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im so sorry for the hiatus-- 😭

i come back to like, 300 likes on one post wth

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thank you so much!! 🥺🥺🥺 im happy you enjoyed it 👉👈

in which the reader suddenly has valdermar worrying about them all the time out of no where.

warnings: mentions of the plague but other than that none I think it's just fluff, pls enjoy this 🥺

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"what now?" you huff, putting your quill in its respective ink pot. their red eyes seemed amused, a poor attempt of covering up any concern for you. at first you appreciated valdemar's worries, but now it was tiring for you. "you sound like you have been gargling glass, may i-?" you raise your hand to cut them off. "i literally just cleared my throat, you need to calm down." they give you a playful pout, still leaning on your table. you sigh, knowing that the quaestor won't go away for a little while. "you're my boss, not my mother. why are you so worried all of a sudden?" you move your hand back down to rest on your desk, and they just sigh dramatically. "am i not allowed to check on you?" clicking your tongue and rolling your eyes, you go back to writing. "it was appreciated at first, but now its hourly. you're fussing over the smallest things, val, i'm not a baby."

they give you a pout, rounding the table to lounge on you like a cat, disturbing your dominant hand from producing any work. "i just wanna make sure you're healthy. it's my responsibility, darling." valdemar grins, sharp teeth scratching your neck softly. squirming, you roll your shoulder to push them away without hurting them. with the demon continues to sag against you and, with a huff, you decide to give up on your writing. "what's up with you recently?" you ask as you put the quill down again, reaching up to gently scratch at their cheek affectionately. humming and leaning into you, valdemar replies with "just checking on your health, darling. it would be... unfortunate, if something happened to you."

"well, i'm fine, i'm not going to get sick within an hour, val." you sigh, leaning back into their chest. knowing they've won over your attention, valdemar continued to shower you with affection. their sharp teeth brushed gently against your neck, as if they wanted to bite you but couldn't find the right spot. giving them a soft hum, you lean your head on their shoulder. "is this about the plague?"

they freeze, pulling their teeth from your soft skin. "what makes you think that?" valdemar asks, voice quiet. "you're anxious, val, i can tell. the plague has definitely left an imprint on your psyche, and now you're worried that i'm gonna get deathly ill or something." you say, craning your head to look at them. thinking before responding, valdemar held onto your arms before sighing. "you're right, darling. i am scared. i feel like i didn't do enough for julian." you frown. "don't worry about julian. he's completely fine, besides what happened to him wasn't your fault."

"i know that, darling. however, i feel like i didn't treat him well enough, like i neglected him and his needs. i don't want to repeat that now that you're under my care." they frown, eyes distant in memories. "val, don't worry about me honestly. i'm more worried about you. you're putting off work to make sure i'm in okay." you give them a soft smile, rubbing their arm softly. "i know, i just can't help but worry about you. you're something else darling." they say, dipping their head again to kiss your neck.

valdemar gives you another soft kiss where your pulse is, and you sigh. "i don't want history to repeat itself either. even if that means us confronting him." knowing who you were referring scared them. "you can't confront him, darling. he'll trick you, i know it." valdemar said firmly. "what happened to the count will repeat if you do. i'll handle anything to do with that evil thing." you hum. "lucio's case was different." you counter "but it's still something i don't want you getting involved with." valdemar's grip was much more firm, more protective. you knew the devil worried them, but you wanted the quaestor to find peace over your own safety. "promise me that you won't go to him, ever." valdemar mumbled against your neck. you sigh again. "i wanna help you, val."

"promise me. please..?" sounding desperate was what made you crack. "fine. i promise i won't confront the devil. on one condition, if you ever get into a situation where you have to fight him, you'll let me help you." they thought about the offer. you always proved useful, however, their more protective nature was clashing with the thought of you fighting the devil. "fine, but if that does happen, you're staying by my side the whole time."

"of course. thank you." you smile as valdemar happily kisses your jaw. "now, can i work?" the hum playfully. "no, its an off-day today." val grins, pulling you up by your hands, hugging you before tugging your hand to follow them. "you need food, darling, we can steal some from the kitchen." they grin mischievously. you only laugh. "fine, lead the way, val."

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it came out earlier than expected huh 😌

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the main six with an s/o who passes out a lot

trigger warning: fainting? is that a valid warning? its there anyway

asra:

💫 literally looks at you and just goes: "again?"

💫 they hold you against their chest, reading a book as your head falls against their shoulder.

💫 asra is so sweet 🥺 they just hold you and stroke your back and mumble how much they love you.

💫 when you come too, they've fallen asleep with you, using your head as a pillow.

💫 you're gonna be stuck in their arms for a while sorry i dont make the rules.

julian:

🩺 it might be bad that this boy is literally the best at helping you in this situation.

🩺 he assesses you for injuries and makes sure you're safe before scooping you up to put you on his bed.

🩺 he keeps your feet elevated, unbuttons anything constricting your body, i.e a tight collar on a shirt or perhaps a corset if thats your style, and makes sure your breathing is a normal, safe and steady pace. he even keeps water on the nightstand for when you wake up.

🩺 he'll sit with you, checking your heartbeat every few minutes until you wake up.

🩺 keeps checking his pocket watch to record how long your passed out, and gently rubs your arm.

🩺 as soon as you come to, he's there smiling at you, asking you how you feel and if there's any pain.

🩺 please love him he's trying his best skdnfji

nadia:

👑 she is so sweet, your head is in her lap and she will be stroking your cheek.

👑 she's had her own fair share of faints, and knows the warning signs that you're going to.

👑 nadi will stand/sit near by and catch you if you aren't lying down already.

👑 literally drops everything, anywhere, to help you. has even stopped/postponed meetings just to assist you.

👑 sometimes portia will also help, bringing water and something nutritious from the kitchen for when you wake up.

👑 will sometimes even lay with you depending on the situation, her fingers gently caressing your hand and her forehead pressed against yours if the way you're lay will allow it if not she'll rest her head on your shoulder.

👑 nadi always tells you what happened when you wake up and tells julian when she sees him next.

muriel

⛓ PANIC

⛓ holds you against his chest, this poor bby is always so scared you won't wake up.

⛓ the first time you faint, he literally sobs, apologising to you about how he couldn't protect you. he's so convinced you're dead or something

⛓ ianna will whine, whimper and cry too, her wet nose nudging your hand or cheek, as well as pressing into muriel for comfort.

⛓ you were so confused when you woke up lmao

⛓ "muriel why are you crying?" "i thought i lost you... i was scared." 🥺

⛓ after that first experience, he went straight to asra to learn how to help in those situations.

⛓ he now knows what to do and to keep an extra close eye on you, he even trains ianna to help if he's busy!

⛓ she will sit with you, either under your legs or under an arm, and shes such a good girl bc she'll also drag you away from danger/fight for you.

⛓ she's like a service dog wolf she's such a good girl 🥺

⛓ if muriel's not busy but doesn't know, she drags him to you so he can help.

⛓ he's such an anxious bean and will cradle you until you wake up, checking your heartbeat how asra taught him to.

⛓ please hug him 🥺

portia:

🧺 surpisingly she doesn't freak out initially like how most people might, she just smiles and holds your hand until you come to.

🧺 however if you've been unconscious for a really long time she will start to panic slightly.

🧺 luckily! ilya has taught her some tricks for these situations so portia doesn't let her emotions get the better of her.

🧺 will elevate your legs with something and massage your shoulders gently.

🧺 if you're in a dangerous place she will scoop you out of there bc bby girl is stronk

🧺 loves you so much that she will postpone chores to go out and gets you some of mazelinka's soup to help you feel better.

🧺 she's just so soft for you 🥺

lucio:

🗡 unlike portia, this boy WILL panic.

🗡 calls screams for jules to come help you bc he's clueless

🗡 julian literally has to tell him the basics whilst lucio panics and asks a ton of stupid questions ("WHAT IF THEY'RE IN A COMA???" "they just fainted, lucio, calm down.")

🗡 if you ever faint in bed, lucio will just think you're sleeping and give you a soft smooch on the cheek 🥺

🗡 however, if you're on the floor somewhere, he will look at you, do a double take, and THEN swoop into protective goat boy mode and coddle you.

🗡 lets you use his cape as a pillow as he sits and tells you awesome stories about himself even if he can't hear you gush over him/you cant hear him

🗡 once you fainted in front of morga, and she went full on protective mama wolf with you and wouldn't let lucio near you.

🗡 he threw a bit of a hissy fit about not being able to be there for you, but got over it when you woke up. he'll be really clingy tho 🥺

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in which the reader suddenly has valdermar worrying about them all the time out of no where.

warnings: mentions of the plague but other than that none I think it's just fluff, pls enjoy this 🥺

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"what now?" you huff, putting your quill in its respective ink pot. their red eyes seemed amused, a poor attempt of covering up any concern for you. at first you appreciated valdemar's worries, but now it was tiring for you. "you sound like you have been gargling glass, may i-?" you raise your hand to cut them off. "i literally just cleared my throat, you need to calm down." they give you a playful pout, still leaning on your table. you sigh, knowing that the quaestor won't go away for a little while. "you're my boss, not my mother. why are you so worried all of a sudden?" you move your hand back down to rest on your desk, and they just sigh dramatically. "am i not allowed to check on you?" clicking your tongue and rolling your eyes, you go back to writing. "it was appreciated at first, but now its hourly. you're fussing over the smallest things, val, i'm not a baby."

they give you a pout, rounding the table to lounge on you like a cat, disturbing your dominant hand from producing any work. "i just wanna make sure you're healthy. it's my responsibility, darling." valdemar grins, sharp teeth scratching your neck softly. squirming, you roll your shoulder to push them away without hurting them. with the demon continues to sag against you and, with a huff, you decide to give up on your writing. "what's up with you recently?" you ask as you put the quill down again, reaching up to gently scratch at their cheek affectionately. humming and leaning into you, valdemar replies with "just checking on your health, darling. it would be... unfortunate, if something happened to you."

"well, i'm fine, i'm not going to get sick within an hour, val." you sigh, leaning back into their chest. knowing they've won over your attention, valdemar continued to shower you with affection. their sharp teeth brushed gently against your neck, as if they wanted to bite you but couldn't find the right spot. giving them a soft hum, you lean your head on their shoulder. "is this about the plague?"

they freeze, pulling their teeth from your soft skin. "what makes you think that?" valdemar asks, voice quiet. "you're anxious, val, i can tell. the plague has definitely left an imprint on your psyche, and now you're worried that i'm gonna get deathly ill or something." you say, craning your head to look at them. thinking before responding, valdemar held onto your arms before sighing. "you're right, darling. i am scared. i feel like i didn't do enough for julian." you frown. "don't worry about julian. he's completely fine, besides what happened to him wasn't your fault."

"i know that, darling. however, i feel like i didn't treat him well enough, like i neglected him and his needs. i don't want to repeat that now that you're under my care." they frown, eyes distant in memories. "val, don't worry about me honestly. i'm more worried about you. you're putting off work to make sure i'm in okay." you give them a soft smile, rubbing their arm softly. "i know, i just can't help but worry about you. you're something else darling." they say, dipping their head again to kiss your neck.

valdemar gives you another soft kiss where your pulse is, and you sigh. "i don't want history to repeat itself either. even if that means us confronting him." knowing who you were referring scared them. "you can't confront him, darling. he'll trick you, i know it." valdemar said firmly. "what happened to the count will repeat if you do. i'll handle anything to do with that evil thing." you hum. "lucio's case was different." you counter "but it's still something i don't want you getting involved with." valdemar's grip was much more firm, more protective. you knew the devil worried them, but you wanted the quaestor to find peace over your own safety. "promise me that you won't go to him, ever." valdemar mumbled against your neck. you sigh again. "i wanna help you, val."

"promise me. please..?" sounding desperate was what made you crack. "fine. i promise i won't confront the devil. on one condition, if you ever get into a situation where you have to fight him, you'll let me help you." they thought about the offer. you always proved useful, however, their more protective nature was clashing with the thought of you fighting the devil. "fine, but if that does happen, you're staying by my side the whole time."

"of course. thank you." you smile as valdemar happily kisses your jaw. "now, can i work?" the hum playfully. "no, its an off-day today." val grins, pulling you up by your hands, hugging you before tugging your hand to follow them. "you need food, darling, we can steal some from the kitchen." they grin mischievously. you only laugh. "fine, lead the way, val."

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it came out earlier than expected huh 😌

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got a uhh,, valdemar draft in the works

should be out tonite

just wanna make sure its perfect for the customers that ordered that fine ass meal of a demon 😌

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valdemar with a s/o who disappeared for a while.

Trigger Warnings : Gore, Swearing, Abandonment Issues and Arguments. Other than that I think this is safe 👉👈

Valdemar may seem a bit OOC, I'm sorry, I just wanted some angst with this mad scientist 🥺

💉 when you pulled this trick, poor val was petrified they scared you off. you had tricked them into falling in love then ran away. they felt truly betrayed.

💉 everyone was more cautious around the quaestor, metaphorically treading on glass around them.

💉 their red eyes were distant and sinister, more than usual anyway.

💉 clicking of shoes around the halls were heard often as valdemar couldn't focus on work, and instead walked around the palace, their estate, and even in town.

💉 sending out guards every day you were gone, checking your shop, even breaking in when poor asra grew tired of their daily entries was also now very common.

💉 when you return and go to them like nothing happened, they lowkey avoid you, believing you didn't want to be around the surgeon anymore.

💉 confronting them about it was a shock to valdemar, their red eyes widen and sleek eyebrows rose in surprise.

💉 "my bunny, you abandoned me for days, i was so worried, then you come back like nothing ever happened. I presumed you don't want to be around a monstrosity like me, therefore i distanced myself too. your tricks are worse than the devil... good day, my love."

💉 you were left there, practically in tears at their confession, deciding to give them space before going to them again.

💉 their hands were no longer precise with a scalpel, and valdemar had so many cleanups to do. it infuriated them beyond belief, and then you had the audacity to turn up in their dungeon all sad saying how you "missed them."

💉 "did you miss me when you disappeared for 8 whole days?" "of course I did, val. i-" "then why didn't you come back sooner? why did you leave me?"

💉 it was like talking to a stubborn child who doesn't know any better. you tried to explain you were visiting a sick family member, but they wouldn't have it.

💉 "listen. I came here to apologise, and now you're refusing to listen. I don't have to explain anything to someone who doesn't want to even look at me when I say I'm truly sorry. Have your fucking stuff out of my quarters by tomorrow. Good day, doctor." you spat, leaving them in their workplace - all alone. again.

💉 their newfound emotions got the better of them, and they trashed the place. scalpels stuck halfway in the wooden door of their bedroom. their papers full of research had been tossed carelessly and the body they were once trying to dissect was now pinned to the wall through the stomach by a bone saw, organs dripping down onto the floor.

💉 when vlastomil was ordered to go down to check on them, as they hadn't left in over a week, not even for meetings, he was shocked to find them curled up against a wall. the room was still in disarray, and the body was starting the first stages of decomposition.

💉 fleeing with wails of terror, the praetor shared the horrors of what state valdemar was in, and you were ordered asked to go down there by Valerius.

💉 the elevator shook to a stop, creaking open, and you carefully entered the main room of the quaestor's theatre.

💉 the smell would hit you first, and you almost gagged. however, you pulled yourself together, and walked in. the body pressed against the wall made you cringe, and you averted your gaze.

💉 carefully side-stepping any documents with rips and scribbles on them, you made your way over to your partner. their watery, red eyes stared at you all the while.

💉 "are you alright, darling?" you ask softly as you sit in front of them. instead of answering you, the surgeon stared forward, barely acknowledging your question.

💉 "hey," they flinch under your warm, gentle hand. "I'm sorry we fought. I'll try not to disappear anymore. I'm so sorry, I was selfish not to think of you, after all you've been through, you must of been terrified." you mumble to them, pulling valdemar into a hug.

💉 for the first time you've ever witnessed, the quaestor broke down, sobbing into your shoulder as their shaky, blood-stained, gloved hands grasp your sides to pull you closer.

💉 you sigh, hugging them just as tightly as they held you, kissing their forehead and muttering soft apologies.

💉 "please don't leave me..!" they cried, wetting your shoulder through your clothes. "how could I ever leave you, val? you mean so much to me."

💉 your reply had them calm down a bit, and they sniffled. "really?" soothing them with a soft kiss to their lips, you smile and nod. "I mean it! I could never leave you."

💉 "thank you, thank you, so much." their voice cracks, shifting voices constantly due to their emotions and stress.

💉 you hush them by giving them affection that they had craved for over two weeks, and when they calmed down, they apologised once more.

💉 "this is so unprofessional of me... I let my emotions get the better of me." they sigh, kissing you again. "it's completely fine, darling. emotions are what make you human, after all."

💉 "but... I'm not... human..?" val mumbled to you, looking at you with sadness in their ruby eyes. "you are to me."

💉 que another crying session.

💉 from that day on, they were more open about their new emotions with you, in private of course. you had helped them clean up their theatre and they attended meetings again.

💉 everyone relaxed a bit more around them now, knowing you had soothed the true demon they possess.

💉 at the end of everyday, when you two are in bed, valdemar genuinely gets excited when telling you about a new emotion they felt that day, and you can only feel proud that they're finding their human self again.

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