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WHAT is wrong with you. It is so attractive

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the ocean was really dark and i was confused so naturally i took pictures of it !!!

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paramore - caught in the middle

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“Archon” all created by me out of cardboard, rope, and reflective tape

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winterfresh

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description of dissociation - brain is replaced with a fog machine, and the brain itself feels as if it’s floating miles above, or in a separate location. all conversations and physical actions seem to be muscle memory and use no voluntary cognitive functions whatsoever, but rather feel as it would for a person who is in a state of noctambulation. emotions are far beyond disappearance and memory is, at all times, completely nonexistent outside of the present moment. swirling conversations amidst seating and/or walking people all around are silenced by an illusion of air. the effects of drugs occur with no consumption of substance and the displacement of all possible senses, strongly including sense of recognition of both self and surroundings, takes over and causes the continuous questioning of “who am I?” and “where am i?”, unless the episode is beyond comprehension of these identifications. every aspect of every moment, lasting anywhere from hours to days, is spent as disturbingly unfamiliar. the term dissociation gives a whole new definition to numbness, amnesia and unabridged detachment.