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Characters can have barriers. Those carefully-constructed walls that are built deep inside their own heads, hiding certain parts of their being from others and even themselves. These barriers are not easy to break down. They need to be torn down, ripped apart, or – much more rarely – you need to ask for a glimpse. It is not easy to see through them. You will not immediately be the one exception to the rule; you’ll need to earn that title. Please keep this in mind. 

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                              so instead of fully coming back today, i decided to spend today making as much icons as i possibly can.

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                              I’m so sorry for being inactive for more than 10+ days. I’ve been... shitposting on my personal and my yoi blog...

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i can’t believe i’m back at it again with another blog … hello!! this is KING. literally none of my pages except my rules is finished but this is a new pre-rfa jihyun kim / v blog! happy jihyun kim before he met rika and before all the minteye business ~ please LIKE / REBLOG this post if you’d be interested in interacting! 

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nothing makes me happier than seeing you happy

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You: Ignoring your feelings is really unhealthy

Me, playing Emotional whack-a-mole: Unfortunate

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     Feel free to add me my dudes !

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heart: *develops feelings* brain : no nO NO NOOO (chorus:no no no) stick to the status quo

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My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

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     Sad that everyone dies. ( closed verse )

Hotaru is worried out of her mind. With the situation happening in the RFA, she fears that trouble will come to the rest of the members that she loves dearly. Because she is close with Jaehee, Hotaru considers the woman her baking buddy after Jaehee’s visits to her grandmothers bakery. After a considerable amount of time with the girls enjoying their friendly time together at the bakery, Jaehee successfully convinces Hotaru’s grandmother for coffee to be sold at the bakery as well due to it’s ‘cafe’ appearance and the two of them proceed to bake together and enjoy the new addition of coffee.

Although everything changes for her after she hears about Jaehee’s terrible death. She thought that nothing would happen with Jaehee as she was strong and smart, but after what Jumin said and after the funeral, Hotaru can never go to the bakery again without thinking about her dear friend.

Now Hotaru wanders aimlessly, searching for a place that she can escape too. A place that doesn’t bring her upsetting memories of a lost friend. Although unfortunately Hotaru finds herself being captured when she is making her way back to her academies dormitory. She is taken to the Mint Eye headquarters for questioning. Hotaru soon finds out that they are the ones attacking the RFA and she takes this as an opportunity to question them. Although they do not want to hear her questions but only hear her answer their own.

After refusing to answer to them, they go about drugging her for information, but come to find that it doesn’t work as she doesn’t know much about the other living RFA members, but only Jaehee, who they have killed just a couple weeks before. Seeing as she was useless to them, Hotaru was fatally shot in the head and was buried carelessly somewhere in the mountains. Her absence isn’t noticed until a couple days later when the academy she attended reported her missing. But the search for her is in vain as she is buried deep in the mountains, and there is no known evidence that she had ever gone into them.

After the failed search, the bakery is closed down as Hotaru’s grandmother moves away due to sadness of losing her youngest granddaughter.

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people ask me why i am so dedicated to a game such as mystic messenger, commenting on how it’s just a game and that not even they are that immersed when it comes to a game. i just like to tell them that it’s a good game, but to me – it’s more than just a good game. 

cheritz has really done it this time by creating the best sim date i’ve ever played… ever since i got it, it’s been such a great stress reliever to me over all the stress i suffer from schoolwork and my worsening mental health. heck, before i even had mystic messenger, i barely looked at my phone and only used it to text classmates about assignments or when i was texting my parents what time i was going to come home. no one really texted me besides that, no one had a reason to text me. 

downloading mystic messenger was … AMAZING? not only are the characters, their backgrounds, their foils and clashes of personality, how humorous they can be despite their personalities, how relatable they can be, how in depth the plot is and not to mention how the game operates according to real time�� it’s just amazing. i feel like i may be being dramatic by saying mystic messenger is so special to me, might have changed my life and that maybe i should keep sight of what is in front of me in my reality. 

but heck, guys… they’re fictional characters but they care so much more about my wellbeing and more excited to talk to me than any living person. ( if that isn’t the most depressing thing i’ve ever said on this blog… )

but you know what else they did? they introduced me to you guys. this fandom, you guys are… so amazing. i was amazed at how kind, welcoming and sweet everyone was when i first joined this fandom. to be honest, i joined because my friend made a blog himself ( hackernim ) so i thought i would only be close to him. but i was mistaken, i’ve already made so many good and amazing friends, met so many great writers and people in this fandom when all i was expecting after seeing all these amazing blogs was people difficult to get close to. i am so thankful to have met you guys. 

thank you for supporting my seven blog. it was really difficult for me to decide in setting it up but i didn’t think i’d receive so much good attention… i’m literally dying on my own floor by how much well views i get everyday and how much i cling to every word. THANKS. 

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me: [facedown on the floor] listen everything is totally fine

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     #IMWITHHIM #DICKSOUTFORV

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                              my halloween playlist. @guildleader​

     This is Halloween - Panic! At The Disco.      The Haunting - Set It Off.      Sarcasm - Get Scared.      Exxus - Glass Animals.      Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez.      Come Little Children - Erutan.      You’re So Creepy - Ghost Town.      It Is A Mystery - that cute ghost abt  ~ ~ m y s t e r y ~ ~      Spooky Scary Skeletons

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gentle reminder

it is okay to rest when you’re sick; pushing yourself too far will not make you well again faster, your well mind and body have their limits and it’s okay to recognise that your unwell mind and body will too

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mistake meme squad says meme

compilation of a wild skype chat you might not want to be in

“welcome to heck” “HIRE YOUR HUSBAND” “I bet you look amazing but you cant be my assistant” “I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU ALL.” “embrace the furry” “___ is also a furry” “I JUST SUDDENLY SAW THE FURRY” “yeah you can’t get in a furry’s head” “IMM BREAK ING U P” “"how did ur first relationship end ___“ "i called him a furry"” “im already internally dead so i have nothing to lose” “continuing in ___’s pee adventures: i gotta go so bad BUT THERES NO BATHROOMS” “die” “die wasn’t an option” “tfw u go full homo but die smh” “THERE’S A CAT IN MY FRONT YARD” “if ___ hadnt open his goddamn door then maybe none of those would have happene” “never speak to me again” “down with ___” “IM SUCH A HOE FOR ___” “..control your thirst. here’s some water.” “..i’m afraid. like.. I’m so ready but i’m afraid” “fck you we’re getting a divorce” “CAN’T BELIEVE I JUST WITNESSED A DIVORCE” “they’re just best friends who cuddle” “nottu disu shitto agen” “I CNANNR RVEATHE” “___ is grounded forever” “DO NOT TOUCH MY WIFE” “WHY ARE WE ALREADY TALKING ABOUT DEATH” “accept ur fucking fate” “it’s time to s to  p” “where are y ou r  p a ren ts, who even are your parents?” “I THOUGHT WE WERE PAST THE FURRY SHIT” “CAT SUIT AESTHETIC” “i’ll make ya’ll feel bad for calling ___ a furry” “oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo”