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"In a world of boys, he's a gentleman." (Winnie)

Cairo looked her friend in the eye for a moment, an almost innocent curiosity inside of them. "I need a subject for my Yale admissions essay, Winnie, not a torrid love affair with my creative writing professor." The girl pointed out, shaking her head. "Besides, why would Mr. Miller be interested in-"

"In a sexy nubile thing who idolizes every word he writes?"

"I do not, Winnie. It's just... he's lived. And his short stories were good. I can't stop wondering why he ever stopped writing." Cairo frowned, gaze cast toward the floor. She almost didn't hear when her friend spoke again.

"Maybe he just needs a new muse." Winnie replied, waggling her eyebrows.

"Okay, okay. Just go to class."

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"𝚂𝙻𝚄𝚃!"

"Being this young is art."

"What if all I need is you?"

"Got lovestruck, went straight to my head."

"Got lovesick all over my bed."

"(I'm) lovelorn and nobody knows."

"I'll pay the price, you won't."

"But if I'm all dressed up, they might as well be looking at us."

"And if they call me a slut, you know, it might be worth it for once."

"If I'm gonna be drunk, I might as well be drunk in love."

"The sticks and stones they throw froze in mid-air."

"Everybody wants him."

"That was my crime."

"In a world of boys, he's a gentleman."

"We'll pay the price, I guess."

"You're not saying you're in love with me."

"You're not saying you're in love with me, but you're going to."

"It might blow up in your pretty face."

"I'm not saying 'do it anyway' but you're going to."

𝚂𝙰𝚈 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝙶𝙾

"I've known it from the very start."

"We're a shot in the darkest dark."

"I'm unarmed."

"The waiting is a sadness."

"(I'm) falling into madness."

"I'm standing on a tightrope alone."

"(I'm) halfway out the door, but it won't close."

"I'm holding out hope for you."

"I would stay forever if you say 'don't go'."

"Why have you led me on?"

"Why'd you have to twist the knife?"

"Why'd you whisper in the dark, just to leave me in the night?"

"Your silence has me screaming."

"You kiss me and time stops."

"I'm yours, but you're not mine."

"I'm trying to see the cards that you won't show."

"I'm about to fold."

"I said 'I love you'."

𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚆𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙺

"You went to a party."

"I heard from everybody."

"You part the crowd like the Red Sea."

"Don't even get me started."

"Did you get anxious though?"

"I guess I'll never ever know"

"It looks like you're tryin' lives on"

"You didn't have to change."

"But I guess I don't have a say."

"It was for the best."

"The morе I gave, you'd want me less."

"I cannot be your friend."

"So I pay the price of what I lost."

"I cannot bе your friend, so I pay the price of what I lost."

"What do you tell your friends we shared dinners (and) long weekends with?"

"Truth is, I can't pretend it's platonic."

"It just ended, so..."

"She said to get it off my chest."

"I don't have to pretend."

"I don't have to pretend I like acid rock. Or that I'd like to be on a mega yaught with important men who think important thoughts."

"Guess maybe I am better off now that we don't talk."

"The only way back to my dignity was to turn into a shrouded mystery."

"Guess this is how it has to be now that we don't talk."

𝚂𝚄𝙱𝚄𝚁𝙱𝙰𝙽 𝙻𝙴𝙶𝙴𝙽𝙳𝚂

"You had people who called you on unmarked numbers."

"I let it slide like a hose on a slippery plastic summer."

"All was quickly forgiven."

"You were so magnetic, it was almost obnoxious."

"I was always turnin' out my empty pockets."

"I didn't come here to make friends."

"We were born to be suburban legends."

"When you hold me, it holds me together."

"And you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever."

"You'd be more than a chapter in my old diaries."

"And I can still see you now..."

"I know that you still remember."

"We were born to be national treasures."

"You told me we'd get back together, and you kissed me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever."

"I pace down your block."

"I broke my own heart 'cause you were too polite to do it."

"You don't knock anymore and my whole life's ruined."

𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚃 𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙽𝙾𝚆?

"I slept all alone."

"You still wouldn't go."

"Let's fast forward to three hundred takeout coffees later."

"You dream of my mouth before it called you a lying traitor."

"You search in every maiden's bed for somethin' greater."

"Was it over when she laid down on your couch?"

"Was it over when he unbuttoned my blouse?"

"Come here,"

"Was it over then?"

"Was it over then and is it over now?"

"Your new girl is my clone."

"And did you think I didn't see you?"

"At least I had the decency to keep my nights out of sight."

"Oh Lord, I think about jumping."

"I think about jumping off of very tall somethings."

"I think about jumping off of very tall somethings... just to see you come running."

"Three hundred awkward blind dates later."

"If she's got (blue) eyes, I will surmise that you'll probably date her."

"I was hoping you'd be there."

"I was hoping you'd be there, and say the one thing I've been wanting... but no."

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𝙳𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙽𝚈

“(I’m) chasing the smoke of the last cigarette that we shared.”

“I can’t find you anywhere.”

“Everyone is telling me you sold your soul.”

“I still feel you in my bones.”

“I lit a path for you.”

“You chose a wayward winding road.”

“You told me I brought out the best in you.”

“All I wanted was you, forever.”

“It seems like destiny doesn’t want us together.”

“I can’t push back anymore.”

“The universe is at our door.”

“I’m suffocating.”

“I can’t seem to find it in me to hold my head above the rising tide.”

“My lips are turning blue.”

“You were my perfect crime.”

“I don’t have it in me to watch you meet your end.”

𝚄𝙽𝙸𝙽𝚅𝙸𝚃𝙴𝙳

“Man, you let me down.”

“(You) never wanted me around.”

“(You) never wanted me around til I went and planned my first date with the guy you swore you hated.”

“Turns out you’re the worst and he’s great.”

“I’m friends with all his friends.”

“Pack your things and go.”

“Don’t hit up my phone.”

“Keep your sorries to yourself.”

“From now on just know you’re uninvited.”

“Try giving me the space I asked for.”

“Know that it’s a lie if I forgive you in the future.”

“I don’t care to see you cry.”

“We both know the fault ain’t mine.”

“You had too much pride.”

“I don’t hate you.”

“I don’t hate you… just don’t know you.”

“Wish you’d leave me alone.”

𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙳𝙾𝚃𝙴

“(I’m) losing touch with who I was before.”

“(I’m) drifting further from familiar shores.”

“(I’m) watching life go on without me anymore.”

“Don’t know where I’m going after this.”

“(I’m) holding down the fort with safety pins.”

“I’m wearing anything.”

“Show up loud then leave without a trace.”

“Leave without a trace.”

“Pressure keeps the broken glass in place.”

“(I’m) saving face.”

“I can’t make contact in the dark.”

“I’m losing focus, losing heart.”

“I wish I had a cure all, but I don’t.”

“I know there is no antidote.”

𝚁𝚄𝙽𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙴𝙳𝙶𝙴

“I’d wander the darkest path if it meant you’d be saved.”

“It’s hard to feel whole when your soul’s torn in two.”

“I’ve built up my walls so high.”

“I’m not coming down.”

“I’ve been searching for closure.”

“I’ve been searching for closure but I’m not sure that it wants to be found.”

“Each day I get older and older.”

“I’ve lived through a war, I’m still soldiering on.”

“This life isn’t all that I thought.”

“I’ll find a new place to belong.”

“Each way I turn I’m met with a phantom.”

“My past holds me for ransom.”

“I’ve grown accustomed to the hurt.”

“I get caught in the web of every detail.”

“It should have been me instead.”

“I’ll learn to make amends.”

“The thought of you still burns.”

“One day I’ll start moving on.”

𝚄𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙻 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙴𝙽𝙳

“Her smile made flowers bloom.”

“They’re racing time.”

“Eventually, she caught up.”

“Their son had his mothers eyes.”

“The dark was closing in.”

“Early twenties, fighting for their lives.”

“From dusk to dawn on the front lines.”

“They sold their youth.”

“They sold their youth to take up arms.”

“Now twenty-one, cheating death.”

“Losing (our) lives to settle scores.”

“Gave up (our) nights to dig (our) graves.”

“(We) say goodbye to meet again.”

“The darkness cast the fatal blow.”

“Too young to know (we’d) die too soon.”

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A little bio is up on her site (link in pinned) but I'll be adding to the bullet info slowly as I explore her character more on this blog.

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Me: Should be doing drafts on my multi. Me: Should be writing Cairo's background and bio. Me: Should be sleeping, even. Me, in reality: Watching American Dad in the background while playing with graphics.

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"If you ever looked at me once with what I know is in you, I would be your slave."

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an indie , mutually exclusive roleplay blog for cairo sweet from miller's girl . cairo is played primarily after the movie's conclusion , but can be played in other universes or worlds . this blog is low activity and is not spoiler free . played by jenna .

𝒂 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒚 𝒊𝒏… literature , obsession , dark romance , wishful thinking , would've could've should've , ruining lives , rejection , fantasy versus reality, teacher student dynamics , making the right decisions for the wrong reasons , wrong place wrong time , in another life , sexual validation , and giving it up .

𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒐 . 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒔 . 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒔 .

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