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When somebody doubts your abilities you have two choices. You can hang your head down low and believe them; or hold your head up high and believe in yourself.

William Chapman (via wnq-anonymous)

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Along time away is the future may it hold the best for I may not be the brightest or best,but I try to be that person for those that need the enlightenment. I cannot run on blind faith now for that has failed me and caused me great misery. The calculated, cold and logical are truly my best friends, but then how can I process emotion?

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Lies

There are none here. I have this purely for my own devices. Sometimes I cannot contain my own thoughts and madness. I feel wrong for being secretive from those in my life, but I feel they may not understand my unrelenting darkness that has formed me into this being. Often I am too reflective and live in fear of what can happen with such destructive forces that are harbored beneath this flesh.

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Sometimes .

I like to believe we are inhuman and I can cheat this death, but I need a grip before I lose it

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Born from the skies long after the decay. Don't get me wrong I will rise again to make them pay.. This is by my own design your very being is my perfect disguise. Rotting and wriggling decrepits that cover this planet. Tasteless yet classy my friend. Don't worry I will rise again.

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Without me you wouldn't be alive, but do not mistake me for a god. That would be foolish and a grave finality. We are our own powerful beings, so accept both sides of yourselves. Accept who and what you are\will become. Wave farewell to your former alliances and merge yourself inside and out with what you choose and be careful. Rise up my darkened phoenix spread your flames far to destroy the evil doer that believes in their miniscule powers to change the world "for the better". Never take them in out of pity for they can only corrupt the truth of this cruel world.

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When somebody doubts your abilities you have two choices. You can hang your head down low and believe them; or hold your head up high and believe in yourself.

William Chapman (via wnq-anonymous)

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Don't Die Now

Sometimes anger and absolute certainty is the key to survival

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I wrote a book once but every page was a breakup letter to myself.

prophetoverprofit  (via wnq-writers)

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It was..

My rage, my sadness, my diluted happiness combining and condensing into one form. Ever blinding my newly found self and trying to dictate the man I was to become. Little did I or it know my power of control I had over its hideous embodiment. For awhile, I can't lie I always thought it to be me while I lulled state of confusion and darkness. Only after years did I learn that I could add true happiness to create a being beyond beings. Only I could find all these issues and problems that made me weep were meant to be filled with enthusiasm and joy in my own sado-masochistic ways what was meant to be will be and what was not, well I will try like hell to fight it. For all cannot be so oblivious and blind to self empowerment sometimes we need that edge to our life no other has. Some would call it greed, some foolishness or both. The truth needs to be known we can do this and the power only can lay in our own hands. Whether you accept it or not is yours.

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“After he was found guilty and was going to be reprimanded by the state, I went back to say goodbye to him and I shook his hand and said goodbye and he goes, ‘Pat, you know I’m really gonna miss talking to you, I’m gonna miss you,’ and I said yeah, Jeff. At the time I was kind of making light of it.”

“Part of getting him to confess and performing this service for the people of Milwaukee put me in intimate relationship with this guy, where I actually formed a relationship with this guy, right? where I actually began to feel sorry for the prick. He was a pathetic guy, right. I mean I felt bad for him and I felt bad that I felt bad for him right? Like why do I have empathy for this guy? What is it in me that makes me relate to this guy?”

(Quote from Detective Pat Kennedy, The Jeffrey Dahmer Files, 2013)

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Hahehehuahahaha that tickl– OH– OH GOD, IT BURNS, AAAAHHHH!!! I do a lot of these. So do other people. Keep up with my work on facebook and twitter. 

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Silence

We scream as nothing is left. It is true, every villan views himself as a hero. The devil once an angel knew this fate and accepted this because it is the life to lead. With “good” there is “evil” in every social concept that is provided there is one whether it is a group or a single being it will be labeled as dark if it goes against the said ethics/morals of the construct. Some of us are just meant to be the beast seeking knowledge and acceptance that we cannot be right in all others eyes. We are the villans, the deserters, the odd ones, the motorcycle boys, the jokers, the lucifers to those others. They are wrong and forever will be all we can do is hope to open minds.

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Well..

I’ve decided to expose all the insides of what we call emotion here. Well.. I mean I will try I believe that I’ve wasted all attempts for the night. This should be all fun and games in the end welcome to the mind of the dark.