sakkubuuns

[sakkubuuns]

ch.2 of cloudnine lol

it's been a week now and no one has texted me about kuroo. i'm honestly glad i haven't received another "hey girly.." text. makes my gut drop every time just thinking about how i can get a dm anytime, but since i haven't yet, i'll just enjoy the time being. 

"classes start tomorrow. you have everything babe?" kuroo came from behind me placing his hands on my shoulders rubbing them softly as i sat at my desk putting last minute items in your bag. "yep," i said popping the 'p'. "you don't have to stay the night if you don't want to. you have to drive to your classes tomorrow too y'know?" i said hanging my tote bag on it's hook. "i know but i wanna see my girlfriend off to her classes, that isn't much to ask for is it?" i tilted my head up to look at him,

i smiled feeling my heart swell of relief, all i could do was shake my head. "let's go to bed then" he nodded as we went to go do our nightly routine.

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the next morning kuroo dropped me off and said he would pick me up after my lectures. it was fine by me, meant that i didn't have to walk home or take the bus. as i made my way to class i pulled my wax pen out. i took a couple hits before putting it back into it's designated pocket of my tote bag.

i walked into the class trying to catch my breath a little, the stairs was really kicking my ass, i don't know how i'm gonna do that every day. i already knew that i was going to sit far from others. it was quite nerve racking being at a new university, i didn't know anyone. i took a seat by the window taking in the view of the quad and main library. i looked down at all the people, one group in particular stood out to me. it was a group of guys, looked like they were having a sesh.

in the quad? mood

hopefully i get to meet some cool people who are down to blow down. the professor walked in and began introducing herself, as she was talking i began to notice how i was involuntarily blocking her voice out.

shit i'm high

i know i know, not the wisest choice being high my first lecture, but so what? i get my work done either way and i don't bother anyone by doing the things i do. plus i know when to be as sober as i can.

i finally came to and began following the notes the professor was already giving. i didn't mind though, notes were fun. i always added color and made them look so pretty.

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i got a text from kuroo as the professor was wrapping up. he wanted to meet at the campus cafe and grab a snack before heading to my house. i was fine with whatever so i agreed. i had one more lecture in the evening, thank god it's online.

"alright please join the class session online! i will be posting reminders there and as well as assignments. i will be group emailing the link, peace!" she walked out not even waiting for anyone to reply. she's pretty cool, and seems young. i loved her already.

i put my airpods in wanting to enjoy the rest of my high. as i was looking down at my phone scrolling through my playlist, i bumped into someone. "oof-" "shit sorry my bad lil homie- oh my fault. i wasn't looking" i looked up at the person.

holy shit he was smoking hot

i guess i was staring awhile because when i finally snapped out of it, the guy and his whole group were looking at me funny. my eyes went wide as i took in their appearance and the smell. "oh my god! you're the guys i saw earlier from my window seat!" i pointed and shouted a bit loud which took them aback. "i saw you guys having a sesh down here from my lecture on the third floor" i point to the building facing us and the rest turned their heads behind them. a collective "ohh" going around.

"so you smoke?" one of the guys stepped up, he had blonde hair and a dark undercut. you have a boyfriend.. i caught myself before letting my mind slip again. "for sure i do" i opened my bag slightly taking my pen out, "you could take a hit if you want" i shrugged, they looked at me in shock. "um.." i awkwardly stood there holding my pen out for them, "sorry it's just that people around here are pretty stingy with their shit so it's shocking to see someone offer a hit so easily" another guy spoke, he was african american. he was taller than the rest, which made me realize how tall these guys actually were, around the same height as kuroo.

i waved them off, "nah it's cool. i like this aura you guys bring off, and the lingering smell of za" i laughed as i felt the pen being snatched from my hands,

jeez be respectful at least

one with cool dark ash hair that looked very similar to the blond, took a hit then passed it to the blondie. i assumed the two were twins. the dark haired twin blew the fumes out and was starting to taste the flavors on his tongue. "that cart is definitely not from out here, or any of the plugs i buy from" he pointed at the sleek device. his twin agreeing not long after.

"dude you need to try this" the tallest turned around and passed the pen to another person. i was so distracted that i didn't even know there was another person, though i do remember seeing four people when i was looking out the window. "out of state?" the last person popped out.

i felt guilty thinking that these guys in front of me were hot. but at least kuroo wasn't getting texts from random people saying i was cheating on him with them. the three guys were attractive i can't lie about that, but this guy.. he was insanely good looking. his eyes hung low obviously making him look a little hotter. he stood up tall but his head naturally tilted downwards. he had on a loose plain hoodie that had a little threading detail on the left side of his chest, a couple of chains dangled his neck, one falling under the hoodie and the rest being out. his jeans were loose but fit him nicely, they bunched over a pair of nike blazer mids. and lastly, his hair looked soft as fuck.

and once again i was staring too long, "oh, um yeah" i nodded. dang he knew by just the taste of it? "yeah i've never seen these before. we sell dispos around here" he said lowly handing me my pen back. i was so entranced by his presence that i didn't notice kuroo was calling me. i took the pen and excused myself, even though we just met, hopefully they would wait. they seemed like potential friends.

"hey babe, i just got done. i'm on my way to come get you" he didn't sound like he was on the road? whatever, "you could have just texted me that you know?" i giggled at his weird ways. "yeah i know but just felt like calling you" " okay, well drive safe" "bye baby" i put my phone back in my pocket and turned around, "sorry my boyfriends on his way," their faces seemed to change when i mentioned a boyfriend. "you guys seem cool, what's your socials?" i grabbed my phone again clicking on snap and handing it to one of the guys.

"um kuroo best captain middle blocker said he just got here and he'll meet you at the campus cafe" the blond snickered as the tallest awkwardly handed my phone back. i snatched my phone back, assuming i had at least one of their snaps. "oh my god, he's so fucking stupid. don't mind that" i tried to laugh it off as i got a notification. "suna.. rintarou.." i read as i looked up trying to guess which one it could be.

"text me whenever you're down to have a sesh" the quiet one spoke. his voice was a little louder, maybe sobering up. i nodded my head taking my leave, trying to find the cafe.

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@ sakubuns

[sakkubuuns]

hey.. i've never written fics on tumblr b4 so a bit nervy but here's the first chapter to one of my fics on wattpad. cloudnine - sakubuns

"perfect!" i smiled stepping down from the counter. the banner i taped onto the cupboards was right in the center after multiple attempts, new home. "jeez finally. the henny is getting warm" miko rolled his eyes as he began opening up the bottle of alcohol. "mom, dad, miko has become an alcoholic, beat his ass as a ghost" i closed my eyes pretending to pray aloud.

i stopped and winced at miko slapping my arm. "just pour the shot idiot" i swat his hand away. i began connecting my phone to my alexa, drama by drake started to play. "alexa volume up" i shouted placing my phone down. "nooo not you being in your feels" miko groaned, "who hurt you lil sis?" he made a pained face. i scrunched my face up in response, "please shut the fuck up" i rubbed my temples.

"here," miko handed me my shot glass, "cheers, a new home for lil sis! whoo!" miko yelled downing the shot like nothing. meanwhile i was a little shook by the warm alcohol going down my throat, "chill dude, it's an apartment. i still have neighbors" i hiccuped. "mai this pad is HUGE! i don't think your neighbors could hear us even if we threw a big ass party here" he spun around with his arms wide.

okay he was right but i still want to be respectful, i just got this place. what is annoying though is miko's apartment being right across from mine... he insisted it'd be best that we stick close together. while stuck on my thoughts, the doorbell buzzer buzzed. "i'll get it" miko sprinted before you could even react to the sound. "please don't let it be him" i whispered to myself preparing for what might be at the door.

"baby? baby! oh god please mai! i swear i'll change! please just open the door baby, i love you!" a hoarse voice came through the speaker. "kuroo get your bitch ass off my sister's property!" miko shouted back through the buzzer. i mentally and physically rolled my eyes at these two. i made my way to the buzzer and pushed miko out the way, "kuroo i told you once and i'm going to tell you one last time, we're done. you fucked up and that's your fault. deal with it" i walked off to pour myself another shot.

"i think he's crying out there" miko bursted out laughing. "whatever, security will just drag his ass out" i shrugged waiting for miko to take his glass, "cheers to that!" he nodded. i groaned at the burning sensation going down my chest, "i have to get things ready. classes start soon" i pushed miko towards the couch. i walked off into my room sighing as i closed the door.

life has been in shambles lately, but i'm slowly picking up the pieces as i go. my parents died less than half a year ago, i had to get my own house because my parents died, and since i got a new house it means new school, but i'm glad all of this happened before classes started again because i only have to focus on school. "mai i need a blanket!" miko's voice muffled through the door interrupting my thoughts. "what the fuck? just go home already!" i shouted back not bothering to get up.

"that's so far though!" i heard him whine which made me get up because i was over it. i sighed opening a closet in the hall grabbing a pillow and a fluffy blanket. "here bitch" i tossed them from behind making it land on miko unexpectedly. i saw him flinch as i laughed silently walking back into my room. "dammit i need new pens" i mentally slapped myself for forgetting the main thing i use for notes. "you'll last a couple of classes for me right?" i looked at my usual pen praying the ink will last me.

"miko turn off the lights before you sleep" i stuck my head out into the hall. i heard him mumble a response as he's probably already almost passed out. as i closed my room door, the buzzer went off again. "mai! the buzzer!" miko shouted through the slurs, he's been drinking a bit more than me. "he's got to be fucking kidding me. he's put me through enough shit already" i huffed stomping towards the speaker on the wall.

"kuroo please, i'm tired of this. you've already put me through enough. when are you going to accept the fact that i'm done letting you treat me like shit?" i blinked away the tears that built up. "you're gonna come back to me i know it. YOU LOVE ME MAI! I'LL CHANGE, REALLY THIS TIME!" i waited for him to continue, "can we just talk please.." he sounded so sad. i thought about it for a moment. you can't face him. you'll take him back as soon as you're in his arms again.

"fine. you get 5 minutes" i quickly grabbed a hoodie, checking if miko is awake as i left. if he knew i left to meet kuroo, he'd kill me. i walked down the stairs making sure it didn't look like i had just cried. i saw him pacing back and forth in front of the lobby. "mai baby i missed you so much you don't-" i stopped him before he could come any closer to me. "stop. just tell me what you wanted to talk about" i looked around avoiding his eye contact.

he sighed combing his fingers through his hair "i know i really messed up-" i laughed cutting him off AGAIN. "yeah no shit you did. YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME AND GOT ANOTHER BITCH PREGNANT" i was beyond pissed at this point. he really thought i'd take him back. as much as i love him, i wasn't going to go back to him. he'd really have to convince me. "IT'S NOT MINE!" he shouted, making me flinch. i looked at him wide eyed, "what? what do you mean it's not yours? she literally told me herse-" "we never even had sex baby" he spoke softly as he grabbed both of my hands planting a kiss on them. "i love you mai, i would never do that to you" he looked down at me, i let myself fall in his eyes.

no one said anything, "you guys.. really didn't do anything?" i was falling and couldn't climb back up. it was like falling into quicksand, it was useless trying to leave. "we really didn't" he shook his head. i didn't say anything before taking a small glance at him, "okay, i believe you" you stupid bitch.

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@ sakubuns