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Dalat.

sooo pretty.

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harus banget ku tonjok orangnya, emosi bgt. seenaknya aja ganti ganti jadwal, yang sibuk dan mau menyempatkan waktu bukan cuma anda.

kalau aku tulis detailnya aku bakal makin emosi tiap baca ini wkkk. jadi cukup sampe sini, dan ku tonjok orangnya skrg.

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Saking ekstrovertnya aku, kalau gak ada obrolan terus pada diem-dieman gitu aku berusaha cari topik, kadang gak penting, cuma dalam pikiranku kayak kikuk gitu. Padahal orang yang gak turn in mikirnya "apaan sih, gak penting banget". Hahah iya juga.. kayak gak semua orang mau dengerin hal gak penting.

Jadi lain kali gak usahlah ngomong yang gak penting ke orang-orang dan berusaha cari topik. Kalau energinya lagi banyak tapi ada di situasi itu, bisa salurin ke yang lain.

Anw lagi istirahat sama menata pikiranku aja, mau klasifikasiin yang penting dan enggak. Sebelumnya udah cut off beberapa hal, tapi emang perlu disederhanain lagi.

Aku udah berkurang banget berbagi kabar di sosial media. Kpopan juga udah berkurang banyak, Tapi setelah ku cek arsip story isinya mostly kpop. Hhahah kocak juga, semuanya udah berkurang banyak tapi sedikit dari banyak itu yang aku bagiin kpop things.

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Juli 2025 aku capek banget, jadi Agustus aku akan banyak istirahat.

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Pertengahan tahun 2025, aku tidak banyak berubah. Masih suka nct, masih suka traveling, masih suka baca buku, masih suka ke cafe cafe lucu. Mungkin yang berubah dulu aku suka posting entah untuk meninggalkan jejak atau ngabarin yang gak butuh kabarku. Sekarang lebih ke menikmati semuanya sendiri atau dengan orang-orang terdekat.

Sekarang aku juga lebih gampang buat cut off orang-orang yang menurutku aku gak bisa get along sama aku (gak cocok). Aku juga lagi ada di persimpangan kayak mau maju lagi atau ini udah cukup. Kalau aku tanya chatt gpt bakal dijawab maju terus, tapi lawannya ini diri sendiri. Lebih berat dibanding lawan orang lain, kann.

Mungkin pendewasaan, aku gak pernah lagi ninggalin rumah dalam keadaan kotor, cucian piring selalu beres setelah makan, gak pernah lagi numpuk baju kotor karna males nyuci, setiap hari nyapu lantai (ada kotor dikit langsung disapu), sebelum tidur mandi bahkan pakai parfum, lotion, dan skincare an terus. Dulu ngabisin makanan karna sayang kalau sisa, sekarang makan secukupnya kalau gak mau sisa masak secukupnya. Makan sayur setiap hari, minum air putih yang banyak, selalu stok buah di kulkas, minimal banget ada 2 jenis buah. Mostly isi kulkas isinya buah sama air dingin karna aku suka minum dingin. Aku juga suka minum teh hijau sebelum tidur biar pencernaan lancar, diselingi minum vitamin D. Apakah aku udah mulai tua ? kebiasaanku jadi berubah.

Sekarang juga jarang scroll sosial media, paling bales dm temen yang suka kirim reels.

Apa lagi ya? lanjut s2 ga si ?

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Page 1: The Shop That Opens When It Rains

(조용하고 비 오는 날의 이야기)

There’s a small bookshop hidden deep in a quiet alley.

It’s not on Google Maps. It’s not even on paper maps.

People call it “Hening dan Halaman” — meaning silence and pages.

But there’s one special rule:

“비가 올 때만 문을 열어요.”

(“It only opens when it rains.”)

The owner? Not a human.

It’s a grey old cat with sleepy eyes, known as Pak Nino.

He doesn’t meow. He talks.

Slowly. Softly. Like someone who remembers too much.

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One rainy night, Saski was walking alone, wearing her favorite hoodie and earphones.

Drizzle touched her cheeks, and the streets were quiet.

Then… she saw it.

A dim warm light at the end of the alley.

A wooden sign that wasn’t there yesterday.

“어서 오세요. 들어오세요.”

(“Welcome. Come in.”)

The door creaked open by itself.

Inside, it smelled like old books and vanilla tea.

There was no cashier—just Pak Nino, sitting on a stool, reading a newspaper full of clouds.

“Pick one book,” he said, without looking up.

“But don’t read the title. 제목은 나중에 봐요.”

Saski reached for the book on the farthest shelf.

It felt warm.

When she opened it…

There were no words. Just photos.

Photos of things that hadn’t happened yet.

Her drinking coffee in a café she’s never seen.

A room filled with postcards she didn’t remember writing.

A person… smiling at her like they already knew her name.

“이 책은 미래의 기억이에요.”

(“This book is memories from the future,”) Pak Nino said, gently.

“But you can only read more if you get good rest.

So… go home. Sleep. Come back when it rains again.”

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jadi gak nih saski, aku inget banget beberapa tahun lalu kamu pengen ke cafe kakanya jinhwan ikon wkkk

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anw its so comforting

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haiiii

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how about listen this at the morning first?

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sometimes, i ask myself, "why are you in such a rush? what’s the hurry?" but honestly, im not chasing anything. it’s just that all those goals i set in my teens feel like they need to be checked off ASAP. why do our 20s fly by so fast?

if i had to describe it, the 20s are just... a lot. i don’t know what my 30s will be like yet, but the 20s? they’re full of quarter-life crises, dealing with rude people, messy situations, crazy deadlines, and trying to figure out how to stay financially stable. it’s like this mix of pressure and trying to be mature while surviving everything life throws at you.

just in case i forget (though i really don’t), my friend once asked me, “how do you not know your long-term plans?” i mean, i do know, but i can’t really explain it. t’s because i’m focused on making the most of today, so the future can take care of itself.. not sure.

ah ya firstly why im here is, even when we’ve planned everything carefully, things don’t go the way we expect—and it feels like there’s a reason behind it. it’s not always frustration, but more like relief, realizing that maybe a bit more preparation is needed, especially when the goal is something big.

tbh i’m also working on refining my intentions and getting more specific about my big dream—breaking it down into manageable steps. when i want to reach an A, i know i need to do this, that, and make sure every detail is in place because i realized i don’t fully know all the steps yet. and when i aim for B, i need everything to be clear and well-prepared. long short story i'm not fully ready with A or B, i should prepare more.

am i too much focus before? let’s just sooo much focus for the most important for me.

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dari kemarin menata tapi gak beres-beres. oh ternyata aku lagi sibuk juga dengan project kecil.

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i’ve been recently obsessed with a perfume called butterfly. i got it during my trip to Bangkok last September, and honestly, the price felt so worth it. i usually go for soft scents : think floral, vanilla, and anything sweet—but this one is the mango sticky rice variant. it’s not overly sweet, with a subtle mango vibe that makes it feel super fresh.

another variant I have is asupsocios fruit (if i’m not mistaken). it’s sweeter and has a bold freshness to it. i like using that one in the morning—it just feels like the perfect match to start the day.

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recently favs. megical melody to time travel a moment of a cup cappucinno my favs person made while we share abt cold cappucinno when a full moon in jogja a long time ago. this person tried to erase me from life while me, looking from a far.

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trying to listen oasis cz jisung hahahaha i will start love everything and learning everything about him. someday when im old i'll said : oh you seems like so much loved with jisung ya. i dooooooo!!!

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this afternoon like rn, I fall in love with my self more than usual. wanna hug her and said, why you're so passionate ? why you're so loved and cool? why you're so pretty like oh my god. I like you girl. if I was a man, then I will fall in love with you. you're so brave, so much focus with everything when you want something. You did a great job, you have a boundaries. Sometimes you stressed, but there was so many more happiness. Blessed it, how God always love you. And I do.

I must said, jisung should knows you as person.

Like should we ?