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Current motivation, soulful connection & my stand in guru until I can safely guru myself. Danielle Laporte.

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Current motivation, soulful connection & my stand in Guru until I can safely guru myself. Danielle Laporte. Commit to your white hot truth & never stop seeking the light.

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NOODLE BOX....

5AM start.... 7AM work day, 4PM finish.... 5PM work night, 8PM finish.... 9PM bed time & NOODLE BOX ***WASH ***RINSE ***REPEAT.

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4 times...

As I fly through my Saturday - you know the feeling. That to do list of mundane things in life. Your floors, laundry, dishes, kids..... responsibility. All those things you need to do in between the one job or two jobs that you have just to support all of the above. It's time to get presentable because tonight I am going to support a woman who is graduating from her Pursuit course. A beautifully courageous woman who has just spent a few months tearing herself down to start over again. To pursue a life more fully lived. To leave the pain behind. To find some sunshine. Another single mom. I wonder as she readies herself is she proud of what she has accomplished of who she is becoming? I will remember to tell her tonight just how proud I am of her and to remind her to be the same of herself. Such words, so easily given to another but seem so lost on myself. A realization I have as I remove my make up for the 4th time...WTF? Nothing is right. My hair, my face, my body..... my life. I am run down, broken & disconnected. I see a world that sits just beyond my reach. So close that it's just brushing my fingertips. Everything around me is just to tight. I can feel it and see it but why cannot I not reach it. So many fears not enough tears. But.... I just Desire Mapped for 2 full days!!! I dug deep to find and connect to the feelings that I want to feel every day no matter what I am doing. 4 words to align and ground myself to. 4 words that I found and than lost again because I let myself fall back in and disconnect. I look around me at so many woman, married and single struggling every day to live an authentic life. Who just hope to find one smile in the day or to even experience a feeling other than lost. Disconnected. I have just realized as I go to apply my make up for the 5th time today that it's time to re-connect to everything that is me. RECLAIM INSPIRED CONNECTED SEXY.... ***I will put my make up on... & love it. My body will love what I choose to wear and my hair will damn well follow along.