sammyphan

[sammyphan]

[sammyphan]

My birthday is in exactly 13 days. All I want is to spend time with the people that can put a smile on my face on this very special day cause that means the world to me. I don't want him texting me and bothering me anymore, especially on my birthday because I would like to not be reminded of someone like him on the day that's all about me.

[sammyphan]

You like to tell me to keep my comments about my ex boyfriend or anything about him to myself but yet you always like to bring him up when we argue. LOL. Fucking contradicting piece of shit.

[sammyphan]

I spent one year with someone that made me feel like one ugly piece of trash and a walking flaw.

[sammyphan]

I'm tired of hearing words after words. Where's the action that follows after someone's words ? Because I'm losing hoping

[sammyphan]

Everything was just a lie. You don’t care for me like you say you do. Just admit it.

[sammyphan]

I'm unhappy. I never really thought that I would ever be in a relationship with someone that I thought would disrespect me to this kind of level. It's really disgusting to soak in. What kind of man that was raised by a women to disrespect another women that he supposedly love. For every time that you do it and say sorry afterwards, the word "sorry" loses it's value.

[sammyphan]

And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want for them is to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go but you keep holding on and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it but if it didn’t really matter you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

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[sammyphan]

I make my mistakes and you do too but if your plan is to constantly shine light away from your faults simply because you don't want to admit, own up to, or do anything for my comfort then don't expect me to try to make you happy and do what you want cause you obviously can't do shit for me.

[sammyphan]

You're so selfish. It's ridiculous. Can't believe you have the nerves to not want to talk to me or ignore me over something that I have no control over. It's fucking inevitable. You're a real piece of crap. God you're becoming more and more of a shitty ass person.

[sammyphan]

You were different before. Now it's just "fuck you" "bitch"

[sammyphan]

I had went out of my way to find someone to cover my shift just for you. Then you decided to tell me not to come over the same day I had taken off just for YOU. And you had the fucking nerves to go hang out with your friend on the same fucking day I taken off for you. Unappreciative shit. You're welcome. Thanks for flaking on me douche bag. I hate every piece of you right now.

[sammyphan]

Surround yourself with people who will be there for you no matter how stupid you can be or how stupid your choices are.

[sammyphan]

How can something go so wrong ? I hate every bit of it all.

[sammyphan]

Walk away and leave something that is too prideful. If it cared about you enough then pride would have never been a thing that's in between.

[sammyphan]

Why do I constantly let a bunch of fools in my fucking life. You knew what this relationship was from the start. Now all of a sudden you cant handle me anymore ? That just brings fire inside of me cause if I had know these words were to ever come out of your mouth then I would have never let you In my life like that. You definitely make me feel so much regret. What a big waste of my time. You’re just another fucking guy.

[sammyphan]

Sometimes I feel like I know then there are times where I feel like I don't know anymore. When I love, I love so hard. I look for security in places that I have hope and trust in, but when that place doesn't live up to what I'd hope it just shatters my heart. It's like where do I go ? When my heart is so lost, confused and hurt. Am I asking for too much ? Is this a give and take and no returns ? I don't know. I just want to disappear and wish this has never been in my life..