally vacation! I have maaaany plans for this winter and since my grades are ok, i'm almost sure I'll have time to do all of them ^^

i'm REALLY hoping i'll be able to buy new clothes and 'upgrades' for my looks, like lashes, brows & nails. It depends on a rich friend of mine lol

anyways, i got a new phone too, FINALLY. My old one was terrible in almost all aspects, especially battery — that might be my fault, but come on! — and storage. I got a pink IOs 12 and I could neeeever be happier! It's perfect, feels like it renewed my soul.

well, about that friend of mine for which i had very confusing feelings: this feeling is fading away, and so is our friendshipppp... i mean, i think he still cares for me the same way, but we're not really in touch anymore. It's better this way, even tho i miss him a bit.

i also feel like i've lost MANY people recently and the thing is that I'm not sure if it's because i'm setting boundaries or because i'm absolutely INSUFFERABLE and there's NOT a fine line between these two.

it's weird, because i feel like i only enjoy talking to a person or two (at least online, bc i reeeeally love quality time irl), i take ages to respond most people and yet, i really enjoy attention . . . days are feeling bored without it, i admit.

it also upsets me how i tend to forget people so easily, pretend that i 'don't care' about them and just let anything go. but when i mess up a bit, this same person leaves me without thinking twice. many times i know that this friendship or relationship WON'T WORK, but i close my eyes and just 'let things flow' when i know how it'll end. and all of this because i don't want to lose the attention.

i think the only solution is to fill my day and thoughts with other things, but i have nothing to do! my parents are really protective and that means i can't even go out for a walk outside. i'm done drawing, painting or writing in this cold house, so what else i should do?!