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Today I needed my glass measuring cup and I knew there's a normal place I put it but I thought I'd put it in a different place. So I looked in different place #1 and then tried #2 and then the normal place and. Then I looked on my kitchen counter. It had been sitting out since the last time i used it (for dry ingredients) and I never put it away and did not notice it 😭

Having ADHD is so fun because sometimes youre looking for something that you use regularly and definitely put away in a smart and reasonable place and you have absolutely 0 hope of remembering where and finding it. And then other times ur like "hmm I need a some kind of small pointed object. I feel like i remember seeing a paperclip under the left couch cushion a month ago, i wonder if its still there" and it is

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I definitely got a good grade in therapy today. I was describing a situation at my old job where I famously never set boundaries for myself, and I was like "you know I could have said something to my co-manager in that moment like 'this pattern of you asking me for information you have access to, like who is on the schedule today, is not working for me' but I never did that I just texted her back with who was scheduled." And my therapist said that that would have been a perfect way to set that boundary 😇 feel free to use that to get a good grade with YOUR therapist.

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Travertines of Pamukkale, Turkey by Talip Çetin

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"you don't like mpreg?" i don't even like fpreg

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Again I am asking. Why don’t studios just re-release their old movies in theaters? Parents will take their kids to see a movie their child has never seen before! It doesn’t need to be a remake! Hell, I haven’t seen lilo and stitch or httyd in a hot minute, I would pay to see the originals in the theater because they were GOOD MOVIES! That dont need remakes!

comments under any httyd movie content be like "HEY disney take notes, this is how you do a live action!!!" how about no one does any live action ever again

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Seth Armstrong (American b.1983), Neutra, 2024, Oil on canvas

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going to someones blog and they have their pronouns listed as "dey/dem" and youre like "oh ok neopronouns i havent heard of before" but then you start scrolling through deir blog and dey exclusively post in an exaggerated mafia goon voice and now you're genuinely unsure if dey use they/them but spelled it funny as part of the bit or if dey use neopronouns which are an extension of the bit

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The important thing about books is the CONCEPTS inside it. The physical object is just what allows those concepts to be shared. Reading a book with a cracked spine will allow those concepts into your brain just as well as a pristine book.

I know this is gonna piss off nerds but paperbacks are superior to hardbacks

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Wood & Glass Lamp by Shawn Michael Lucas

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Gustaf Edolf Fjaestad (Swedish, 1868--1948)

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When I see something about that game I think about the woman who cheated on her fiancé with an AI chatbot of the main character

i dont even go here but i gotta say. every time i see something abt red dead redemption i still think abt my ex-coworker (god rest his soul…. he’s not dead i just havent seen him for years) who used to call it “redededemption” and lbr probably still does🫶

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A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.