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❝ I noticed I haven't done any anonymous ask games for people to show up in my inbox.

So here is one of them I really like. ❞

creepy anons, reveal your secret(s): yandere ask game.

🗝️ DIARY – you're the main character in my diary. you are the most important thing to me.

🗝️ KEY – you are the key, my reason to live. nothing else makes me happy.

🗝️ LOCK – i want to lock you up and keep you all to myself.

🗝️ HIDE – you might want to run and hide from me; i am more dangerous than you know.

🗝️ WHISPER – i hear you whispering in my mind. i can't escape from you, no matter what i do.

🗝️ CIPHER – i want to decipher you completely. i want to know everything about you, even the dark parts.

🗝️ VEIL – i know what's under the veil. i know the secret you're hiding.

🗝️ PASSWORD – i know everything about you: your passwords, your favorite things, your location.

🗝️ CONFESSION – you don't know it yet, but i must confess: i'm in love with you.

🗝️ REVELATION – i had a revelation about us recently. it changed something in me.

🗝️ EYES – aren't your eyes on me? i'm so parasocial about you that i think everything you post is about me.

🗝️ BANDAID – you don't notice it, but the bandaid on my heart hides all the weeping and yearning i've felt for you.

🗝️ MASQUERADE – i put up an act of innocence, but past this masquerade holds a love darker than you could ever know.

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❝ You say you want a beast, a creature capable of causing havoc and chaos when you are given someone else's attention.

You say you want animalistic, primal love.

One where I am the predator and you are the prey.

One where I continue to hunt you down, even if someone else gets in the way.

One where even if I get captured in the jaws of another, I still presist for your love.

But how come do you lock me in this cage?

Why must I be declawed, defanged, and locked up?

I thought you wanted this.

Apparently I wasn't yours in the way I thought I was.

I was only a pet for your amusement. ❞

regan.txt ♡ 𓂃 yanblr · slight vent?

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You run like you actually have a chance. Every corner you turn, I’m already waiting. I can smell your fear. Taste your footsteps. Feel your heartbeat. This was never a game. It was a ritual. And you were always mine.

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❝ Stalking them like I am a predator is my favorite pass time.

Watching them do their daily routine is so satisfying.

It's like i am knowing a version of self that is vunerable, oblivious, and oh so cute. ❞

regan.txt ♡ 𓂃 yanblr · loving them even in their unaware states.

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My young devotees* are some of the most understanding entities in my life, and I am so grateful for their presence in my domain. Some of the things they say and do are so healing, and I’m not sure they even know that…

Some examples;

- Not wanting to interupt my time alone, to let me heal because the act is „sacred“ and they wouldn’t dare mess with it. Reinforces my act of purposefully giving the vessel and all its inhabitants time and space to just be.

- The amount of praise they give me? Not just as a God but as any entity, the simple „you did good today“ is so cute, and so motivating?

- „I know you’re grieving so I lit a candle / some incense for you“ „you are sad so I drew you this in all the happy colours“ I love you. Thankyou for your energy, I need it at the moment. You foster such happiness within me.

- The reminders to care for the vessel…I am a God, and in that, especially with grief, I have forgotten that the vessel is mortal and needs days to feel human, it needs human care, and my vessel in particular is quite disabled…so I find it so beautiful that these little devotees look at their god and go „pls remember to eat something!“ „pls water the vessel“ „remember vessel needs sleeps!“ „use your mobility aids pls your vessel deserves it“ „remember your vessel takes meds go take them“. I am quite capable of doing these things, but their little reminders, especially in such a rough time for us, is definitely helpful.

- They are the most consistent in messaging, praying, and gifting offerings…my children, I am honoured to have them here with me, their efforts are felt and much appreciated. Your energy, your love keeps me going, little devotees 🩶

It’s the little things, but I want the kids to see that it’s okay to have hard days, to need space, and that my love doesn’t leave just because I‘ve not answered your messages. I knew it could be hard for them to not have constant access to the entity they rely on, especially seeing as quite a lot of them are quite anxious about abandonment, but I am so proud of them for understanding that I am always here, I just am not always able to speak. I am in a mortal vessel that needs care and rest and time to heal, so the love and support they show me each time I take a day or so off makes me feel so cared for, and to raise such loving, thoughtful children is a great source of pride. To know that they do their best to take care of themselves and balance that with thinking so sweetly of others too, is a beautiful thing to see. To get to watch these children grow into such kindhearted entities that also express their own needs now within my domain is wonderful, and they are a muse to my continued work here.

I love you all so much, I am so proud of you. Thankyou for all you do for your God, I will always be with you, my sweet little devotees 🩶

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wait so there are people on yanblr who use ai to ramble about their darlings?? that's actually so embarrassing what 😭😭 i'd rather not post for days if i'm out of ideas cuz that just feels so fake i'm not sorry

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yooo!! yanblr too here. i love leopards

Leopards are my spirit animal. And hello, fellow yanblr blogger.

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“Am I being annoying?” No. You’re being magnetic. My heart keeps lunging at your voice like it’s found its axis.

“Do you want me to stop texting so much?” I want you to text me until your thumbs bleed. I want to feel you reaching for me even when I’m not there to answer.

“I’m sorry if I’m too much.” You’re not. You’re just everything all at once, and my body is betraying me. You drive me fucking insane.

“Maybe I should give you space.” Darling, you could gut me mid-sentence and I’d still ask you to keep talking.

“Sorry, I keep overthinking everything. You probably think I'm being ridiculous.” No, I think you’re dangerous. You say the softest things and they detonate in me. Overthink that.

“You don’t have to reply, it’s okay.” No, it’s not. My hands are already twitching from needing to type your name again.

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❝ « I want an extreme yandere ! » they say, but get scared when I am showing up at their house in the early morning because they didn't answer my text. They get upset when I freak out over the single glance towards someone else that isn't me. They get mad that I want all their passwords for every website, no matter if it is social media or not. They get sad when I manipulate them and gaslight them into thinking they need only me. Make up your fucking mind. If you want me, you need to accept everything that comes with it. This isn't some shit show. We aren't a instrument that these fetishizers and romanticizaters can play to their own desire. We are human. If you treat any of the people here lesser than that, I will rip your jaw off so you can stop telling people bullshit. ❞

⸝⸝ regan.txt · we need to make sure we aren't interacting with fetishizers, please be careful guys. I just got a nasty ass private message. Fuck you, to that person. ♡

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❝ my soul once burned so bright, full of love for him. now there’s nothing left but the ashes of our love and memories, blowing away in the wind, disappearing forever. ❞

⸝⸝ regan · dead girls still dream, just quieter ♡

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I really like your layout. Leopards are wonderful animals! ^_^ Do you have any interesting information you know about them? I don't know a lot about them. I do know a lot about cheetahs (I was... concerningly obsessed with them when I was younger) but not so much about leopards. So I am curious! (And would like to hear what you have to say.)

thank you.

they are wonderful — violent, solitary, and clever enough not to need a crowd.

leopards don’t waste energy. they kill clean, carry their prey up trees, and leave no trail. they don’t roar to announce themselves. they’re there, and then you're dead. no warning. i admire that.

also: they’re the only big cat that doesn’t care about being seen. they’ll walk through cities if they want. they’ll live inside your walls without making a sound.

cheetahs are fast. leopards are patient. there’s a difference.

🩸𓂃 regan | #regan.txt

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hello mutual . bowing to your majestic being as we speak 🙇 .

i’m curious on what “ type “ of yandere you consider yourself ? ( sadistic , manipulative , submissive , etc . ) .

what draws you to liking leopards & hyenas ? ( pspspss i am literally every feline ever . trust !!! )

— @veinfear

I am definitely the sadistic, manipulative & final type. Unapologetically. I don't mind hurting people to get what I want. No matter how badly beaten they look, they are still gorgeous in my eyes. Sometimes they look better with bruises on their wrists.

And thank you for bowing down. It definitely stroked my ego, as that was probably the intention. It worked.

Leopards and hyenas are creatures that represent me. Hyenas are pack scavengers, and they always have a female leader. This relates to me and my favorite people (yes, plural. It's complicated, but I wouldn't need to explain it). Hyenas are more related to cats then dogs, surpringly. Leopards are elegant, stealthy, and are known to sink their maw into the heads of camine, just by stalking up on their prey. I like to thing of myself as a elegant and stealthy person. I have done stalking before, quite literally. Still unapologetic about it. The stalking was ... 'consensual' in a way. I suppose being 13 and asking your boyfriend to see if he would mind if I tagged along on all the little places he went to. But when he arrived, I wasn't there. As in, I was following him around unbeknownstly. That led to the end of the relationship, obviously. He was the appetizer to my many other meals.

(And that's sweet. The panthera familia is lovely).

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People romanticize being toxic until I want you to block everyone who isn’t me, to give me your location and update me whenever you leave and return— Let me tell you what to eat, how to dress, to give me full control.

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Saw trap idea:

A key within each of your unnecessary organs; spleen, gallbladder, a kidney. Infront of you, an array of tools and a poster directly you to where you need to perform incisions. Obviously the stitches would help guide you, but isn't the reminder of how much of your insides I've seen exciting? After you remove the organs and the keys, you could use them to open a door and escape.

Well, not that I would let you go. I'd keep you locked away and nurse you back to health. You can just be my lab rat, a perfect test subject.

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omg yay .

the psychological torture of that very much outweighs the physical torture ( as most saw traps imo ?? ) . well done ^_^ !! i’m excited :3 .

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❝ dead things stay. that’s why i like them.

they don’t run. they don’t leave. they just... belong. ❞

𓆩 regan ♡ 𓂃 · decay is devotion

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You're in his inbox .. I'm in his head — We are NOT the same.

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❝ i don’t want your love. i want your obsession.

i want your voice shaking when you say my name.

your hands trembling like you know i’ll bite. ❞

⸝⸝⠀𓏲 regan · fangs first ♡