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"why do you write?" because it’s the only way to silence the characters pacing around my brain like victorian ghosts with unresolved issues that prevent them from moving on.

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The World of Interiors, August 2025. Photo - Bruno Suet

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Now that the evenings are getting darker  -  Annette Björk Swensson , 2023.

Swedish , b. 1956   -  

Oil on canvas, 52 x 72 cm.

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i'm always operating under the belief that if i listen to enough music something will happen

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Isabelle Adjani, 1994.

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Sorrow, Vardges Sureniants National Gallery of Armenia (May 17, 2025)

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Pas de Deux by Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

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I’m deficient in vitamins they haven’t even discovered yet

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Siena Cathedral.

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today im thinking about my many many desires. no i wont be communicating them you stupud fuckinggggg idiot

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Please don’t send me mixed signals i barely understand the direct ones

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Legends of the Fall (1994), dir. Edward Zwick

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Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum by simret.jpg.

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“I learned that just beneath the surface there’s another world, and still different worlds as you dig deeper. I knew it as a kid, but I couldn’t find the proof. It was just a kind of feeling. There is goodness in blue skies and flowers, but another force—a wild pain and decay—also accompanies everything.”

— David Lynch (via human-voices)

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You shouldn't be dismayed if a sadness rises up in front of you, greater than any you have ever seen before; or if a disquiet plays over your hands and over all your doings like light and cloud-shadow. You must think that something is happening with you, that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand; it will not let you fall. Why should you want to exclude from your life all unsettling, all pain, all depression of spirit, when you don't know what work it is these states are performing within you? Why do you want to persecute yourself with the question of where it all comes from and where it is leading? You well know you are in a period of transition and want nothing more than to be transformed. If there is something ailing in the way you go about things, then remember that sickness is the means by which an organism rids itself of something foreign to it. All one has to do is help it to be ill, to have its whole illness and let it break out, for that is how it mends itself...

Do not watch yourself too closely. Do not draw over-rapid conclusions from what is happening to you. Simply let it happen.

RAINER MARIA RILKE, LETTERS TO A YOUNG POET

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romanticizing the horrors all by yourself handsome?