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[sadtaurusbby]

I would like to go out into the middle of a field at twilight, lie down, and just fade away into it. Peacefully just sink down into the earth. Maybe a tree will grow where I laid. Magnolias would be ideal as they are my favorite flowers.

[sadtaurusbby]

Not really feeling my best today. For some reason I feel as tho everyone hates me. As if they’re tired of me and what I have to say. I think it might just be the bipolar 2 kicking in.

I don’t know what else to do. I feel so alone most days. When I try and talk to others about anything really, they just get tired of me. It’s like no one cares about what I have to say; but I’m expected to sit and listen to them for as long as they want.