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safariifuzz · 30 days ago

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“I did not mean it like that, you know I didn’t.”

summary: You and Hobie are arguing and he slips up and says something he immediately regrets.

an: I get a cat in 2 days, isn’t that cool?? Okay good go read.

Word count:1.9k

Genre: angst, comfort.

You and Hobie had been dating for a few months now, you had met him through a mutual friend and he took a liking to you, that man did not have a phone whatsoever so you’d always go to his flat and spend time with him there, that’s how you both formed such a tight bond. You’d always go on walks with him but it always ended up with him just picking you up and web slinging you to your guys’s destination, making you laugh on the way there but you were used to it.

Now of course you knew Hobie was out there on 24/7 watch of his city, you didn’t mind it. You just..had a small worry in the back of your mind, what if he died somehow? What if he went to the wrong universe on accident? You knew you were overthinking stuff, you always did that. And being honest you knew it was stupid, so you’d push those thoughts to the back of your head.

You’d still spend time with Hobie of course, it was like he was the person you genuinely needed. You’d find yourself constantly making gifts for him or being affectionate, and who was he to not return that energy? His hands were always wrapped around your waist or on your body somehow. Even when you both were slumped on a couch watching a dumb sitcom half asleep he’d have his hand on your thigh. Every. Single. Time.

Everything was perfect until Hobie slowly..started distancing himself from you, and immediately you got to overthinking. Was he cheating? Was he falling out of love? Did he hate you now? Were you too clingy? Your mind was racking itself for answers on how he didn’t look interested when you came around him, he looked..tired. Almost sick of you for some reason, and you asked Hobie what was wrong plenty of times, and everytime you did you’d get a

“Jus’ exhausted love.”

This wasn’t the Hobie you fell in love with, he was more..closed off, more stressed, more tired, hell even when your mom made him his favorite he just looked bored. At this point you couldn’t take it anymore, you pulled Hobie into your small but messy bedroom, clothes all over the place and your sketchbook open with the cap of a marker sitting on top of it. That marker was definitely going to dry up but you didn’t care right now, you cared about Hobie. You huffed and pointed at your bed.

“Sit Hobie.”

You said unwaveringly, you were sick of his behavior. He just sighed and sat down on the bed, not even bothering to go against your wishes.

“Now, what’s wrong with you? You’re so distant now, you don’t talk to me and whenever you do it feels forced, like you’re only doing it just to make me feel like our relationship isn’t going to shit!”

You said, your voice having a hint of worry, anger, and tiredness in it all at once, you just wanted to know. He looked unfazed at your words, like it was another Tuesday to him.

“I told you ‘m just exhausted mate, ain’ nothing more to it.”

He scoffed, something in you felt more pissed off at his response, how he brushed aside your concerns easily without a care in the world, this was not the fucking Hobie you knew.

“Okay so…that explains you being more distant? What is it, are you cheating on me or something?”

You placed your left hand on your hip, tilting your head as you looked confused. And just then he actually looked irritated at your response.

“No? I’m just exhausted from dealing with missions and bein’ at the spider society, what? You don’t trust me?”

He said, finally looking at you now with that stupid glare you always hated. It just got you more pissed off.

“I do trust you, but I can’t help but fucking worry when my boyfriend is distant and acts like he despises me and doesn’t want anything to do with me.”

You grumbled, and just then he scoffed again and stood up, acting like you were crazy.

“Now y/n, I ain’ doing all that mate, I told you what my issue was and you wanna drag it out of proportion to get a better answer out of me, ‘m not fallin’ for that.”

He said, looking dismissive and he crossed his arms, what the fuck was his issue with putting aside your worries?

“Oh my god, Hobie I am genuinely sick of you acting too special to answer my questions! a normal boyfriend would’ve comforted me and put my worries to rest right?, but here you are acting like I’m doing too much for simply worrying about you.”

You finally lost it, raising your voice at him as you walked up to him. All you wanted was an answer, that was it. You knew he was lying and you were going to get him to confess the truth. And finally came the argument from both sides.

“I told you the truth! You don’t wanna believe me for nothin’ y/n! It’s your fault for overthinking at this point!”

“No it’s not! You just won’t tell me the truth, who is it? Is she pretty? Did you meet her at spider society? I know you did.” “I didn’t meet a soul! Can you stop accusing me of stuff just because you’re overthinking? God it’s like nobody can be around you.”

When Hobie said that it genuinely struck a nerve, your entire life you had been an outcast and was always made to feel like one. You opened up to Hobie about it one night and he promised to never make you feel like that ever again, so hearing him use it against you in a way just..broke your heart.

“..I fucking hate you, I hate you with everything in my heart. I tried my hardest to be there for you Hobie, you just brush me off and put me to the side. I’m only worried because I don’t wanna wake up one morning to find out you died trying to be Spider-Man, so god forbid I get worried about you. You haven’t smiled at me in so fucking long Hobie..so fucking long.”

You said, sniffing quietly as Hobie knew he kind of fucked up saying that to you. Your heart was broken right now, how could the man you loved act like this towards you? He didn’t respond, just avoiding eye contact out of guilt and frustration.

“It’s fine, I’ll make up an excuse for my mom. You can go back to your flat I don’t want anything to do with you anymore, I’m done.”

You sniffed, opening the window up for him as he didn’t even bother to apologize. He just climbed out of the window and got to web slinging, you watched as he went from building to building, slowly disappearing out of view as your nose burned, your throat got tight and the corner of your eyes started crinkling with tears, you quickly sniffed before looking down at your messy bed, you already missed Hobie and you both didn’t even argue that long. Was this..what heartbreak felt like?

You sat down slowly on your bed, just holding your stuffed plushie that had been with you since you were a baby and just started.. crying, your body trembling with tears as you truly felt like life was over, Hobie sweared up and down he loved you, he acted like he did, he promised he did. He was the only person you allowed yourself to be comfortable with, you and him connected on a deeper level and now..that bond was broken just that fast. Was it your fault? Were you the reason the relationship went to shit? Was it your mental issues that caused it? You racked your brain for answers and came up empty, and the saddest part was the fact that despite everything you’d still lay down your life for him regardless of what just happened.

Days passed and you and Hobie didn’t talk at all, it wasn’t easy on his side either. He kind of..lost his appetite because he kept thinking about you, you were the only girl that truly made Hobie cry over what you two had, he couldn’t let you go. He refused to so..one night as you were asleep at around 4am, he was wide awake. Missing you like crazy and he couldn’t get you out of his mind, so he sighed. Web slinging over to your house and crawling up to your window, knocking on it a good three times. It woke you up a bit as you sighed, looking confused.

“Mmm..who is it..”

“Hobie..you wanna let me in?”

Hearing his name made you groan, you sat up and looked at the window. He looked a bit apologetic, he should be at this point. You wanted to say no so bad..but it was freezing outside and you also missed him. Maybe you both could reconnect.

“..Just be quiet, please.”

You sigh, sluggishly standing up and walking over to your window. Opening it as he quickly climbed inside, standing up as you rubbed the sleepiness out of your eyes.

“Look..I know I messed up darlin’..I’m sorry I said nobody couldn’t be around you. I didn’t mean it like that I was just..upset, you had every right to be worried about me and I’m sorry. Okay?”

He conceded, holding your face as he looked into your beautiful brown orbs, you weren’t falling for this. Crossing your arms and rolling your eyes.

“..You do know you hit a soft spot saying that right?”

You said softly, finally looking into his eyes. You could see a hint of guilt in his eyes, maybe he truly felt sorry. But would he tell you the truth now?

“Yes, I know and ‘m sorry baby..I love you darlin’. Just give me all day to make it up to you aight? I told Miguel I was sick so I could just..dedicate today to you.”

He whispered, his face getting a bit closer to yours as you knew what he was doing. But..who were you to complain? As long as something like this didn’t happen again you’d just keep him in check.

“..Fine, fine Hobie. Damn.”

You groaned, a soft smile appearing on his face as he moved his hands from your face to your waist. Pressing his body against your hips as he moved even closer to your face, pressing his lips against yours as you were still upset at him, but you just gave in. Wrapping your arms around his neck as you kissed him back. Your lips meshing and smacking together filling the empty sound of your room.

You wanted to continue the kiss so badly but Hobie pulled away, seeing how sleepy you were as he chuckled quietly.

“Go lay down babe..ya lookin’ all sluggish aren’t ya?”

He said, tilting his head as you grumbled and listened. Walking back over to your bed and laying down, Hobie followed suit of course, laying down behind you as his hand landed on your waist again. Rubbing it gently as you pulled the covers over the both of you, already falling asleep in his arms before you mumbled something.

“Hobs?..”

“Yes y/n?”

“..Would you love me if I was a worm?”

Hobie let out a sigh, you always asked him this question but he couldn’t help but chuckle this time.

“Yes baby..I always would, now goodnight.”

He said softly, kissing your forehead as he held you throughout the night, your body language showing you felt comfortable enough around him to start snoring like a damn bear. He was going to steal some earbuds soon enough dealing with you. But he loved you, and he always would. After all you are his girlfriend.

#hobie brown #hobie brown angst #bye!

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safariifuzz · 2 months ago

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“You need a break, my love.”

Summary: You’re overworked and hobie somehow convinces you to do some self care and relax.

an: my first fic!! Send prayers my way okay go read

Word count: 953

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You didn’t know what the hell was going on today but it certainly irritated you, you worked at a small grocery store so you could pay for your tuition. And for some reason today..you ran into one mean ass customer, your coworker was slacking and customers kept dropping stuff and making messes, not to mention it was extremely busy today. I mean today just drove you insane.

You clocked out of work and decided to walk back home, your earth was..fairly normal with a hint of chaos like every other world, it was a mixture of the 70s, 80s, era in London with a splash of modern day New York, long description short we’re in Camden New London.

As you made it back to your home you greeted your family members, hugging your mom, saying hi to the little shit you call your younger brother but you of course loved him, you walked into your bedroom and closed the door, barely on the verge of being wide awake but..you grabbed your homework, pulled it out, and got straight to studying.

You studied for hours, not even using your phone because you were completely concentrated, you didn’t even notice for text messages you got from your boyfriend who slowly got more and more worried about you as time passed.

“Hobie🫶🏾💍”

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7:39 PM

“Y/n are you good?”

“Hey so I’m missing you”

7:43 PM

“can I please sneak over to your place? I won’t make a peep I think”

7:49 PM

“The longer you take to respond to me the longer I get worried about you btw”

“I js know you’re studying your ass off, you need to take a break baby. I got like 2 minutes of patience left ml”

7:51 PM

“Okay taking that as a yes seeing you soon”

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Hobie wasted no time web slinging over to your window, he got there pretty quick and you didn’t even know until you heard a few knocks on your window, and your heart damn near jumped out of your chest because you weren’t expecting him at all.

“Hobie? What are you doing here??”

“I missed you, can you let me in please?”

You sighed, standing up and opening your window up and hobie climbed in, he could just tell you haven’t watched after yourself recently because of how tired you looked, your eye bags noticeable and the way you moved was sluggish.

“Babe, you know it ain’ right for you to be constantly overworking yourself..?” Hobie said softly, worry clear in the rebellious man’s voice.

“Yes hobs, I know I just..I gotta finish and study for this exam, you can stay if you want.”

“Yes, absolute yes darlin’.”

And hobie stayed true to his word, it was fine when you were studying for an hour..for two..for three..for five..and when it hit 6 hours hobie couldn’t do it anymore, he had been bringing you tea and coffee to keep you up but at this point he just wanted you to go to bed, he stood up and walked over to where you were. Gently grabbing your hands and lifting them up to his face.

“Nope, ain’ havin’ it, you’re going to bed now love.” He said firmly, his voice basically saying no if, ands, or buts about it. Gently pulling you out of the chair.

“Hobie no..I just needed one more hour..that’s it..”

“Y/n, you’ve been studying for the past 6 hours mate, I got here at 7:53 PM and I'm finally stopping you at 1:13 AM, you need it babe.”

You sigh, you didn’t even know why you were arguing with hobie on this. Hell if it wasn’t for him having his arms wrapped around you you probably would’ve fell on the fucking ground and fell asleep by now, you desperately needed sleep. He noticed how quiet you were and how you were just..giving up on arguing him, making him a bit sad you kept overworking yourself like this.

“look, just take a shower if you don’t fall asleep in there and do your skincare, I’ll make up the bed okay?” He said softly, looking into her beautiful blue eyes, they were always something he’d get lost in and he didn’t care about a map or the potential danger, the danger being you and his heart, and to be fair you already stole it.

“..Fine hobie, I guess.”

You sigh, walking to your closet and grabbing your pajamas along with your panties and bra, walking to the bathroom and taking a shower. The steam making you relax and all of the stress that you had built up for that day? Gone just like that. Maybe hobie was right..a shower was what you needed.

You scrub your body good before stepping out of the shower, hell you were so sleepy you didn’t even moisturize your body, just put your socks on along with your pajamas and called it a day.

You started doing your skincare, you know, using a cleanser and a moisturizer you got from the dollar general and it worked amazing, there was no need to complain in your eyes.

After you finished up you walked back into the bedroom to see hobie laying down on the bed already, waiting for you as he had a soft smile on his face since he saw you. Opening his arms up for you as you climbed into the bed and laid down in front of him, you both didn’t say anything. Hobie knew you needed some peace and quiet for once after having such a stressful day, and he wouldn’t dare mess up his baby’s sleep.

“I love ya, okay? Get some rest..”

“Will do my love.”

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