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“Having autism and hyperfixations is so silly goober I wish I had it :D” No you don’t, you REALLY don’t.

(TW: Mention of School Sh**t!ng, My IRL Trauma, Venting. People in the true crime community that obsess over these killers and romanticize these tragedies PLEASE DNI. LEAVE MY PAGE.)

Dude I do not have control of what I fixate on. I sometimes will fixate on the school sh**t!ng I was a survivor of and I hate it because I want to just forget about it and be rid of it, but it happened at my own high school I was only 15 when it happened.

NO it’s not because I want to do what that monster did, the fact the monster is still ALIVE right now sickens me. It actually makes my blood boil. Sh**t!ngs in general are scary to me, I don’t feel safe when I’m in large places with a huge amount of people anymore not even WORK sometimes. One time when the power suddenly went off, I panicked and got scared even though it turned out to not be intentional and nothing happened.

No, I think it’s to cope with the trauma of it happening. I remember when it ended up making history as one of the deadliest sh**t!ngs in US history, like with Columbine and Sandy Hook, It was and I think still is one of the scariest parts of the tragedy still to this day. Parkland isn’t a scary city, it’s actually pretty, peaceful and welcoming. But an unholy demon HAD to destroy that, along with the 17 families the demon also tore apart.

I don’t know, the frustration of constantly remembering and thinking about that day is something I’ve been wanting to talk about and get off my chest recently and it’s not easy to do that because of how sensitive the subject is. But I did want to bring it up because I also wanted to spread awareness. “it’s been 7 years bro, let go of the past. The perpetrator was already sentenced back in 2022” hate to be a downer, but it’s STILL just as big of a problem in the US as it was back in 2018, hell even BEFORE that! Columbine, Virginia Tech, Sandy Hook. Like this is not funny, MSD was just ONE of them.

After MSD, we’ve had tragedies like Santa Fe Highschool only MONTHS after MSD, Oxford High School in 2021, Uvalde Elementary in 2022, Presbyterian Church, University of Nevada and Michigan State in 2023, and even Apalachee High School, Joppatowne High School and Abundant Life Christian School as recently as LAST YEAR. So no, we’ve barely done anything to change how gun laws work in the US so schools are safer.

I honestly think we’ve even encouraged others to follow in their footsteps. This year, a kid in Indiana that was obsessed with the demon that caused my school’s sh**ting planned to sh**t up their own school on February 14th 2025, dubbing it “Parkland Part 2”. Thankfully, the kid was arrested before that could happen but that was NOT something I or other survivors and victims were hoping to hear that day. That doesn’t change the fact that we have young people right now on the internet, even on TUMBLR, that romanticize and obsess over these monsters and that’s not okay. We need to take better steps like this where we can intervene before it’s too late. We weren’t able to have that happen with MSD unfortunately even after the police were warned, but I am glad this incident this year was thankfully intervened and nothing came of their plans.

If anyone is reading this that is a sh**t!ng victim or a survivor or you know someone that was, I want you to know that you are not alone. It may look tough right now, but we have to keep fighting for our schools and our children’s protection. We may not know how many times we have to say “Never Again” before it actually never happens again but we have to keep praying, taking action and spreading awareness so we can see even a fraction of change become a reality.

I graduated in 2020, but even now I will always be positive, passionate, and proud to be an eagle. It’s been 7 years, yet we are still MSDStrong. 🦅🩶❤️

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Fanboy Rocket is so cute

Who wouldn't want to be his best friend?

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JWCT SPOILER ALERT BEN BEING THA TOP YASAMMY SHIPPER

"I think we should split up"

"You and Yaz!?"

He got offended by Sammys words.

You telling me this guy got a gf?

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For those who don’t live in the US, at around 2:18 pm today, the US Government sent out a Test Emergency Alert to all our phones. People were getting scared because we thought it would also go off on our other devices like iPads and TVs but it didn’t, it was literally similar to an amber alert that was easy to turn off. Yeah, don’t always listen to TikTok when it comes to upcoming events, because over exaggerating and stuff.

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Fellow autistic people hear me out!

I think we can still claim the color blue despite autism speaks

Like instead of the puzzle piece symbol, it’s Blue from Jurassic World

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Eats these

becoming an adult cheat sheet!

learn to coupon

what to do when you can’t afford therapy

cleaning your bathroom

what to do when you can’t pay your bills

stress management

quick fix meals

find out if you’re paying too much for your cell phone bill

resume workshop

organize your closet

how to take care of yourself when you’re sick

what you should bring to a doctor’s appointment

what’s a mortgage?

how to pick a health insurance plan

hotlines list

your first gynecology appointment

what to do if the cops pull you over

things to have in your car in case of emergency

my moving out masterpost

how to make friends as an adult (video)

how to do taxes (video)

recommended reads for surviving adulthood (video)

change a flat tire (video)

how to do laundry (video)

opening a bank account (video)

laundry cheat sheet

recipes masterpost

tricks to help you sleep more

what the fuck should you make for dinner?

where should you go for drinks?

alcohol: know your limits

easy makeup tips

find seat maps for your flight

self-defense tips

prevent hangovers

workout masterpost

how to write a check

career builder

browse careers

birth control information

financial management software & app (free)

my mental health masterpost

my college applications masterpost

how to jumpstart a car

sex ed masterpost

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I don’t ‘develop’ headcanons. They come to me in visions and I know they’re correct.

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In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

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STOP MY FUCKING HEART OMG 😭😭😭

i'm so sorry but i just rewatched the whole gotg trilogy and after seeing rocket's backstory there's so many things that hit different in the first two.

SPECIFICALLY that moment in gotg2 when quill is fighting his dad and everyone thinks he's gonna die, rocket shoots gamora down and says "i can only afford to lose one friend today" (woof) and then drax is just screaming "rocket where's quill" on repeat, i SOBBED because u just know that little trash panda is being retraumatized straight to hell. just the WAY drax was screaming felt like a copy/paste of "rocket teefs floor go now" 😭😭😭😭😭

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Somewhere out there in the multiverse, there's a version of Rocket who wasn't abducted by the HE as a kit and is just chilling by a riverbed on earth lookin like this

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I’m not crying! It’s just raining!

Something I've seen discussed is whether or not the metal "ribs" on Rocket's chest were removed by him after escaping or if his fur grew over them.

I think he definitely removed them!

First off, when he's shot by Adam Warlock in the beginning, he's bleeding from the area, and when the wound is cauterized, the fur is burnt off and you can't really see anything besides the metal pieces on his collarbone.

Also, due to how matted down his fur is in this scene, you can clearly see the outline of his rib-cage in the below photo, note not just the ribs, but how it kinda curves in towards his tummy and you can see where his lower ribs meet his sternum (seriously Rocket when was the last time you've had a decent meal? ☹️ )

Given that, you'd expect to see at least an outline of the metal being there, extending over to the outer bounds of his chest and ribs, but it doesn't look like it is.

Another angle:

I doubt that flat piece of metal would curve out and then down again with his chest.

So that brings us to a horrifying thought. HE DEFINITELY DID DO SURGERY ON HIMSELF!

Cold and alone on his spaceship, biting down on a rag as he, with whatever tools he could scrounge up, PAINFULLY removes this metal shit that has been hurting him as he grew. Damn that sucks to think about. Poor guy 😞

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I wanna make Vol. 3 Rocket a warm mug of hot chocolate with marshmallows and ENVELOPE him in a hug! He’s just a lil guy!

I wanna wrap Vol 3 Rocket up in a warm blanket like a burrito and give him a bowl of hearty soup

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The music that binds the Guardians together came from Peter Quill, but Rocket is the first one to understand its full importance. Right from the beginning of Vol. 2, he's setting up the boom box "so we can listen to tunes while we work," when even Quill says it's not a priority. Later, he requests a soundtrack for his and Yondu's epic takedown of the Ravagers. It's not just fun, it's strategy: music distracts the enemy and helps the team vibe together.

When Rocket's listening to the Zune in the Vol. 3 opening, the first part of "Creep" is for Rocket's ears alone, but then he sets it to play through Knowhere's speakers so everyone can hear the song. He does the same thing at the end to kick off the dance party. To him it's not Peter's music, or Mom's, or Yondu's. It's everyone's music.

Peter was always willing to tell everyone he ever met that music and dancing were the greatest things in the universe, but until the very end, he saw them as his personal connections to the past and to his late loved ones. His real growth came when he realized that he had already given the Guardians a meaningful legacy, and that his best friend was ready to take over. He's right that Rocket will be a better leader than he ever was, but Rocket wouldn't have gotten there without Peter and his Walkman.

That's some beautiful music, there.

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NO FR HIS HUMAN FORM WAS SUCH A JUMPSCARE WHEN I FIRST SAW IT LMAO

Me and probably everyone else

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Y’know something? I find it really sweet that you can really see Rocket's character growth between the first and last movie. Like he goes from being the last to stand up to work on a team, and when he does, he does it with a sarcastic quip to being the one insisting the new guardians face a threat together. He's grown so much and it makes me really happy!

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I love how throughout all the other movies he shows up in, Rocket wears these tight, form-fitting suits covered in multiple straps, but in Vol 3 he's just like:

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Lylla dying in front of Rocket like how Groot dusted in front of him. Floor and Teefs died when Rocket wasn't looking like how Peter, Drax, Mantis, and Gamora died/dusted when Rocket wasn't there with them.