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While I haven’t had nearly as much abuse from them as Chesh has had, I can say they have been very toxic towards me in the past as well. 

Aku was one of the first Sans that I ever interacted with in the Undertale fandom, and I adored them before the little time they had to show how cruel of a person they were. I really thought they were sweet, but now that’s just giving them too much credit. haha.

They completely replaced me as their main without even a word, and it absolutely ruined me. They unfollowed me, and im still unsure as to what I ever did to get that treatment, but I guess that doesn’t need to be discussed considering who we’re talking about here.  Yet they demand people to come talk to them and tell them if they’ve done something wrong before blocking or unfollowing?

                                  Hypocrite.

Aku, you caused me so much anxiety. Your behavior alone made me afraid, and eventually I left the fandom because my mental health nose dived completely. It got out of control, and it reached a point where I was actually admitted to the hospital for five fucking days because I had become a danger to myself.

You vagued about me and my headcanons, you even came to me and tried to tell me that someone else’s headcanon was “better” than mine. It made me uncomfortable, and hearing from others I know I wasn’t the only victim -- You attacked others for disagreeing with their headcanons, because in your world, Aku is always fucking right and Aku is perfect and can do no wrong.  Right?

You even vagued about how my swapfell!Alphys art had blood in it, and made a very petty nasty post that completely tore me down and flared up my mental illness. 

Aku, do yourself and everyone around you a favor and get lost.

@megaloovania

   Listen man, I really tried to get this done civilly in the past, but it’s really gotten to a point where you’re not going to stop shaming me unless I publically call you out and ask you to stop. I didn’t want to do it, but it’s gotten to a point where I legitimately cannot stand your harassment, which you have now officially done to me for a year, congratulations.

This? This isn’t funny man. This isn’t a nice thing to do at all. You don’t just go and censor my name, censor my Sans, when all I have ever requested of you is to stop harassing me, and my friends. You’ve gone to friends before only with the intention of trying to get them against me and for what? rping here? being here? being alive? what the hell is your problem?

I’ve literally never done wrong by you in the history of the entire time we’ve talked, but if you’re going to sit there and whine like a five year old over me ROLEPLAYING in the same space as you, then here i am, publically, asking you to stop. This is cyberbullying. If you don’t stop, I will get staff involved.

This has gone far enough. You’ve continually shat on me for a fucking year because I’m doing something that makes me happy. You’ve shat on headcanons I had, you shat on me personally all because I rped a Sans and people liked me, you shat on the fact I was happy. I choose to pursue something that makes me happy, I never once attacked you, and you do this.

I’m fucking disappointed in you. Thanks for once again, proving you have no further development as a person than being a damn cyberbully. I’ve literally had to go into therapy because of the sheer amount of times you’ve publically attacked me.  I can barely handle getting up in the morning. Hell, I can barely even gather the ENERGY to roleplay anymore ─ AND YOU STILL HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN ATTACK ME.

Thanks for once again, showing me that you don’t care about whether I’m alive, or dead. I told you, civilly, that your treatment wasn’t fair to me, and you continue it. You do literally nothing for this fandom but give it unnecessary dread because all you’ve ever done is attack people.

Stop acting like a coward. You’re just as bad as anon haters. Get a life and leave good people alone for once. You fucking sicken me.

So, the actual callout.

everyone, this is aku. megaloovania. they have attacked me, harassed me, pushed my boundaries and publically shamed me for a year, because i rped sans ALONE. no other reason. they have done this to me for a year, and i know for a fact they have done this to others. they censored my name, asked people to tag their bara sans, tried to turn people against me, stalked my friend who is no longer in the fandom, hurt other friends of mine, and have just in general, been fucking abusive and bullying. stay away from them. they WILL hurt you.

Oh, and P.S.

        @ me next time.   i’m tired of sitting back and letting you abuse me like this. i don’t deserve this. i’m already recovering from abuse - i don’t need you digging up what i’ve already been through.

Edit: also an addition, please do not send Aku death threats or fight on my behalf. Please act civilly.

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Independent Alphys | Written by Katie

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Independent Alphys | Written by Katie

- OC friendly - Selective - Private - 10+ years writing experience - 3 years experience on tumblr

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Please come to my ask and tell me a reason you ENJOY RPing with me.

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( Pssssst!! I enjoy RP'ing with you because you're a colossal dork just like your muse. <3 )

why do u like to write with me

AAHH HELLO THERE FRIENDO! Im so happy you think so :’)) she’s the biggest dork though. her and her anime loving ass omg both our muses are dorks. love it ;7;//

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Amazing smol nerd lizard. No, but really, I love how you portray her absolute nerdiness, such a cute nerd. I love how you can switch to that to her episodes of depression in very realistic ways

why do u like to write with me

Gosh thank you! I try to stay really ontop of mental illness when i play it along with a character suffering from it. Being someone who suffers from mental illness, I guess it’s something that kind of comes natutrally when Alphys and I both have depression and anxiety.

Im so happy you love her <3 <3 Thank you so much again

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[[Let me kick this off by saying I absolutely love your depiction of Alphys, unlike most other Undertale RP accounts I see nowadays, you manage to stick to the root of the game depiction of her. Conveying the normal anime obsession to the concealment of the true lab, i'll have to say you're one of the more "true" alphyses nowadays.]]

why do u like to write with me

Oh gosh- oh my gosh THANK YOU! AAAHHH! This makes me so happy im just so edjhedl I try really hard to stay in character, because she is just so important to me. her anime loving ass is my favorite an d that back story just MMMM sign me up

but again. omg thank you ; v ;

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(you asked for it >:3) oKAY SO???? FIRST OFF: YOU'RE ONE OF THE BEST RPER'S I KNOW??? YOU N A I L ALPHYS'S CHARACTER UNBELIEVABLY WELL, IT'S LIKE THE ACTUAL LIZARD IS BEHIND THE KEYBOARD AAAAA!!!! SECOND OFF: YOUR WRITING?? A+++++++ 11/10 MUST READ ABSOLUTELY PERF. THIRD OFF: YOU'RE SO FUNNY??? LIKE HOLY SHIT I CRACK UP EVERY TIME ALPHYS HAPPENS TO BE IN AN AWKWARD SITUATION AND CHAOS IS ENSUING PFFFT. OVERALL RATING: HIGH QUALITY AMAZING RPER, ONE OF THE BEST I'VE COME ACROSS SO FAR

why do u like to write with me

AAAaaaAAhhhh!! Thank you so much ; u ; you’re always sending me nice things- i appreciate it a lot. I havent been writing much but im so happy you enjoy my portrayal. that makes me so happy

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Please come to my ask and tell me a reason you ENJOY RPing with me.

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Please come to my ask and tell me a reason you ENJOY RPing with me.

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EMERGENCY

I’m making a new post for this. Anyways, I was taken off work by my psychiatrist for three weeks in order to adjust to my new medication in a stress-free environment.  I have been without a Paycheck for a little while now, and recently discovered that I have about 39 dollars in my checking to last me until September 15th (my back to work date)- I do have some funds waiting for me in paypal, but those are pending and I currently dont have immediate access to them. However, even though i’ll be back to work, I still will not receive a paycheck for another week.

I have gas I need to pay for, as well as food and other household things. This is all very stressful, and I guess what i’m saying is that I am in desperate need of money.

My commissions are currently open. I also accept donations. My email is Cheesecakekitten@yahoo.com

Proof for anyone who needs it.

I have applied for short term disability and I am still currently waiting for a check- However due to missing paperwork, I have not seen a single cent yet, nor do I know when I will.

Please. If you can’t donate, reblog this. It would mean the world to me. Thank you so much ;;

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The surgery went great and I am A-Okay. Thanks for everyones support. I’ll be at my mom’s house while i recover since i need to be watched while im on this new pain medication for a bit

I’ll have my laptop with me, so hopefully I can try to do some roleplaying.

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“When you CARE about what others think….

                                                               You become their PRISONER!”

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so um. if i could have some god vibes sent my way for tomorrow I would really appreciate it.

I’m getting my wisdom teeth out and surgery is a crippling fear of mine. please and thank you. I love you guys, dont forget that.

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so um. if i could have some god vibes sent my way for tomorrow I would really appreciate it.

I’m getting my wisdom teeth out and surgery is a crippling fear of mine. please and thank you. I love you guys, dont forget that.

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so um. if i could have some god vibes sent my way for tomorrow I would really appreciate it.

I’m getting my wisdom teeth out and surgery is a crippling fear of mine. please and thank you. I love you guys, dont forget that.

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If you’d be willing to roleplay with an Amethyst will you reblog this? I’ll check you out! Thanks.