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I'D RATHER DIE THEN LIVE IN THAT BOX AGAIN

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I'VE GOT TO MAKE A DECISION.

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I feel so inferior, and I feel like everyone can sense it. *Internal Dialogue* What if they couldn't? How would that change things? What if the only person that thought I was inferior was me?

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Martin Fought for my Freedoms and Jesus died For my Sins aint no body telling me shit on mamas.

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people hate me for it but as Tha Great said, “…and then it's "oh, we on this high horse but bottom line bitch, nigga this is MY horse.”

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EYE SEA

I look at my body

down, bend my head

towards my belly button

Marked with stretchmarks

the kind women who bear sons and daughters get

ive boern nothing but insecurites and fear that manifest in the form of panic attacks and flutters in my chest and recurring dreams of the sky falling

I wonder if Ill every have a partner

equally yoked comes to mind so i guess well both be out of our minds, arguments with words that could cut obsidian -out of lines in laymans terms

my concern is the lack o

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I Smell Change

As the wind blows and a video comes down my feed.

I notice,

Somethings different.

The light comes down from above, illuminating every crevis. Nothing goes un-light.

A change is coming

Smells more vivid experiences less dull

I'm ready for it

Where I saw dead shrubs

Now lays a green-pollinated bush ready to bring forth its buds.

And I'm ready to receive it.

JOY COMES IN THE MORNING

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Who knew heartbreak could be so painful.

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I WISH YOU COULD SEE ME,

YOU SAW ME, AND YOU STILL DON'T SEE ME

ETHIER I LOSE YOU, OR I LOSE ME

WHATS IT GONNA BE?

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AM I DESTINED TO FEEL THIS LONELY ALWAYS?

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I NEVER FELT SO ALONE WHILE BEING WITH SOMEONE

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I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR… and I recognized myself, for the first time in a while.

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DUKE DENNIS for GQ SPORTS.

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NEVER SURRENDER

Never fold

NO PRIDE

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