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just because you start a day off on the wrong foot does not mean you have to end it in a binge ‼️‼️‼️

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really grieving my youth today.

I spent the entirety of it fat and undesirable.

I’m now closer to 30, making changes now.

But it feels too late.

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I kinda love that toxic diet culture is back in.

I live for it. I need to be validated

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“i’m sh free”

*has an ed*

“oh nevermind”

unforntunately, having an ed (in my case ana) is still a form of sh but like external ykyk type of sh free so uhh does that count..

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my disordered life style is only meant for me guys no else try this shit

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opening up is like talking to a cop, everything you say can and will be used against you.

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"doesn't it hurt when you cut?🥺🥺🥺" I'll slice my wrists in front of you, bitch

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Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

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date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me

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"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

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my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol

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every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

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"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness