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[sae-itoshizz]

— rin itoshi as your online boyfriend <3

✶ online!rin that you met thanks to an online forum where you were asking how to buy VIP passes to meet the players as a birthday gift for your younger brother. you’ve never been the biggest soccer fan — especially since it’s not a huge thing where you live — but when you saw there would be a match in the nearby city, the idea of surprising your brother popped into your head. you weren’t exactly sure how it all worked, so you posted on the first forum that came up when you typed “sos buy tickets” on your phone

✶ online!rin who replied a few days later — just when you were already thinking it was too late to buy the tickets. it was a short message, something like “you can use the stadium’s website where the match will be held” along with a link that you opened naively, even though you knew there was a chance your phone could get hacked afterward. luckily, it actually was the site you were looking for, so you thanked him and bought the tickets right away

✶ online!rin and when, a couple of weeks later, you naively posted a photo from the match on the same forum, you got a comment from him. it was a simple picture — just you and your brother wearing the team merch — but the pass your little brother was holding was proof that you’d actually used the link he had sent you. aside from a few random likes from other users, the same username that had helped you the first time — @owlstriker16 — commented saying “i was there too. good match”

✶ online!rin that when you saw the reply — almost a month later — you just smiled and ignored it

✶ online!rin that when, two months later, you opened the forum again to look up his username — just because you’d randomly thought about it during a walk a few days earlier — you found out that he had followed your profile right after that first reply. you followed him back, and out of a simple sense of gratitude for helping make your brother’s dream come true, you decided to send him a private message “hey, thanks again for the help! i totally agree about the match outcome, it was really good even if i don’t really get much about soccer. are you from around here too?”

✶ online!rin that he replied a few days later “i’m not from your area. i live near yokohama. did your brother enjoy the match? he meet any of the players?” and you replied just a few hours after “im actually pretty far from yokohama. my brother loved the match! i’m not sure which player he took a photo with since he was the only one with the pass to get in, but he told me everyone treated him really kindly”

✶ online!rin that you and him ended up, almost by chance, talking nearly every day. he told you he’d been playing soccer since he was a kid — which cleared up your initial curiosity about how he knew exactly where to get the tickets. you didn’t know what he looked like, but you enjoyed talking to him. maybe he came off a bit cold in his replies, but he was interesting enough that you didn’t really mind. you never talked about anything serious — just a few messages here and there about how your days were going, or how your brother couldn’t wait to see another match. at one point, almost casually, he mentioned that his name was rin — but he never told you his last name

✶ online!rin that, out of the blue, he sent you a post from the forum’s official account — announcing that the site would be shutting down within a few days. you hadn’t thought it was that inactive, but clearly if they’d made that decision, there must have been good reasons behind it. you and rin had only ever talked through the forum’s private chats, and by then, it had been almost a month and a half. you were pretty sure he was a good person, so you didn’t think twice about sending him your private account of another platform, along with a message “if you’d like, we can keep talking here. i’d like to keep hearing about how you win your matches”

✶ online!rin that a few hours after you sent that message, he added you on the new platform. his profile didn’t have anything particularly revealing or personal — nothing that could really tell you what he looked like. just a few photos of nighttime training sessions or the sea — probably somewhere near yokohama. there was no sign of his face, and that detail piqued your curiosity a little

✶ online!rin that after nearly two weeks of chatting on the new platform, you decided — without any real reason — to send him a photo of yourself. it was just a reply to his previous message, casually accompanied by a picture of your face where you were flashing a peace sign with your fingers. it wasn’t meant to pressure him into sending a photo back, the last thing you wanted was to make him uncomfortable. then, suddenly, a notification from his chat popped up — and it made your heart skip a beat. it was a photo of him lying on his bed, with a stuffed owl resting beside his face. his reply to your previous message was written in the photo itself — but the only thing you were really noticing was how genuinely cute he was. you already knew he was around your age, just a few months older — but seeing him like that, so natural and unposed, made you blush a little

✶ online!rin that almost naturally, he became a part of your daily life. you talked about random things, and sometimes even serious ones — and although his replies still carried a hint of that usual coldness, you started noticing that he had softened a little, maybe even on purpose, as if he didn’t want to come across too harsh. you kept exchanging photos, and at one point, you’d even heard each other’s voices. you were surprised to notice how deep his tone was for someone your age — but you found that cute too, especially when he said your name

✶ online!rin that the first time you called him was because you had to walk a fairly long stretch of road alone — and at night. it was a path you’d known since you were a child, but that evening, something about it just felt… off. you opened his chat and simply wrote “hey, this is super sudden, but would you mind keeping me company while i walk? im alone and feel like talking a bit. totally okay if you’d rather not” but he replied almost instantly “walking at this hour? isn’t it dark?” and you answered “yeah. unfortunately”. you weren’t sure if that meant he was saying yes or no — but the videocall request that came in just a few seconds later made your eyes widen, and maybe, just a little… your hands shake

✶ online!rin that during that call — which lasted almost two hours — he did nothing but make you laugh and help you feel at ease. you talked, joked around, and even though he never really smiled, you could tell he felt comfortable. when you got home, the two of you kept talking anyway — even if, technically, you weren’t alone in the dark anymore. thanks to the angle of your camera, he probably didn’t notice how much you were smiling just from looking at him. strangely, seeing him made you feel a kind of nervous happiness. he was casual in the way he moved — often lying on his bed or sitting at his desk — but everything he did somehow was cute to you

✶ online!rin that by the time three months had passed since your very first message, he had already become someone your family knew quite well. you’d spend hours — sometimes entire days — on calls or video chats with him, and when you couldn’t talk live, there was never a lack of messages between you. your mother was exasperated but also happy to see you talking to someone — even if both you and he were fully aware of how far apart you really were. he lived in kanagawa prefecture, near yokohama and tokyo. you, on the other hand, lived in aomori — nearly 760 kilometers away, a 9-hour journey separating you

✶ online!rin that even started playing a few video games — just because you had mentioned they could be played in duo. beside those, he also convinced you to download a soccer game. you always lost, but at least you laughed about it. sometimes you’d watch horror movies together — his favorite genre — though you’d managed to make him sit through a few romantic ones too. after nearly five months — days in which talking to him had quietly become the main reason you even picked up your phone — you found yourself starting to wonder what it was, exactly, that you were feeling for rin

✶ online!rin that kept you up for entire nights, thinking about what exactly the two of you were. technically, you fit into the category of friends — but the things you said to each other didn’t really sound like something between just friends. there had been a few “i love you”s — maybe ironic, or maybe not. a few small waves of jealousy on both sides — like when a girl at his school seemed obsessed with him, or when a guy tried to kiss you. the more personal, intimate confessions definitely weren’t lacking. among your most recently saved messages, a few of his stood out “i know im complicated, but with you i can’t be. i say no to everyone else, but i just can’t with you” or “the last photo you sent was really beautiful. i liked the dress you were wearing. though i’d rather see it in person” and “i think you’re the only girl in the world i actually talk to and feel understood by. i just wish the distance between us was smaller” and once — maybe casually, maybe not — “you’re perfect for me” that honestly, made your knees weak

✶ online!rin that after spending an entire night on call together, he said — almost casually “honestly, i don’t see anyone else but you as my person”. you didn’t fully process the sentence until a few minutes later. then, for a while, the call went quiet — that kind of awkward silence neither of you really knew how to fill. between the two of you, he seemed like the more certain one. you were right on the edge of admitting it — that yes, you had liked him for months now — but the fear of hearing no just because of the distance was tearing at you. for almost half an hour, you danced around it — talking about anything but the emotional bomb he’d just dropped. then rin finally took control of the silence “can we stop pretending for a second? this whole thing between us, it’s been going on for a while now. we haven’t been treating each other like just friends for months. maybe we never did. i don’t like feeling like im being stupid about it. the e distance between us is the least of my problems, what bothers me more… is not being able to just tell you that i love you”

✶ online!rin that at his confession, you decided to be honest too “i hink i’ve liked you for a while now. but i won’t pretend, the distance could ruin everything between us, and i don’t want to lose you. i really care about you… whether as a friend or maybe something more” you replied, it was your own little emotional bomb — one he didn’t hesitate to pick up “so you’re telling me… you wouldn’t mind being my girlfriend?” he asked and you nodded, nervously “i’d like that. i’d like… to try. to explore whatever this is between us. to see if maybe we can make the distance disappear”

✶ online!rin that exactly seven months after your very first message on that now-deleted forum — he became your boyfriend. at first, only your mom and your brother knew, but as the days passed, you decided to tell your closest friends. finally the i love yous didn’t feel ironic anymore — and even though they were still new, they were real. rin still made your heart race, even from 760 kilometers away. he was the same person he’d always been, just a little more open with his feelings — even if you both still stumbled over expressing them now and then. you knew his family was aware of your relationship, and apparently, his mother had even said she thought you were really cute. it was something new for both of you — especially managing it long-distance, with the misunderstandings and occasional arguments that came with it, but deep down, you knew one thing for sure: you were truly in love with him

✶ online!rin that to you, he felt genuinely perfect — even if the arguments sometimes tore you both apart. the more serious fights started a few months into the relationship, and although they hurt you both, neither of you ever let them drag on too long. one of you would always give in — step forward and try to fix things. as balanced as your relationship was, the distance eventually started to feel heavier. you’d find yourself genuinely wondering what it would be like to kiss him, to fall asleep next to him, to just… reach out and touch him without having to dream it first. you couldn’t deny it: all the photos, all the video calls, all the words shared between you — they would, sooner or later, have to lead to something real. to actually seeing each other. traveling was difficult for both of you, the distance wasn’t just emotional — it was nearly 760 kilometers of trains and hours that neither of you could easily afford. even though you loved him, truly, you knew deep down: one of you might eventually be the one who gives up

✶ online!rin that after nearly eight months of being together, he told you he had been accepted to participate in an advanced soccer training program in tokyo. you knew how passionate he was, and how much this opportunity meant to him — especially because of his older brother’s influence — but at the same time, the thought of not hearing from him for an unknown, but surely long, period of time scared you. the program was set to begin in two weeks, and you both knew that the days leading up to it would be tense

✶ online!rin that two days after the news, after a few hours of silence — probably caused by the tension — he sent you a photo. it was a picture of a plane ticket to aomori, showing a 12-day stay. the image practically lit up the chat. even after calling him to ask if it was really true, you couldn’t stop crying tears of happiness “you didn’t have to do this. i didn’t want you to feel obligated” you said, sobbing, feeling like your heart might burst any second “i did it because i want to see my girlfriend before not hearing her for an indefinite amount of time. this way, i can have my lucky kiss before blue lock starts”

✶ online!rin that when you saw him for the first time, you could’ve sworn you heard heaven’s bells ringing. thinking it would be awkward at first turned out to be a huge mistake — because the way he held you in his arms felt nothing but perfect. after months of dreaming about a moment like that, kissing him almost felt… natural. as if you’d already done it a million times. with one arm wrapped firmly around your waist, he tilted your chin up and kissed you — and to you, that felt like the ultimate win. it wasn’t an awkward kiss, it was steady, certain — like both of you finally understood that every kilometer, every hour apart, had all been worth it

✶ online!rin that spent practically every second of those 12 days glued to your side, always ready to kiss you — using the excuse that he needed to memorize the shape of your lips better, since he wouldn’t get the chance during blue lock. hugging, holding hands… it all felt natural — as if you had known each other since the very beginning of your lives

✶ online!rin that thw biggest surprise came when you introduced him in person to your family — especially to your younger brother, who, with wide eyes, casually explained that he already knew exactly who rin itoshi was

✶ online!rin that when your brother grabbed the photo album — the one with pictures from that match almost a year and a half ago — he proudly pointed to one in particular, showing how, thanks to the VIP pass, he had actually taken a picture with rin back then. what neither of you had connected until then was the fact that rin had actually been there — not as a spectator, but because he had been playing in that match

✶ 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ; take a look, trust me!

✶ beautiful dividers by @cravingdolly !!

[sae-itoshizz]

rin's inflatable owl costume

you walk in from the grocery store, arms full of bags, ready to collapse on the couch—but the house is eerily quiet. no footsteps, no sound of the tv, just silence. curious, you peek through the back window and immediately stop dead in your tracks.

there, in the backyard, are two giant purple inflatable owls bumbling around like ridiculous, puffy penguins trying to play soccer. one is definitely rin—because only rin would wear something this absurd with zero shame—and the other, suspiciously smaller and just as puffy, is your son. both wobbling around, flapping their inflatable wings, chasing after the ball like it’s the world cup final.

your brain is processing: why the fuck are there two purple owls in my backyard? you want to question it, to scream, but the sheer ridiculousness of the scene cracks you up before you can even form words.

just as you’re about to laugh out loud, the door behind you swings open and the two inflatable owls spot you. before you can blink, they launch themselves at you like two goofy purple wrecking balls, knocking you backward and sending one of your grocery bags flying.

rin, trying to keep his balance in the inflatable suit, pants, “i even have one for you!” and points to a crumpled purple owl costume by the porch.

you squint at him, deadpan. “you have to be kidding me.”

he grins, eyes sparkling with that ridiculous enthusiasm only rin can have, “come on, it’s your size! you can’t miss out on the owl squad.”

your son tugs at your sleeve, pleading with big innocent eyes, “please, mama, it’s so much fun! you have to try it!”

you sigh, but honestly, who can say no to that? next thing you know, you’re squeezing yourself into the inflatable owl suit, hissing and puffing as you zip it up. suddenly you’re a purple, waddling owl, flapping awkwardly and bumping into the porch railing.

rin claps his inflatable wings together and says, “welcome to the family tradition.”

you glare, trying to maintain dignity in the suit, but the laughter bubbling up from your son and rin is contagious.

the three of you spend the next hour stumbling around the yard, kicking the soccer ball in your ridiculous costumes, neighbors probably wondering if you lost your minds—but honestly, it’s the best kind of weird domestic chaos.

rin winks and whispers, “owl family goals,right?”

you just shake your head, laughing as you wobble after the ball, because yeah—this is definitely your kind of crazy.

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[sae-itoshizz]

i need more of sae with his bangs down :( i love his bangs so much.

[sae-itoshizz]

anyone can💔🥀

PICREW TAG GAME!!!

use this picrew maker, and tag your moots!

Me!! It looks quite close to me in irl :3

no pressure tags!:

@whatonearthisgoingon @mrecury42 @mochamoony @yes-ofc-i-bite @acelovesremuslupin @notthesodaa @theheightsarewuthering

[sae-itoshizz]

wait why is ts lowkey me(i tried to not pick blue lock guys but most of my kins ARE blue lock.. ((reo.. reo me... rin... me....)))

i have no friends on here lololol

tag game!!

I found a tag game on twitter and decided why not include everybody here on the fun. Post 4 characters you would be in another universe

Me in another universe:

Npt: @i-promise-i-am-not-on-drugs @pythoness94 @purple-racoon-80 @robintheoriedbyler @bylrr-fridge @bylerfiles @unwise-cleric @star-41306 @cleric-byers7 @sykatz @swiftlyconehead @the-bogginses-are-gay @oncamelliastreet @rainebasillovesbyler @elhopper1sm @elhopperentourage @lorax-devito @apurplesloth + anybody else <3

[sae-itoshizz]

“when was the last time you cried?”

“why would i tell you that, idiot?”

“so you admit you cried recently?” “…”

the last time sae itoshi cried wasn’t when he lost a match against his opponent, nor was it when his dreams of being a striker got crushed. if anything, it served as concrete to build walls and barriers away from his heart and sentimentality.

but instead, it was during you two’s anniversary.

[ ＠you : i wont be doing much for our anniversary this year,, ive been so busy :(( im sorry baby ill make it up to you when my schedule clears 😢 ]

[ ＠sae : its okay. i understand, no need to make it up for me. ]

how disappointing, he thinks.

but he doesn’t cry, he’s not a child— he knows you’ve been busy with work, lectures, assignments and so on, he’s mature, he understands, he doesn’t get sentimental.

well, thats what he tells himself. because when he gets home from practice and is met with a dark apartment, he sighs before sloppily dropping his bag to the floor, his hands trailing to the switches to turn on the light.

and there it is. the whole apartment decorated in fairy lights, ribbons, his favourite foods placed on the dining table and a big pile of gifts in the corner of the room waiting for him. you jump out from behind the couch, lifting your arms up in the air while smiling brightly, “happy fifth anniversary!” which is evident from the big printed out letters dangling from the ceiling.

he freezes. stuttering over his words, “i- oh, you..” his breaths get laboured and subconsciously, tears start building up in his eyes. he covers his face embarrassingly, those dewy drops already starting to fall, “oh- oh sae baby! don’t cry?!-” you say with a laugh, jumping over the couch and immediately hugging him. he doesn’t hesitate to hug you back, as tight as if he ever lets go he’ll die.

“shit.. you’re gonna make me throw up out of love.” his voice cracks on the last few words, furthering his embarrassment. you stroke his back comfortingly before he pulls away from the hug, pressing a kiss onto your lips. “thank you. thank you for all.. this. for everything.” “don’t be silly. its the least i could do.” he shakes his head, pulling out a pure gold necklace with your name carved on the pendant out of his pocket. and all you can do is. stare. shocked.

“what the hell???? sae- this necklace costs more then all this decoration!” “shht. its for you. happy fifth anniversary.”

[sae-itoshizz]

Need an older man to pet my hair and hum me to sleep I’m so normal imsonormalimsonormal

[sae-itoshizz]

HOW ARE MEN EVEN REAL- hello beautiful…

[sae-itoshizz]

this is literally him btw aha 😞😞😞😞😞😞🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

I HAVE SUCH A HATE-LOVE RELATIONSHIP WITH AWKWARD GUYS

i looove them being awkward snd shy BUT PLS JUST ASK FOR MY INSTAGRAM DON’T JUST SMILE AT ME ALL PRETTY AND STUTTER AND SAY HI AND THEN RUN AWAY

I WANT YOUUUUU😭😭😭😭

[sae-itoshizz]

a beautiful t-boy that loves to hold me in his lap while we make out ♡

[sae-itoshizz]

Wanna yap to a pretty boy and after a while my voice kinda trails off as my eyes meet his and we're just staring at each other with pure affection in our eyes and then we kiss and then we kiss and then we kiss and then we kiss and then we kiss and then we kiss

[sae-itoshizz]

We both know that playfighting was not a platonic 'bro' thing

[sae-itoshizz]

8/7/25 - recently updated !!

⟢ he/him/any

⟢ i love love love blue lock it's my passion and special interest

⟢ my fav characters are probably my king my husband my wife sae itoshi , my boy rin , kaiser and ness , isagi , hiori , karasu , SHIDOUU , kdj and yjd , miku and len , nagi and reo , megumi and yuta and lotssss more

⟢ mlm + i don't date tf

⟢ 19 yr old

⟢ yumeshipper / non-sharing !! sae , kaiser , mydei , kdj , sunday , ness etc (prob more idk idk)

⟢ i draw sometimes too!! i like to draw mostly my ocs or moots/oomfs/random's bllk/jjk/csm ocs

⟢ i like genshin , honkai and crk too aha

i'm always open to having moots/oomfs on any social media!! send asks too about whatever as long as it's not personal stuff !! lalal

[sae-itoshizz]

I know what you are.... 💙🩵🤍💚

no i hate men (Im so in love with men.)

[sae-itoshizz]

guys guys guys

[sae-itoshizz]

gentle scolding when I start bugging you in your sleep, but also soft kisses and fond sighs when I don't listen.. then quiet grumbles while you hold me tighter, secretly hoping I don't actually shut up .... mngnhhb

[sae-itoshizz]

Need a boy to hold while we watch movies together soo bad. We'd be watching a movie and cuddling except I'm not actually watching whatever's on the TV cause I'm too busy looking at him and giving him kisses on his cheek and neck and mayhaps giving him a squeeze and saying how much I love him

Sighhhhh