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Author’s comments: TLK - Chapter 3

Obligatory warning: may or may not contain spoilers for Chapter 3: Arkansa Coreopsis; Love at First Sight of my fic True Love’s Kiss.

Like, what better chapter title was there? Of course, Reader and Dazai didn’t magically fall in love, but I don’t think I could’ve picked something better lmao. The moment I saw that entry in the book I use for my titles, I knew I had to use it.

These author’s comments might be on the more negative side of things. Overall, I had a lot of negative feelings for this chapter. Basically, when I wrote this months ago, I was pretty satisfied with the end product. I liked the POVs, I liked how the first meeting went. I wasn’t 100% satisfied with the dialogue, but overall, I was pretty happy.

Then I took a break and wrote Disaster in the making and when I came back to this, maybe a month later, I hated it all. The entirety of Reader’s POV in this chapter was terrible. The second part, the actual meeting between the two, I changed quite a bit, but overall, it stayed relatively the same. But the part right before that, when she reflects on her ability, her past and how she used it on the three nameless dudes, god I hated it so much.

It’s part of why it took so long to edit. I literally didn’t touch my documents for almost a month because I didn’t know how to salvage it, and since I have 2 “completed” chapters plus 1 more in the works, I felt really demotivated. I didn’t know how to fix it, and part of me actually thought about abandoning it all. I was really busy too, working 9 to 5. During my time off work, I was working on my summer class, and when I had time in between all this, I was preparing for my semester abroad. I didn’t even have that much time.

Another thing that made editing this fic so hard was that I felt embarrassed. I felt the quality of this fic was significantly worse when compared to the MHA oneshot I posted a while back. I kept wondering how I could feel so negatively about this chapter and feel so proud of that oneshot when they were written only a couple of months apart. Maybe I improved or something, I still don’t know. But I also felt embarrassed because, for a couple months, there were absolutely no interactions between the main couple of the fic. It felt like I was disappointing the readers, even though I didn’t receive any sort of hate that could have made me feel that way??? Anxiety I guess…

Eventually, I saw a TikTok with tips for authors and the person talked about how it’s better for the MC to be flawed, so they have something to battle with as their story progresses. And it kind of clicked then. The way I wrote the Reader wasn’t flawed enough lmao. She has trauma from the times she accidentally touched people and the way she was treated because of it, but then, that one time she actually wanted to harm someone (to save someone else), she was praised for it. I felt like any child would be a bit fucked up after that, make it harder to tell right from wrong. I thought it made it more believable that she would be willing to use the ability on the three mafia guys, and I also thought it made it a bit more believable that she would feel angry about it all later on.

Also, I tease two important parts of the Reader’s backstory in this chapter (I already mentioned them in earlier chapters, but I’ll talk about them a bit here). The first element is that “it” you might have noticed, another part of the ability that hasn’t been revealed yet, as you probably figured out. The second thing is “that day.” You might already have an idea of what happened, since I mentioned it in an earlier chapter. I won’t say much about both of these things, I want to let you discover it all on your own as I keep posting these chapters. But I mention it here because, the reason why she didn’t tell anyone how to wake the three guys up wasn’t out of selfishness (like the first version of the chapter was) but literally because she forgot she wasn’t home anymore. This might be a slight spoiler, but Reader always had someone looking after her to make sure nothing bad happened, and so the accidents were "fixed" pretty quickly. When she used it on the three guys, she was so focused on “it” and “that day” that she completely forgot no one was there to clean up after her. Idk if that makes sense or if I wrote it properly. Maybe it’s dumb, idk, idc.

I’m still not 100% satisfied with the end product, but it is far better than it was before, so I am pretty happy with my improvement. Also, writing from the POV of a character who’s way smarter than you is hard as fuck! That whole ability analysis part of Dazai’s POV might be just a bunch of bullshit. Maybe my interpretation of BSD abilities is all wrong lmao. I did read a bunch on how different abilities work and how they react to Dazai’s, but I’m still unsure I understood everything perfectly.

That’s pretty much it for today, I think. The main thing I wanted to talk about was my struggle with the editing. I felt like shit for a while. Also, I’m not going to make any more promises about when a chapter should come out. Last time I did that, I ghosted the fic for a month lmao. I will be taking a little break, not because I need it, but because I’m hopping on a plane tomorrow and flying to Switzerland for the semester. I’ll take the time to get settled, say bye to my dad (who’s accompanying me for a couple days) and make sure everything is good with my universities. Maybe I’ll post some stuff about that too. This blog turned out to be more like my diary than anything else lmfao.

Thank you for reading all this. Writing these always makes me feel better.

Much love to all of you <3<3<3<3

[sadmoonface]

I did it, I actually posted the chapter when I said I would. As promised, here’s a short extract!

True Love’s Kiss - Chapter 3: Arkansa Coreopsis; Love at First Sight Here’s the ao3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/63643099/chapters/182666011 (900 words)

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There’s a knock at the door; your head snapping in its direction. It’s light, quick.

You were not expecting anyone; no mail, no deliveries. It could be the landlord coming by for a chat, but he always shoots you a text beforehand to make sure you’re home.

You glance at your phone on the coffee table. No notifications.

The door is still locked, thankfully. You hope this visitor isn’t who you dread it might be.

At your lack of response, the person knocks again, a bit louder this time. You turn the TV off, getting up. Maybe you can pretend to not be here? Or maybe pretend that you’re incredibly busy taking a shower and can’t come to the door?

You jump at the sound of your name spoken through the cracks of the door frame. A suspiciously young, friendly voice; not at all what you were expecting. Aren’t gangsters usually intimidating old men with smoker voices, like coat-man was? With that tone, this guy could say he’s a high school boy hoping to sell you cookies, and you’d almost believe him.

“Almost” being the key word here; you know damn well not to open the door. As silently as you can, you creep up to it, cringing as one of the floorboards groans under your weight.

It’s fine, he probably didn’t hear it, you’re fine.

Laying your hands on the cool wood, you bring your face up to the peephole, hoping to catch a peek at your visitor. Unfortunately, it seems as though this guy isn’t as dumb as you were hoping he’d be, obscuring your view by covering up the peephole with his hand.

“I know you’re home. Open up, would you? I just want to have a little chat. I promise I came here alone.”

Alright, time to go barricade yourself in your room for the next 100 years.

You walk back over to the coffee table, glaring at the treacherous floorboards as you grab your phone. Just before you can step in the direction of your dark bedroom, the thought of calling the cops on him briefly crosses your mind, but���

Even if they scare him away, he could try and find you again later. Or worst, maybe he has evidence of yesterday’s evening activities. It could get you in massive trouble with them.

“Shit, the cops might already be on the lookout for me. Didn’t feel like checking the news this morning…” you think, biting at your nails. On top of that, you already have a strained relationship with the law.

It doesn’t seem like you’ll be able to avoid this confrontation. A sigh escapes you, a hand rubbing your neck as you try your best to come to terms with the situation.

In your moment of silence, preparing for the worst, a strange little noise catches your attention, taking you out of your rushing thoughts.

“What the hell is that?” It’s subtle, almost like very quiet scratching, coming from the entrance… the door, maybe?

Against your better judgment, you creep closer, trying to pinpoint the origin of the sound. You don’t have to wait for long to figure it out, though, your heart dropping in shock as the lock clicks open.

This asshole just picked the goddamn lock. And he was fast too, what the hell?

It’s a good thing you know how to be quick then, managing to turn the lock just before the intruder tries the handle.

“Oh, come on! I just got it unlocked…” he whines, knocking against the wood softly. “I’m I going to need to do it again? Or are you finally ready to let me in?”

You hold back a very classy “fucking asshole,” angrily pondering your options one final time. Surely, if you let him in now, you can still hope for a relatively civil (and hopefully non-violent) conversation, right?

The man’s annoyed grumbles somehow reaches your ears through the wood—something about making his life difficult or something—before the little noise from earlier starts back up again.

Honestly, you should wait for him to be done, just so you can lock it in his face again. He’d deserve it for showing up like this.

Deep breath, one last time. “I’m so fucked.”

The lock clicks softly under your hand, the door creaking open just enough to finally make eye contact with this uninvited guest, knelt down on the welcoming mat. The wood is cool under your hand, the other still wrapped around the lock, just in case. Oh, how you wish the landlord had installed a chain on the door frame right now…

The face staring back at you isn’t at all what you expected of a gangster. A young, pretty face with soft, messy curls and a big, curious brown eye looks up at you from where he’s kneeling. Your eyebrows furrow; this guy couldn’t be any older than you. Do kids barely out of their teens usually work for the mafia?

“Ah! There you are, I knew you’d let me in eventually!” the stranger says, lifting himself up to his feet with a smile, a sharp contrast to your scowl.

He’s taller than you, dressed in a suit and tie. A long, black coat hangs off of his broad shoulders.

“…You picked the lock.”

“You opened the door,” he replies, smile widening at your deadpan tone and visibly irritated expression.

“Oh, he’s one of those…” you think mournfully, dreading this interaction even more than before—if that’s even possible. If the night doesn’t end with your murder, it might just end with his. You aren’t getting your hopes up, though.

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Author’s comments will be out in a couple hours. <3

[sadmoonface]

TLK - Chapter 3: Arkansa Coreopsis; Love at First Sight is officially coming out tomorrow!

I’m finally done with the editing. I ended up reworking literally every line of the chapter because I was really unhappy with the whole thing, so that’s part of why it took me so damn long.

Tomorrow, I’ll post the link as well as an extract of the chapter, and then my Author’s comments will be out a couple hours later.

See you guys later! <3

[sadmoonface]

In the last 24 hours, I woke up with bad ear pain, went to the doctor, got prescribed antibiotics for an ear infection, started to take these massive fucking pills, went to sleep and woke up basically fine.

The ao3 authors curse tried to get me, but I’m just better than it, suck my ass loser

[sadmoonface]

Hey like, how does one get over the fact that they now magically fucking hate 25k words they’ve written that they used to be pretty proud of, but now think it’s all terrible and not worth showing anyone?

It’s making the editing process SO MUCH LONGER and harder, I just want to chuck it all in a fire, but I also want to post it because of how much work I put in to write it all, I’m just not proud of it anymore???

I’m sure others have felt like this, I’m just wondering how they got over this feeling.

[sadmoonface]

The next TLK update might take a little bit longer to come out than what I had planned at first. Switzerland decided I wasn’t cool enough to come live at their place for the next 6 months so I’ve been FRANTICALLY searching for other living arrangements that aren’t too far from the university I’ll be attending or too expensive (1CHF = 1.67CAD$ somebody kill me please).

Hopefully, I won’t have to wait the whole 15 weeks the visa people warned me about so I can finally put that stress behind me and focus on stressing over where I’ll live lmao.

Anyways, I’ll be back on my editing grind over the weekend unless something terrible happens, so I’ll try to get the chapter out soon.

Here’s True Love’s Kiss chapter 3’s title as an apology for being so damn slow: Arkansa Coreopsis; Love at First Sight

(Oh btw, the smutty MHA oneshot I posted recently was so well received, it truly almost made me cry, thank you so much to everyone who took the time to read my clumsy first attempt at smut, I didn’t think I did that good of a job but people were so damn kind, I love you guys so much <3)

See you soon (hopefully) <3<3

[sadmoonface]

Author’s Comments: Disaster in the making

MHA oneshot: (xReader) smut fic. Character: Shigaraki Tomura

I went on a side quest in the last few weeks to teach myself how to write smut. It was unplanned, kind of just decided to write this randomly one weekend.

I was like, I don’t have to work on Monday, why don’t I use this 3-day-long weekend to write a quick 1–2 k words long oneshot (that somehow ended up 7.7k words long, idk how) to try my hand at smut? I was already planning on writing some sex scenes for my other fic TLK (a DazaixReader BSD fic), but I knew I would struggle once it was time to actually write them.

So I wanted to dip my toes in the art, you know, figure out the vocabulary and the expressions I should use, but more importantly, desensitize my shy ass to sex scene writing. I’m not like, a shy, innocent little girl who knows nothing of sex and would never touch it with a ten-foot pole, but I am a bit uncomfortable with the subject. But like, only when it comes from me? Like, anyone else talks sex with me and I’m fine, but you’ll NEVER catch me admitting to wanting to kiss a fictional character, that’s too much for my pure soul (/j).

I ended up stuck at one point when I was writing the first kiss scene and later on when the smut actually began. I was too shy to put my thoughts on paper, so this whole process ended up taking me 3 weeks instead of 3 days. But I powered through it, and once I got into the groove of writing, it wasn’t so bad! But it still felt so damn awkward lmao.

Anyways, enough with my personal struggles with the concept of sexuality. Overall, I think I didn’t do too bad, I’m pretty satisfied with the end result even though there are some things I would change if I were to go back. I think the entirety of the beginning of the fic (flirting with the hero + Tomura’s introduction) could be SIGNIFICANTLY cut down. I think it’s way too long, too much fake plot for my “Porn without Plot” oneshot lmao. It might have been a symptom of my nervousness to write porn, like I was nervous to actually write it so I kept coming up with useless things as a way to push back the thing that made me nervous, you know.

I also think the switch between “these characters are fighting” to “these characters are fucking” is pretty awkward. I did what I could with the whole jealousy thing, I think I could’ve executed it better, but whatever. This was meant as a writing exercise so I could practise a bit, so I guess it’s normal for it to feel weird and clumsy sometimes.

On top of that, I would have liked the 3 different sex acts to be longer. Compared to the beginning of the one-shot (and the never ending make out sesh that was also an attempt at avoiding the smut), it felt pretty short. I personally wouldn’t say it was rushed, since I spent at least 2 weeks on that part only (it’s fine if you disagree with this lmao), but still, it went by pretty fast when I read through the whole thing again at the end.

Anyways, that’s pretty much it for my comments. Even though I struggled quite a bit, I’m really happy to have gotten out of my comfort zone and to have tried out something new. I feel pretty good right now, and I’m ready to jump back on my TLK grind (I’ll try not to make you guys wait too long for another update lmao). I’ll say, working on fics in parallel to my 9 to 5 and my summer class is really hard, but it’s getting better!

Also, here’s a meme I made that perfectly encapsulates something that happened to me while writing this thing:

Asshole did it 3 times in an hour, gave me a heart attack every time (he needed help with his math homework lmao).

Thank you so much for reading these comments, I really hope you enjoyed my work! See you guys later! Much love <3<3<3<3

[sadmoonface]

If you ever see the word “from” in any piece of writing that I’ve written, there’s a 100% chance that I wrote “form” at first and had to change it later on. And if you ever see the word “for” I probably wrote “fro”

One day, I will be free of this curse. I will write “from” correctly first try and I will cry tears of joy.

[sadmoonface]

Author’s comments: TLK - Chapter 2

Obligatory warning: may or may not contain spoilers for Chapter 2: Rhododendron; Beware, Danger of my fic True Love’s Kiss.

(This ended up way longer than I intended, sorry)

Fun fact, this chapter’s original title was meant to be “Geranium - Dark; Melancholy”, but I chose to change it later on. All of my chapter titles are meant to be:

A reference to a particular event or emotion in the chapter,

A little joke with myself, sometimes a bit ironic depending on the chapter,

A reference to a general theme of the chapter.

I limit myself to the plants and meanings from the book I’ve cited before, so it can be pretty hard sometimes to find a good title (not with chapter 3’s tho, that title is absolutely perfect, I can’t wait to reveal it). I based that original title off of the Reader’s emotions in the first part of the chapter, but later on I realized that, if I wanted to use rhododendron for one of my titles (which I absolutely did, beautiful flowers and great meaning), it had to be here. It’s just too good, a reference to the danger the Reader will face, but also to the danger she poses herself (we’ll come back to that). I have two rhododendron bushes at home, maybe I’ll post some pictures of them when they’ll be in full bloom this summer.

A couple of interesting things happened in Rhododendron, both story-wise and in the actual writing. And by that I mean the POV changes (might only be interesting to me, but idc because this is essentially my little diary). I was a bit nervous when I started to write from Dazai’s perspective (which I’ll talk about later). Trying to make sure the readers can tell that the narrator and the setting have changed without confusing anyone seemed pretty intimidating when I started writing. Obviously, the line thing you can add on ao3 helps by adding a visual cue for that break, but the actual writing is way more crucial in my mind. Overall, I think I did a well enough job, both POV changes didn’t seem too jarring to me (but I did read my own chapter, like, 6 times over while editing it, so I might have gone blind to my own mistakes).

Also, before I go on with more interesting stuff, I wanted to reiterate that everything I wrote about “western countries’ ability user laws” is made up crap. Don’t pay too much attention to it. I’m not really happy with that part of the story, I have my own reasons for adding it in, but like, it’ll get mentioned very briefly once next chapter and then you won’t hear about it again, so feel free to forget about it (in reality, I’m just kinda embarrassed about it because I couldn’t find a non-corny way of writing that part lmao).

Now, interesting story things! Dazai introduction and POV! His POV in Rhododendron isn’t that long, isn’t even that in depths, it was just an introduction and a way to show that, yes, Reader and him will meet for very convincing, legit reasons, you know? In general, I think that we can all agree that Dazai is up there as one of the most complex, hard-to-understand characters of the series, and that makes him a really intimidating character to write. I made it harder on myself by picking PMzai too. When writing him, you have to find the right balance between “just a silly guy (who’s hot btw)” and “I’m in the mafia and I have killed” you know. I don’t want him to be a mean-mafia-boss-daddy-dom guy who’s super intimidating, but I don’t want him to be a dumb, silly fuckboy either. I’m really scared of leaning too much in either direction. But I guess that’s what makes him so interesting. There’s going to be more Dazai POVs in the future. Hopefully, I can do my interpretation of this character justice with my writing.

Last major thing about Rhododendron, Reader’s ability has been sort of revealed! I’m sure with the incredibly subtle ways I foreshadowed it (by shaking your shoulders and screaming in your face, “SHE’S LONELY AND ALONE AND CAN’T TOUCH PEOPLE BECAUSE IT’S NOT SAFE”), none of you could have EVER anticipated something like this. I’m joking, of course, but the ability wasn’t really something I wanted to hide, it wasn’t meant to be a plot twist so I didn’t write it like it was. Obviously, there are still a lot of unanswered questions, since all you guys know right now is that, when you touch her, you fall unconscious. There’s A LOT more to this ability than just that, as you guys will see soon enough. Fun fact, this whole BSD-fanfiction-writing-thing came to be simply because I came up with this ability and thought it was cool. I might tell this story one day if people are actually curious (or I might just feel like yapping one day and make it your problem, who knows). Anyway, for now, this is all I’ll say about the ability, you’ll get plenty more info about it in chap3.

I really love writing. I always knew I enjoyed it because, even though writing for school projects is shit, I still liked the process of it. This project is the very first creative thing I’ve seriously invested myself in, and I really like it. Even if my dialogue probably feels awkward at times, I want to push forward and actually finish a creative project I started. Posting it on the mean people’s internet is absolutely scary, but I want to keep doing it. So many of you were so damn nice, it’s worth the anxiety.

Idk when I’ll post chap3, the semester is over, but I’m starting my new job Monday on top of a summer class I’m taking, so I won’t have that much free time. It might take a while again, I’m sorry about that, but I want to take my time so I can deliver a product that I like.

Thank you so much for reading! If you have feedback, comments or if you just want to say hi, don’t hesitate!

Much love <3

[sadmoonface]

It’s finally out. After way too damn long, I’ve just posted chapter 2 of TLK.

It’s not even like the chapter itself took that long to write. When I posted the first chapter, it was already almost finished. But as I said in another post, I wanted to finish chapter 5 so I could read through the whole thing and edit it accordingly. I’m glad I did this, since I ended up changing a couple of things in earlier chapters, but I didn’t think it would take me so long to post it.

Also, because I learnt from my past mistakes, I chose to wait for my final exams to be (mostly) over, so I couldn’t post anything until this morning’s exam was done.

I read chapter 2 in its entirety again today, twice even since I passed it through Antidote to correct it, and yet, I was still terrified to post the damn chapter. I kept thinking, “omg this shit is ass, these people hate what you write, dig a hole and hide forever.” Hopefully, that’s just my anxiety talking tho.

Author’s comments will be out very soon! In the meantime, have fun reading! <3

Here's the link :

TLK - Chapter 2 : Rhododendron; Beware, Danger

[sadmoonface]

Inspiration has struck me once again. Yay! Unfortunately, uni is still beating my ass so I don’t have that much free time to write and edit my chapters. But I’m still making progress, don’t worry!

Until I have another update for you, have these stupid memes that perfectly illustrate my current situation :) (I didn't know which one I liked best so I give you both lmao)

The month long Minecraft phase is upon us once again...

Anyways, see you all later <3

[sadmoonface]

I hit a bit of a wall in the last two weeks, it’s been a bit harder to work on my upcoming chapters so I haven’t progressed as fast as I have since January. I haven’t lost any of my motivation, though, and I have 3 almost-finished chapters in reserve, so even if I’m struggling a bit right now, I’ll still be able to post these chapters at least. I mostly just don’t want the dialogue to feel forced or awkward, so I’ve been taking it slower.

Also there’s been a lot of stuff in my personal life. Like I said, midterm season just came to an end, so I’m a bit more tired than I used to be. I’ve been dealing with everything I need to set up for my semester abroad in September, that takes a lot of brain power too. And I was also rejected from the job opportunity I mentioned (not because I wasn’t good enough, but because of my future semester abroad), but a family friend gave my resume to another department and I nailed that interview. I’m now employed for the summer :D (which is good because the rent for my apartment in Switzerland will be expensive as fuck lmao).

Anyways, just thought I would update on here, talk a bit about my progress. I’ll try to finish chapter 5 before posting chapter 2 on ao3, I want to reread all of what I’ve written so far to make sure all the chapters read flawlessly and that there aren’t any glaring problems in the writing or any plot holes I may have missed.

Thank you for your patience, I’m really eager to post these chapters as soon as they’re 100% finished!

Also, as a teeny tiny sneak peek, here’s chapter 2’s title: Rhododendron; Beware, Danger

Ok, love you all, bye <3

[sadmoonface]

Author’s comments: TLK - Chapter 1

Obligatory warning: may or may not contain spoilers for Chapter 1: Heath; Solitude of my fic True Love’s Kiss.

As I mentioned in my last post, I’m going to start writing more detailed author’s notes and general anecdotes on here that I don’t want to bore my casual ao3 readers with. And now that my midterms are FINALLY over (I’m definitely going to rant a bit, this semester is a fucking mess), I finally have the time to write some.

Now, because Heath is the very first chapter, I don’t have much to say yet. As I’ve said in the notes, this chapter was mostly meant to introduce the Reader. Because I’m still an amateur, my writing feels a bit awkward sometimes, it’s something I’m hoping to improve as the story progresses.

My biggest take away from posting my first ever fanfic chapter (which can also serve as a protip for other inexperienced writers) is this (rant incoming): if you are anxious as hell, like me, DO NOT post your chapter in the middle of your uni mid-semester exams, when you still have over 24 hours worth of studying for a Japanese class to do. Also, do not post it the same day you receive confirmation that you were picked to go study abroad for all of next semester, which means you have to sort out your living arrangements right the fuck now. Also also, try not to do it when a job opportunity with a really big company falls from the skies and you have to apply right now for the summer.

As you can probably tell, I did not choose the best moment to post Heath, I started writing it all the way back in January so it definitely could have waited one more week, but I didn’t think it would stress me out so much. Anxiety’s a bitch, I guess. But at least my next few chapters are much better now, the pressure I put on myself to please my new readers pushed me to rework the 24k words I had already written prior to posting anything (on ao3 and on here, actually). It really wasn’t the time to do all that, but at least the chapters are way better than they were at first (in my opinion).

On a far more positive note, I’ve received way more love on this first chapter than I ever expected. I even got some comments and some kudos! To more experienced ao3 users, this might not look as unbelievable as it does for me, but it genuinely made me so happy, I almost couldn’t believe it lmao. As I said earlier, this chapter is literally just Reader going about her life and running into creepy people. There’s nothing yet to really indicate which way the story will go or anything, so I expected it to not do too well (at least until more chapters start to come out). But I’m so glad people are already showing interest in my dumb self-indulgent project.

I’m pretty exited to show you guys what I have planned, I still have a long way to go and lots of learning to do, but I’m very motivated to get these chapters out once they’ll be finished.

Thank you for reading! If you have any comments or questions, or if you just want to say hi, don’t hesitate to reach out!

Much love <3

[sadmoonface]

I think I figured out what I want to do with this page. I think I’d like to start posting, like, more detailed author’s notes about each new chapter I post from my fic, some more comments I want to share. I don’t want to bore casual readers with my writing anecdotes, so I’ll post them here, instead of directly on ao3, for anyone who’s curious!

I’ll wait for midterm season to be over (later this week) to post my comments about my first chapter, and then I’ll post them as new chapters come out.

Stay tuned!

[sadmoonface]

If you're someone who found this page through my fic on ao3, hello new friend ! Hopefully you'll enjoy what I have planned !

Maybe I'll post some things on here about my story as time goes on, who knows.

[sadmoonface]

Hello I guess ?

How do you use this thing. Do people just, write shit ?

This is so weird, I literally only ever lurk on social media, how do I do this ?

Is the first post always this awkward ?