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BLEACH TYBW POP UP SHOP CHIBI MERCH but I twisted it to fit my OC-verse narrative. Featuring Kyoraku, Ukitake, Ayaka (my OC), Nanao and Starrk (tldr: he became my OC's zanpakuto spirit), Gin (tldr: became a spy/double agent in the wandenrich for my OC, Ayaka) and post TYBW story... Tokinada Tsunayashiro from CFYOW. BUT THERES MORE! I drew my friends and people I looked up to as an artist from twitter/x, instagram and bluesky! if you squint, you will see Otoribashi Rojuro (Rose), Captain Ichimaru Gin and Matsumoto Rangiku

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The way Unohana's sword curves really captures me somehow🧐

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Jushiro Ukitake

angel among shinigami

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Smug cat Uryu

He DID pop off in the new episode, love to see that!

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The gesture indicates a Loyolan/Jesuit spirituality that calls for the sinner to place their hands on their chest with the middle and ring fingers joined to show moral pain and remorse for their actions. on twitter

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Bestie. Hear me out.

You, me, CyberWick, Boba, now.

...And Johnny.

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Three more art fight attacks for @gorlassar @dezimaton and @rrustellar

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Revenge time!

Cash belongs to @/guangxia on AF

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Another artfight attack!

Lynnori belongs to @loretecks

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Artfight attack, Dylan and her princess.

They belong to @cryophase

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My first ever artfight attack!

Now I'm an artfighter too >;3 Gregorios belong to @/ontsider on AF

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im going thru golden kamuy hyperfixation era now so here's some gk fanarts ive done

i have other account for gk only posts on twitter @odang_gkv

i dunno how long it'll last, but if you're interested, guess you can check it out

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'you still listen to music from 10 years ago 🤨?' bitch if prehistoric humans had audio recording technology id be sat up here listening to grog and unga bunga's greatest hits don't play with me

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I might wanna do that

I made my own OC meme! :] The goal is to encourage people to think about their characters' word choices in written/spoken dialogue. Blank under the cut!

(the second one is transparent) Feel free to modify and redistribute any way you'd like, just be honest about the source if asked lol

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As someone recently diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, one thing that’s been helping me grapple with the intense shame I have over all my “wasted potential” is accepting that potential doesn’t exist and never did.

This sounds so harsh, but please bare with me.

I procrastinated a lot growing up. I still procrastinate today, but less so. And yet, I got good grades. I could write an A+ paper that “knocked [my professor]’s socks off” in the hour before class and print it with sweat running down my face.

I was so used to hearing from teachers and family that if I just didn’t procrastinate and worked all the time, I could do anything! I had all this potential I wasn’t living up to!

And that’s true, as far as it goes, but that’s like saying if Usain Bolt just kept going he could be the fastest marathon runner in the world. Why does he stop at the end of the race??

If ANYONE could make their top speed/most productive setting the one they used all the time, anyone could do anything. But you can’t. Your top speed is not a speed you’re able to sustain.

Now, I’ve found that I do need to work on not procrastinating. Not because the product is better, even, but because it’s better for my mental health and physical health to not have a full, sweating, panicked breakdown over every task even if the task itself turns out excellently. It’s a shitty way to live! You feel bad ALL the time! And I don’t deserve to live like that anymore.

So all of this to say, I’m not wasting a ton of potential. I don’t have an ocean of productivity and accomplishments inside of me that I could easily, effortlessly access if I just sat down 8 hours a day and worked. There’s no fucking way. That’s not real. It’s an illusion. It’s fine not to live up to an illusion.

And if you have ADHD, I mean this from the bottom of my heart: you do not have limitless potential confounded by your laziness. You have the good potential of a good person, and you can access it with practice and work, but do not accept the story that you are choosing not to be all that you are or can be. You are just a human person.

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Afterlife.

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People worrying if their fic is too self indulgent like....... that is the point of fanfiction. You are supposed to indulge . Every fic is self indulgent